But the fact is that there is no if, and what is lost in a short period of time is indeed lost. Zhang Erzhen thought that maybe ignorance is really happier than those smart people, but it is such a coincidence, what should be known at this time is also known, and what should not be known is also known.

Zhang's Mansion is still the courtyard of Sanjin, located on a small street that is not too prosperous, the stone lion on the door is still with big eyes with copper bells, and the smooth skull is very clean. Zhang Luan, who has been promoted to a second-class member, has not moved, the so-called "wine is not afraid of deep alleys", Zhang's mansion is like this now. When Zhang Erzhen arrived at Zhang's mansion, Zhang Luan had not yet returned to the house, and the little girl at the door was the old man of the Zhang family, and he saw the eldest girl who married into the royal family coming back from a distance, and hurriedly rushed to Zhenghui Courtyard to report, and his footsteps almost tripped on the threshold, "Madam...... Madam...... , someone's coming...... Someone's coming!"

Hearing the news, the Jin family rushed to the door in shock and horror, and another little guy pointed in the direction of the butterfly courtyard, "Go...... I went to the girl's yard. ”

Jin didn't have time to sigh, and when he hurried to the Butterfly Courtyard again, his eldest daughter was pushing open the door of the Butterfly Courtyard and wanted to go inside. No longer daring to casually reprimand this disobedient daughter who always causes trouble, Kim asked tentatively: "...... The emperor promised you to go home?"

Zhang Erzhen shook his head, which really frightened the Jin family, and he only dared to say: "You better go back to the palace, if the emperor knows that you left the palace without permission, you will be punished, and it will also affect us." Zhenzhen, it's all time, what are you going to do when you come back, be obedient, and come back next time you are allowed to do it. ”

Zhang Erzhen shook her head again and said, "Mother, don't worry, I know in my heart that I won't bother my father." Mother, I'm very tired and want to rest for a while. ”

"You, you...... That's ...... Alas!" Jin sighed and walked out of the Butterfly Courtyard, thinking about it and still not at ease, he hurriedly called the little servant to the Ministry of Rites to inform the master.

The butterfly courtyard is still like that, probably because of Zhang Luan's persistence and love, so it has not been changed into the study room of Heling and Trillium. Familiar furnishings, familiar layouts, and a table and chair that come into your eyes seem to still retain the memories and breath of yesterday. At that time, the delicious Mingyue liked to lean on this Taishi chair to eat the lotus cake newly made by the nurse, and smiled at Zhang Erzhen sitting at the table to write and draw. The nurse is very good to Mingyue, and always sets aside an extra portion for Mingyue when making lotus cakes. Mingyue, the girl, followed her, and she had no grievances in eating, she was thin and small when she first came, but later she grew very strong, and she could fight with Liwei with her sleeves. Thinking of Mingyue puffing out her cheeks and dropping a table of crisp chips, and then carefully pinching a piece of it with her index finger and putting it into her mouth, that kind of scene has to be staged almost every few days, and once it was seen by the Jin family, the Jin family frowned angrily, but it was okay, the girl was still sitting and eating so happily! Mingyue drooped her head and didn't dare to speak, and let the red willow sent by her wife educate the "maid code" for an hour Afterwards, the nurse comforted her to eat quietly next time, so as not to be seen by the lady, she was happy to continue to eat the uneaten snacks as if nothing had happened. Mingyue has always been a relieved and heartless girl, and in addition to the girl, there is only food left in her life.

Zhang Erzhen nestled on the bed, looking at the warm goose-yellow gauze tent and thinking in a daze, Mingyue was sixteen years old when she died...... It's only sixteen, sixteen...... , still a child......

Zhang Luan hurried back, and when he returned home, he brought back a nobleman, wearing an indigo blue narrow embroidered python robe, and went straight to Chaohui Hall. Zhang Luan was just about to order someone to go to the Butterfly Courtyard, Zhu Youzhu said no, stood with his hands behind his back, and frightened the Jin family with a calm face, and the Jin family said in his heart that his eldest daughter was afraid that she was going to cause trouble again, and this time it was still today!

Zhang Luan pulled Jin and helped her sit down slowly, wanting to intercede for her daughter, but she didn't know where to start, and she left the palace without permission, which was already a big mistake, shaking her head, and preparing to take the emperor to the butterfly courtyard.

Zhu Youzhu shook his head and said in a deep voice: "Lord Zhang told someone to bring me over, and I will go back to the palace after I take someone, so I don't bother Lord Zhang." ”

Zhang Luan still wanted to speak, but the emperor's face was really not good-looking, so he didn't dare to stop him at the moment, and hurriedly ordered Changfeng to take the emperor to the Butterfly Courtyard......

So Jin Qiu was really frightened when she saw Zhu Youzhu in civilian clothes at the gate of the butterfly courtyard, and she wanted to run into the courtyard to tell her mother, Zhu Youzhu signaled her to guard the courtyard gate and strode in. This is not the first time he has come to the Butterfly Courtyard, Zhu Youzhu is very familiar with Zhang Erzhen's bedroom, and saw Zhang Erzhen with his back facing the sky and tears streaming down his face.

"Zhu Youzhu died violently, the concubine was unconscious, now there is no big problem, if she can live well, she can live a long life in the future......" Zhu Youzhu closed the door when he came in.

