Chapter 21 Conventions
I watched the ambulance leave with tears. While waiting for the ambulance to come, the other two girls also fainted one after another. After seeing his friends in a coma one after another, Zuotian's tears vaguely showed signs of collapse.
“…… Forget it, I'll send you home first. I said to the tears. Then Tears didn't say anything, just whispered "um" and watched me call a taxi. Then I urged a few more times before she whispered an address. I didn't speak when I was in a taxi along the way. And just like that, I dropped her off at the door of the dormitory. Speaking:
"Eat something, get a good night's sleep, and wait until tomorrow there will be nothing to do." Then get ready to leave. only to find that the sleeve was pulled by tears.
"Tears?" I asked softly.
"Senior...... Can you stay with me for a while? Tears said weakly.
"Absolutely." Of course, I can't leave such a cute black straight girl alone. So I quickly agreed. At this moment, the sun is about to set. As the sun set, the tearful dormitory was dim, and the dim orange-red light shone in through the window, making the whole dormitory stained with a dull atmosphere.
I sat across from each other. The girl kept her head down and didn't speak. Waited a little bit, when I was a little impatient. She finally opened her mouth:
"Senior...... Am I being selfish? ”
"Why do you say that?" I asked a little strangely.
"They...... The girls who had just been taken to the hospital, their fantasy Mitsu was provided by me. Saying this, the voice of tears began to choke:
"I knew that using the Fantasy Mite might cause me to fall unconscious, and I was scared, so I pulled a few of them to use it together...... Result......" At this point, the tears finally began to cry:
"They're suffering because of my relationship - I don't want that! I don't want to it either! But it's been so long, and I still haven't mastered superpowers! I'm afraid that this will be the case in the future, and if I don't use Fantasy Mite, I may not be able to become a capable person for the rest of my life! Senpai, can you understand? Can you understand that feeling? We who can't awaken superpowers, what is it in this city based on the study of superpowers? ”
Tear's mental state is very unstable. I can feel it. On the one hand, she blames herself for her friend's fainting, and on the other hand, she is afraid of the same fate that she will fall. At the same time, there is a great unwillingness. The reality of not being willing to be an incapable person, and not being willing to use the fantasy master, is still the result of failure in the end.
"What a terrible boy...... But at least, it's much better than the bad ones that have been completely given up. I thought to myself, and said, "Ability doesn't matter. You know, Tear, when I fought against Kuroko, I never used my abilities, and the other side was always firing on fire. But in the end, it was still me who won. ”
"Huh? No way?! Is it a lie? Tears were very surprised to hear me say that.
"Of course, if you don't believe me, you can ask Kuroko. Well, I can show you a little bit of that here. With that, he drew the soft sword wrapped around his waist and sliced the teacup on the table into flat pieces with a flick. After this, Tears picked up the fragment of that teacup, looked at the incision, and then looked at me. A look of disbelief.
"So, tears. The world is vast, and you are still small. What I'm telling you is that in this world, power is not everything. It is not just that if you become a capable person, you will be considered successful.
Those who propagate this idea are either arrogant and capable, ill-intentioned scientists, or uninformed fools. You can ignore them. It's like I've shown it before. This is through rigorous calculations, contemplation, and professional, painstaking training. It has nothing to do with superpowers. ”
Hearing me say this, the tears were silent for a moment, and then they bowed solemnly to me:
"Thank you very much for your enlightenment, Senior Wright. Perhaps, as you said, competence is not very important...... But I did so much in order to gain power......"
Speaking of which, Tear's mood became low again.
"If I'm here to say: It's not your fault, I'm lying." I sighed softly, "But, Tear, after all, you're just a child. At this age, we tend to do stupid things because of immaturity, impulsiveness, or for the sake of anger. But it's not too bad, it's part of life experience as well. I think you should be able to face it with a more positive attitude. No big deal. ”
I said this to her.
"Senior, do you see it that way? Wouldn't you think I'm a bad boy because I did something like this? Tears then asked.
"Good boy, bad boy. It's all children. If you are a child, you will make mistakes. As a senior, what I want to do is not to comment that you are hopeless and then leave you alone. It's a hard lesson to teach you a hard time, to make you remember this, to correct it. Then help you get things out of the way. I said to her.
"Senior...... It's so gentle. Hearing me say this, the tears finally burst into laughter.
She looked up at me, "Do you really think that all the mistakes can be remedied?" ”
"All mistakes are remedy." I nodded.
"Are you really willing to help me get things out of the way?"
"Anyway, I'm willing to try." I nodded.
"Senior ......" said this, tears showed a poignant smile: "But I don't believe it...... I don't believe that there is such a convenient thing in this world. It's as if you get an ability using a fantasy master. I did succeed, but I could feel that I was going to pay the price soon.
Soon, I'll be in a coma like Akemi. This must be God's punishment for my selfishness and greed, it must be like this......"
"So—" I said, and gently clutched the tears in my arms:
"Then I'm going to solve the problem of the Fantasy Master, solve the problem, and wake you up. If this is really some so-called God's punishment for you, I will fight against that so-called God. I'll help you anyway. Trust me. My Sleeping Beauty. ”
"That's it...... Senior, do you think of yourself as a prince......"
The sound of tears grew fainter and weaker, and then she collapsed into my arms, unconscious.
Fainted, well, indeed, fainted.
Poke, poke.
I didn't wake up like this, and it looks like I've really fainted.
So, right now I'm in the same room with a cute black straight girl who has a crush on me. And the girl fainted - what the hell can I endure if I don't do something?!