Chapter 30: Learn to Love, Then Grow Up
The time was 10:10, Lu Yue appeared at the door of the pet hospital, and she waved her hand to Frost who was packing up her things and getting off work.
Frost stopped what she was doing and walked out to pull her into the pet hospital, and she said, "Why don't you come in and wait for me to get off work together?"
"Well, I'm on the day shift today, and my colleagues who have changed shifts have already arrived, so I'll come to you" Lu Yue nodded and said.
"Then you wait, I'll get the hygiene done first."
Frost picked up the cat litter shovel and began to shovel feces, and at night it was still the old rule that she cleaned the cat area. After shoveling, put the litter box into the cat cabinet one by one, and when it was time to put the blue and white cats in the cat cabinet, Jesse poked his head over and whispered in her ear mysteriously: "Frost, do you have any enemies?"
"Well, what's wrong?" Frost asked, confused.
"I summoned it after you said it that day, but it didn't come all night, and after a few days, it came to me and told me that two men had taken it," Jesse said, licking his paws from time to time.
"Two people, male or female?" Frost was a little shocked, she had planned to use this similar cat to trick Givena.
"It was said to be a man and a woman, and then when they came to the woman's house, they found that it was not the cat they were looking for, and the man let it go," Jesse replied.
Frost was even more shocked, and her intuition told her whether this man and woman would be Givena and another winner through the Gate of Reincarnation. Her palms were a little wet, perhaps because she was a little scared.
Jesse saw that she didn't speak, and then said, "Frost, my buddy said that the woman is too vicious, you have an enemy?"
"Well, sort of!" Frost replied.
"Don't be afraid, our cat ancestor is the master of the tiger anyway, let me think of a countermeasure tonight, and tomorrow we will think about it in the long run" Jesse patted her head with his paw and soothed.
At this time, Xia Xiaoai, who had already cleaned the dog area, asked loudly: "Xiao Wei, you haven't finished it yet?" I still have something to do, hurry up."
Frost hurriedly sorted out her emotions and responded, "Okay, right away!"
Lu Yue sat in the reception room and waited silently, but she didn't urge her, just afraid that she would get drunk again and not go home to do stupid things. Last night, when Frost came home and told her what had happened the night before and that day, she severely criticized her for three hours:
"How can a woman be so on the pole, your self-esteem? You will only make others look down on you, you are not missing arms and legs, and you don't have to be him, if you want to get close to it, you have to rely on attraction, how can you entangle others. What man would like a woman who spends all day doing nothing but knowing love and love and pestering himself? I see you, .......
The general content is the above, and at that time, Wei Shuangshuang was so impressed with Lu Yue that he threw himself to the ground. However, when she heard that she had found a job and planned to work in a pet hospital, Lu Yue was still very relieved, after all, love can't be eaten, and supporting herself is an important problem that should be solved first. Lu Yue didn't know that Wei Shuangshuang was so anxious that she wanted to stay by Jian Jian's side, just because she took the pill would directly affect her lifespan, and the time left for her was no longer endless.
"Let's go!" Frost walked up to Lu Yue with her backpack on her back and took her hand and said.
Lu Yue stood up, and when the two held hands and were about to leave, Xia Xiaoai chased after him and asked Shuangshuang and said, "Xiao Wei, you come and lock the door!" I asked a friend to go to supper, I am afraid that I will get up tomorrow and win the king, so I will ask you to open the door in the morning."
Frostfrost's free hand took the key she handed over, and smiled slightly: "Okay, no problem!"
"Thank you then, is this your friend? It's good, I'm still waiting for you to go home together" Xiao Ai looked at Lu Yue, who was standing beside Shuangshuang, and asked.
"Well, my best sister, Lu Yue," Frost proudly introduced.
"You all have similar names, one Lu Yue and one Wei Yue, no wonder you get along well. Hello, my name is Xia Xiaoai, Xiao Wei's colleague," Xiao Ai introduced herself.
After hearing her words, Lu Yue smiled evilly at Wei Shuangshuang, then turned her head and said to Xiao Ai with a gentle smile: "Xiao Ai, hello!"
"Mmmm, next time we have time, the three of us can have a meal together, then I'll go first, hurry" After speaking, Xiao Ai waved at them and trotted out of the pet hospital.
"Your colleague is a little stupid, he's not bad!, but what's going on with Wei Yue?" Lu Yue teased.
Frost smirks at her and closes the door of the pet hospital, locking it.
