Chapter 208: Strange Lovesickness

Anyway, it's almost like this, the relationship between me and Kulishnu is already considered an unmarried couple, so this should be considered a fiancé and best friend. The rhythm of avi, right? But this can't stop me, it's really because the fireworks are too tempting. Being stared at by her with shy eyes makes people feel unbearable.

I really want to bully this guy, bully this weak girl who is always wearing black mourning clothes. If I were Kulishnu, I would have said to me a hundred times before I went out: "Don't bully Hanabi." "That's it. But the more she said that, the more I wanted to bully Hanabi.

So in fact, Hanako also wants to be bullied by me, right? Every time he looked at me, he would shyly bow his head, and when he talked to me, he would blush shyly. Sometimes I will cover my face shyly, and I will be embarrassed and unbearable. It feels like even if I push her down at this time, she won't object, but will only hang her head shyly, say "please have mercy" and then cooperate with me as if appointed.

Well, it must be so, right. It must be so, yes, and then Hanabi will fall into the conflict between the guilt of betraying his friend and the conflict. In the end, it withered like a flower. It's a bit pitiful to think about it. But I'm more eager to try it out.

……

The following unfolds from the perspective of Hanabi:

Recently, I feel a little uncomfortable. It seems to be malnourished...... It's not because there's something wrong with the Brummel family. The food served in the kitchen is still tasty. It's just that I can't eat it......

Of course, this statement of "can't eat" is actually incorrect. I don't dare to eat, or rather, I don't dare to stay in the kitchen for too long. And I can't do something like "bring the food back to the room" to cause people a problem......

Don't dare to stay too long, or say a little more, don't dare to stay by his side for too long. Wright. Baldwin. His Excellency a General from the Norman Empire. I was afraid to stay with him.

His eyes are like they are discharged, and as long as I look at him, my body will feel numb. As soon as I talked to him, my body felt hot. Sometimes, when my spoon fell to the floor, I went with him to pick it up, and unconsciously, I touched his fingertips - only a little, although only for a moment, although after that, I quickly retracted my arm, but, but, but......

That night, I dreamed, and I dreamed that His Excellency Wright had taken me in his arms:

"Actually, Hanabi, I've been liking you since I first met you. I-"

"But, but, Wright, you're Kulishnu's fiancé......" I said, bowing my head.

"That kind of thing doesn't matter!" Lord Wright said, "The question is, do you like me or not? All I need to know is this! ”

Seeing that His Excellency Wright looked at my eyes very seriously, there was a little pity in his strength, and my heart suddenly softened. What a perfect little guy this is...... How could I bear to hurt him? I thought to myself, then lowered my head, nodded imperceptibly, and whispered "Like-"

After that, I suddenly heard Kulishnu's voice behind me—

"Fireworks! I thought you were my best friend, but I didn't expect you to betray me! ”

It was an expression I had never seen before—it was like Kulicinu was crazy, a vicious, angry expression that scared me too much to move—and then I woke up.

In the room, the lights were off, and it was still night. I don't know how, but I have a vague feeling that Lord Wright has been here, and there is his breath in the air.

"Really...... Hanabi, what are you thinking......"

I know it must have been a delusion on my part (not really, Wright had sneaked into the fireworks room before that). But the more I thought about it, the more confused and intoxicated I became. That night, I just hugged the pillow and lost sleep.

It was from this day that I realized that I did indeed like Lord Wright, and this feeling called "love" sprouted in my chest once again, and then it thrived at an unexpected rate - but,

But no, but no, yes, but no—because the object is not right, Lord Wright is indeed the best, the best, the most handsome, the gentle, the kind man in the world, but at the same time, he is also the fiancé of Kulishnu, the boyfriend of my best friend Kulicnu.

His excellent, handsome, gentle, considerate, and kind all belong to Kulishnu, not mine...... Three of us, we're back to the same situation we were in before. It's just that the one that's left is replaced by me.

Whenever we're together, whenever I look at Wright and Kulicino, I feel sick in my heart. Whenever Lord Wright took care of me while talking to Kulishnu and casually spoke to me, I felt happy - and then uncomfortable. It's just because I know that the other person doesn't talk to me because he likes it, or for some other purpose, but because it's necessary, friend-like, not even a friend, to the extent of being a "friend of a friend." Polite, but rusty. Even after that, I got acquainted with him, and I was upgraded from "friend of friends" to "friends".

So I didn't want to stay with him any longer, I felt like I had to run away from him, and I just couldn't see him.

But I was wrong.

The two of us are under the same roof, how can we always not see each other? Every time we meet by chance, do I have to leave without saying a word with my head down and in a hurry? Every time it's time to eat, can I not go to the restaurant? And every time I arrived late and left early, I didn't get anything but not enough to eat and get malnourished. I can't meet him properly, but it makes me think about him more.

In this way, it is very strange that I live with him, but I suffer from lovesickness...... But there is no way around it. And so, tonight, when there was something to do in Kulishnu and I did not come back, I hurried to eat something as usual, and hurried back to my room, holding my pillow as usual, and lying on the bed in a daze--it was at this time that there was a knock at the door outside the room, and at the same time, the voice of Lord Wright came:

"Hanabi, I'm Wright, can I come in for a while? I have something I want to tell you. ”