Hearing Zhu Youji's voice, Zhang Erzhen continued to shed tears and said weakly: "If the emperor comes to blame and punish me, can you allow me to be sad and finished, and allow me to mourn for the dead Eighth Prince, and by the way, mourn for myself." ”

Zhu Youji's gloomy face was a little brighter, and he teased a little: "Knowing that you made a mistake, knowing that I am here to punish you?" Since you all know, why are you still so impulsive in doing things, dare to stab people with a sword? Tell me, what else do you dare not do, my Zhen Zhen, but I am bolder than the last." ”

Zhang Erzhen sat up wiping her tears, looked at Zhu Youzhu cross-legged, and said with a crying voice: "What else do I dare not do, the emperor can just punish me." Do you say that this world is always like this, good people don't live long, disasters are left for thousands of years, and people like Wanrong can be dressed in fine clothes and delicacies until the last moment, and they can be buried in a beautiful way when they die. A scoundrel like Zhu Youzong, even if he commits such a heinous crime as rebellion, he can still be safe and secure in prison, and he will not have to worry about eating and drinking. But why do good people have no good results, Mingyue has been with me for more than ten years, and she grew up with me, but because I was kicked to death by him, it has been two years, and I only know about it in two years. There is also a girl from the Li family, why did Sister Zhuo die, her concubine sister can still live beautifully, that Li Yanyan stole Sister Zhuo's limelight and robbed Sister Zhuo's marriage, but she still lives a chic life. Your Majesty, has it been like this since ancient times, why is it like this? Damn it's them, why are the people around me who are dead?"

Zhang Erzhen is confused, there are so many people who died in the previous life, why can gamblers like Pang be reborn, Zhang Erzhen is also very confused, she is as ordinary as a speck of dust, why can she continue the life of the eldest girl of the Zhang family, who is she, did Meng Po not give her the bowl of soup, or because of her arrival, the real eldest girl of the Zhang family died inexplicably? Socrates' torture of human nature is also testing Zhang Erzhen at this moment, she suddenly looked at Zhu Youzhu ignorantly and said: " If I die, then I must live in another world, and then you must tell all those who miss me that I live in another world. ”

Zhu Youzhu didn't know why Zhang Erzhen suddenly lost his temper, really like a child. Hearing her words, she was upset, and with some dissatisfaction, she pulled Zhang Erzhen's arm and stared at her eyes and said, "I don't listen to your nonsense! Zhu Youzhen is dead when he dies, I don't care! But look at you, we have all come over how many hardships we have, and now you are so negative, Zhang Erzhen, you wake me up!" Zhu Youzhu shook very hard, "...... So what are you going to do now, to get me to put you in prison or to ignore you?"

Zhang Erzhen looked at Zhu Youzhu with her hair scattered: "But I killed your brother...... , I am going to be retributed, at that time, the blood flowed out, and Zhu Youzhu looked into my eyes...... But I want to do that, when Mingyue was carried away at that time, she was still breathing, the emperor, Mingyue is also a life, but Zhu Youzhu is still laughing at me, he wouldn't have thought that I would attack him, so he didn't close his eyes when he was dying......"

Zhu Youzhu hugged Zhang Erzhen and patted it gently, listening to the whispers of the person in his arms, he couldn't bear it, since he was so afraid, where did the courage to kill come from.

Zhang Erzhen was still chattering, her voice getting lower and lower, and finally only sobbing remained, Zhu Youzhu said helplessly: "You girl! I only know that he is dead, have you ever thought about yourself? You are so bold, you secretly ran back behind my back, and asked me to pick you up, Zhang Erzhen, there is no second person in the world." Zhu Youzhu sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Zhang Erzhen's body with both hands, and sighed: "...... Zhu Youzong won't live long, even if you don't kill him, he will die in prison, harboring the rebel king, plotting rebellion and being the mastermind, if he doesn't die, how can he serve the public. ...... As for your girl, there's Zhilan...... Zhilan started to take care of me when she was a teenager, and then she started to take care of you, and now she has her own home, Zhenzhen, what are you sad about? People always have to move forward in this life, you will always have me in the future, and there will be our children, isn't it? And your girl, I will reward her family......"

"Mingyue has no family, she only has me!" Zhang Erzhen said: "Mingyue is gone, and any reward is useless." Your Majesty, Mingyue shouldn't be dead, she is innocent, she could have lived well, if I hadn't taken her with me when I went to the prison, if I had insisted on taking her to treatment at the beginning...... She may be alive today. You may not understand that everyone's life is equally precious, and it is very precious......"

"Mingyue is innocent, I know, life is very precious, and I know it. When Zhu You attacked the city, weren't the lives of the thousands of soldiers who died in battle precious? They were all the people of the Ming Dynasty. Blood and sweat is the ladder to achieve brilliance, you should know, I am not a god, but also all the way to get to the present, the past few years of death of countless souls, if I feel sad again and again, what is the meaning of their death, people are dead, the living people still have to live, and then they have to live well. Zhu Youzhu knew that it was useless to say more, so he still held Zhang Erzhen and patted it gently, as if comforting a baby in swaddling clothes, he stretched his brows and stroked Zhang Erzhen's soft long hair.