There weren't many pedestrians at night, and the two of them walked down the street holding hands, and Frost was thinking about what Jesse had said all the way, "Who is the other person, could he also be a person who has passed through the Gate of Reincarnation, or is it just a helper called by Givena?" she kept thinking about this sentence in her heart, and the more she pondered it, the more confused she felt.
Lu Yue turned her head to look at her absent-mindedly and asked, "What are you thinking?"
"Huh, nothing" Frost smiled perfunctorily, she didn't want to tell Lu Yue about it, sometimes friends shouldn't be all used to share difficulties.
"You don't want to say it, and I don't force it. But if there is any difficulty, you must tell me, Frost, don't forget that you are my relative!" Lu Yue stopped and took her hand with both hands, and said earnestly.
Frost was so moved that her vision gradually blurred, and there seemed to be tears rolling in her eyes, of course, these were tears of happiness. She sniffed and nodded obediently.
Lu Yue reached out and pinched her little nose and said, "Silly frost, you know how to cry!
"I'm not a crybaby!" Frost said unconvinced.
"And say no, I think you love to cry the most. Frost asks you a question, do you miss him when you don't see Easy?" Lu Yue looked at her curiously.
"Of course, I think of him all the time," Frost blushed slightly.
After hearing this, Lu Yue stopped, looked up at the night sky, and sighed a little: "Missing is really a very mysterious thing."
Frost followed her gaze and raised her head to look at the night sky and said, "Well, longing is a kind of emotional sustenance."
"Well, yes. People always have too much sustenance and fetters in the world," Lu Yue
Frost silently looked at the full moon in the night sky and sang a song of unknown origin: "Xiaolu is silently waiting for me in front."
I was deeply immersed in this windy and clear night, and hummed a cheerful song softly.
The corn leaves on the side of the road rustled like they were accompaniment.
The sky was full of stars, as if they were singing with me.
When I first went out, the faint sadness in my heart had already been diluted by this beautiful night.
In this breezy autumn night, my impetuous heart has calmed down in the soft moonlight and learned to face everything calmly. ”
"What did you learn?, it's very good, and the lyrics are well written," Lu Yue looked down at her with appreciation.
Frost smiled heartily: "I made it up myself, hehe!".
"Ahh
"That's nature, I've lived for hundreds of years, and experience is the most precious treasure in the world," Frost looked very proud on her face.
"Mmmmmmmmmm
"Walking," Frost couldn't keep her mouth shut.
With that, the two held hands and continued to walk in the direction of the bus stop......
Parking the car on the side of the road, he looked at the pet hospital that had closed, and drove home with some loss. When he got home, he sat on the sofa with the lights on, not knowing what he was thinking.
I don't know how long it took for him to feel a little thirsty, he got up from the sofa and walked to the kitchen to open the refrigerator and wanted to get a bottle of water to drink, but when he saw the canned cat in the refrigerator, he thought of Wei Shuangshuang and the little black cat, especially Wei Shuangshuang said: "This brand of canned cat food is the most delicious, especially the beef-flavored one", while secretly eating happily, but after being caught, he tried his best to hide his appearance is very cute! He thought, thought, and picked up the cat can, opened the lid and tasted it.
"The meat is not delicate, but it's good that pet food can do this," he commented simply, but the next moment he paused with an unnatural expression, quickly spit out a little beef in his mouth, and then rinsed his mouth with water. It's not that he dislikes that this is a cat can, it's that he feels unprecedentedly flustered, and he panics that he has unconsciously paid attention to and imitated Wei Shuangshuang.
Jian took a deep breath and slowly calmed his emotions, then opened the refrigerator and threw all the remaining canned cat food into the garbage bag. He wanted to calm himself down and return to his usual apathy.
Such a strong and excellent man on the outside, but on the inside, he is very sensitive, lonely and vulnerable. He didn't even dare to face his own heart, and chose to escape, which may have something to do with his growth!
He closed the refrigerator door and turned into the bathroom, slapped his face with ice water, and then looked up at himself in the mirror, suddenly remembering the conversation between his mother before parting.
"Xiao Yi, you must learn how to love, and you will be loved only if you have the ability to love others. You have to love your father, you love yourself, you have to love your future wife and friends. You will have a wife who loves you very much, and she will run to you desperately."
"What is a wife?"
"Mom is your dad's wife".
"Mom, when is she coming to me?"
"She's always looking for you, the one you've been destined to be since you were born."
"So how do I know who is?"
