Chapter 197: Confused? Dream?
"Zhao Fei?" Just when Shi Yao was sitting next to Zhao Fei and didn't know what to do, a capable voice finally sounded, and not far away, An Yu's petite figure and Hu Yu hurriedly ran over, Zhao Fei was still distracted, and Shi Yao hurriedly stood up and greeted him with an anxious face: "Hurry up and persuade him, he didn't listen to what I said to him for a long time." ”
"Hu Yu, go ahead." An Yu nodded and said in a deep voice, "What the hell is going on?" ”
When Hu Yu saw Zhao Fei's appearance, he immediately stepped forward, sat beside him, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Xiaofei, what can't be solved?" Don't sit here anymore, let's figure it out together, can't we? ”
Zhao Fei slowly turned his head to look at Hu Yu, his face was still dead, he shook his head, and said, "I, I'm so confused, I don't know what to do." ”
"What's so confused? I know that you and your father are dependent on each other and have a deep relationship, but have you ever thought about it, what kind of expectations does your father have for you? Hu Yu said in a condensed voice: "Being able to persist until now under the torture of illness, I believe that your father must have relied on a belief to get to where he is now, and his belief is not you?"
"But ......" Zhao Fei looked pained: "What should I do now?" Fulfill his wish to get into a good university? Pursuing my dream of standing on the esports stage? I don't know, I don't know what to do anymore. ”
"Anyway, I think in the end your dad always wants you to be a successful person." Hu Yu hugged Zhao Fei's shoulders and said word by word: "You have to remember, if you have a dream, you will definitely succeed, haven't you ever thought that maybe one day, if you stand on the world stage, will your father be proud of you?" Proud of you? ”
“…… I do not know. Zhao Fei covered his head: "I have to walk on this road now, but I'm afraid that after I tell my dad, he will ...... And it's late now, and I don't want to let him get the slightest bit of irritation. ”
"What do I say to my uncle?" Hearing this, An Yu's capable and concise voice sounded: "I promise not to let him be stimulated at all, and when he wakes up, I will communicate with him, how about it?" ”
"Say I'm giving up my studies to play professionally? I don't dare to ......," Zhao Fei said in a low voice: "He has always expected me to be admitted to a good university." ”
"It's normal for a father to want his son to become a Chan, but why is studying the only way out?" An Yuji asked: "The thinking of Chinese parents is deep-rooted, but since you are all dependent on each other, I don't believe that you think so much about him, and your father doesn't consider your feelings at all. ”
"But, I don't know what I want." Zhao Fei gritted his teeth and raised his eyes to look at An Yu: "I feel that my life has been confused, I, I'm very confused in my mind now, and I don't know what to say." ”
"Confused? Oh, do you also want to be like ordinary people, admitted to a university, then graduate, find a job, and spend your life ordinary? Then I ask you, what is the meaning of your life? Did you just get into college for your dad? An Yu said directly and loudly, which made many medical staff and family members and patients in the aisle look at this side one after another, and their eyes were not without surprise. Who would have thought that such a delicate little beauty could say such a thing, and her aura would be so powerful.
"I ......" Zhao Fei smacked his lips, pulled Shi Yao over again, stared at Zhao Fei, and said word by word: "Don't you like Xiao Yao?" Do you dare to say it to her parents? ”
Shi Yao didn't expect An Yu to say this, and was stunned for a moment, looking stunned.
"Why don't I dare?" Zhao Fei gritted his teeth, his face flushed.
"Really? So what are you going to give to Xiao Yao's parents? Is it your empty dream? Don't be funny, let's take a college diploma with peace of mind and guarantee it, I believe it will be much more convincing! An Yu sneered.
"Why can't dreams be a guarantee?" Zhao Fei almost squeezed these words out of his teeth.
"Hmph, I just know, maybe you can get a good salary in a city like Shanghai with a diploma from a prestigious university, and if you work hard enough, maybe you can get a good salary, so that you can support your family? Certainly as a guarantee. An Yu snorted: "Dream? Can you eat your dreams? Or maybe your dream will allow you to get a good job with a high salary? ”
"So what, at least I can rely on my dream to move forward now, pay for my dad's medicine, and be able to ......" Zhao Fei said this, his pupils shrank suddenly, his face became extremely complicated in an instant, and his later words were swallowed directly into the nearest one.
looked up at An Yu in a daze, and found a smile on the corner of her mouth, Zhao Fei suddenly understood, and understood the meaning of An Yu's words.
It turned out that this was the voice that had been shouting in his heart, something he had been pursuing, but he had been restrained and never dared to come out.
Zhao Fei stumbled to his feet, pushed away Hu Yu on the side, and suddenly ran downstairs, Hu Yu was stunned, and was about to catch up, but saw a figure flashing, and Shi Yao had already chased after him.
"Don't chase it, Zhao Fei already knows what he wants, let him sober himself up." At the right time, An Yu's voice sounded next to him, Hu Yu turned his head, saw An Yu sighed, turned around and said, "Let's go, go and see how Zhao Fei's father is, I'll call Sun Yu later to ask Sun Yu to contact a friend in Shanghai, and quickly turn around." ”
Hu Yu smacked his lips, and his gaze became contemplative.
I don't know when it has begun to rain lightly, the streets are already a little wet, the winter is cold, pedestrians are even more reluctant to be drenched by the cold rain, have taken refuge in their homes, although it is only four o'clock, the street is extremely bleak, drizzle is a little cold.
The chill is even stronger.
Zhao Fei was running wildly on the sidewalk unconsciously, he gasped, what he saw in front of him was a blur, and what he heard in his ears was a buzzing sound, only his own panting sound was so close and heavy.
"Zhao Fei!" Shi Yao followed behind Zhao Fei, and the light rain quickly drenched her hair, but she didn't care, she just gritted her teeth, faced the drizzle, and chased the blurred sound and shadow in front of her.
Slowly, the figure finally stopped, Shi Yao was overjoyed, and hurriedly chased after him, hugged Zhao Fei directly from behind, and said in a low voice: "You said that you wouldn't leave me alone, and I don't want you to bear it alone, tell me, okay?" ”
Zhao Fei's body trembled slightly, he turned around suddenly, hugged Shi Yao into his arms, and directly lowered his head and kissed Shi Yao.