"The person who has always guarded you and never abandoned you is your wife."
"Mom, do you know her mom?"
"Well, of course Mom knows! That's the angel Mommy sent to guard you!"
"Do you have any characteristics about her? I want to find her as soon as possible, if I find her, my mother will not leave me."
"You can't find her, she has to come to you. She has a ...... on her head."
Jane's mother died before she could finish speaking, Jian Jian was only 6 years old at the time, and more than 20 years later, he had long forgotten the conversation before parting.
He loved his mother so much that he forgot the conversation between them. No, he didn't forget, he just lost the ability to love after his mother left. Now, because of the appearance of the little black cat and Wei Shuangshuang, the memories buried in his mind have surfaced.
"The so-called future wife, could that person be you?" a bright smile appeared in front of Easy's eyes.
But in the next second, he denied his thoughts, "She just lied to me, even she left me behind, who will protect me?" he laughed sarcastically at himself in the mirror......
The quiet night, the familiar emptiness, unveiled the melancholy of loneliness in the bottom of my heart, loneliness continued to be lonely, and sorrow awaited sorrow
"It's another lonely sleepless night," said lightly as he walked to the floor-to-ceiling window of his bedroom. He didn't want to go to sleep, he was afraid that if he fell asleep, he would dream of the woman who had been pestering him in his dreams. He stood in front of the window and looked at the night sky, loneliness filled his fragile heart, his strength, independence, and bravery were nothing but self-disguise, he was afraid that others would see through him, he was afraid of exposing his weak heart to others.
After his mother left, his father was very indifferent to him, and the most Jian Ouqiang said to him was, "In this world, no one can accompany anyone to the end, no one can always protect anyone, you can only choose to go on strongly." If you want to succeed, you have to let go of your emotional ties, and you can only keep your sanity all the time."
He lived up to Jian Ouqiang's expectations, and succeeded at a young age. But he was unhappy, he didn't feel warmth, he didn't feel anything but loneliness and loneliness.
After Lu Yue fell asleep, she crawled to the side of the bed and looked at the full moon outside the window through the narrow window, picked up the medicine next to the bed and poured out the pill, and swallowed it without hesitation.
Frost mentally counted the number of doses: "Two less times".
But this time, she didn't desperately want to stay by Easy's side because of the pills and the reduction in lifespan like before. She knew that if she wanted to stay by his side, she had to get his approval, and no one would like someone worse than herself.
She opened Xia Xiaoai's book for her - "Animal Pet Encyclopedia" and read it aloud quietly: "Animal Pet Chapter: The International Fund for Animal Welfare believes that cats and dogs have been separated from the biological chain of nature after a long evolutionary evolution, and no longer exist in the ecological balance. Abroad, the new trend is to call cats and dogs companion animals, reflecting their role in human society. Although pets in general will be treated well by their owners, due to the demand for pets, which has led to the emergence of a pet market, in order to make a profit, there will be many animals that cause unnecessary deaths before reaching the market from the wild. Moreover, it will threaten the local ecological balance and even bring about the extinction of species. With the prevalence of pet breeding and the growth of people's economic level, the pet industry has quietly risen and occupies a certain proportion in the national economic growth. Among them, dogs, cats, fish, and plant pets are mainly raised and consumed. ”
After reading the first article, she paused and sighed: "Many people choose to have pets in order to relieve loneliness and loneliness because of the improvement of the general standard of living. Businessmen are really emotionless, grasp the psychology of consumers, and use all kinds of means in order to make money".
"Dogs, usually referred to as domestic dogs, are also known as dogs, a common canine mammal. Often referred to as "man's most loyal friend", it is also the pet with the highest breeding rate. It has a lifespan of about 10-30 years, and if there are no accidents, the average lifespan is longer than that of a small dog," she sighed and moved on to the next chapter.
"Frost, can't you sleep? Why are you going to be a zoologist?" Lu Yue complained after being woken up by Frost's reading.
Frost smiled apologetically: "Sleep, sleep, sleep!
After turning off the light, she lay down and fell asleep not long after......
There are many unexpected things in this world, in dreams, on the road to growth, in the air of love, in the most exciting moments of life. It will fall little by little, and it will penetrate little by little, although it is unfamiliar, it will not be ugly and embarrassing. When the accident comes, there is a road in front of the mountain, there is love in the heart, and there will be hope at the end of life, which is inadvertent happiness, the sweetness of the corners of the mouth and the warmth of the palm.