"I always feel that you are lonely."

Wan Qian's simple words were tantamount to hitting the deepest thoughts in Li Bin's heart, making Li Bin suddenly understand why he felt uncomfortable today. As soon as this game passed, the season was coming to an end, Gilardino and they were about to leave, and the sadness of this separation was what made him uncomfortable.

"Am I lonely? I have friends all over the world, all three religions and nine streams, I have friends wherever I go on the five continents, South America, Africa, Europe, China, Japan, wherever I go, there are friends everywhere, how can I be lonely? ”

"I don't know how to do it, I just think you're lonely. It's a woman's intuition, and I don't want to argue my own intuition, do you like to admit it or not? Speaking of this, Wan Qian also frowned a little, "Why do I feel this way?" You've always been among your friends, but that's what I think. ”

"Delusional."

"No, my instincts are accurate." Wan Qian shook his head, "Maybe, it's because I always feel that you have something very important on your mind, and you never want to tell others." Even when it comes to Esposito, Borg, your best friends, you never say it. You have a secret in your heart, although I don't know what the Tao is, but you don't tell these people, it must be a very heavy secret. ”

"I must have a secret, you don't have a secret?"

"Of course there are, but it's different. Your secret is a very big, very important, even big secret that affects your life, but you deliberately hide it, even to your friends. It's as if you are out of step with this world, as if no matter what you do, you are lonely and separated from the whole world......"

"Okay, the more you talk about it, the more outrageous it becomes, stop talking nonsense." Li Bin interrupted her words, "You don't drink less than Xiao Man." ”

"What I said is true or false, you know it in your own heart." Wan Qi didn't ask him anything.

But Li Bin leaned against the wall in a daze, of course he knew that what Wan Qi said was not false. Of course he has a secret, and that secret has indeed made him incompatible with his surroundings all the time, and when he looks around, he always feels that all this is so illusory......

Forget it, I don't want it, why don't you have anything to do, and I didn't cross over from the Dream of Red Mansions.

"Actually, it's not a big deal to transfer or something. Some people, if they are really good friends, even if they leave, can't they be able to get along? There are many players who have a good relationship with their old club. What I really think it's a pity is just the foundation of our team. The tactics we have managed to put together, the tactics that we have mastered, are all about to dissipate in the blink of an eye, no matter how you say it, we are also a little unhappy. ”

Li Bin defended a few words, but Wan Qian just pouted, "I can't help it." ”

Li Bin squinted his eyes at the girl beside him, and after a long time, he spoke again, "Wan Qi, if one day, you suddenly find out that I told you a lot of lies, what would you think?" ”

"It doesn't matter, lies are a part of life, who doesn't lie all their lives? If you have any special reason, if you lie, you lie, if you are really a friend, do you care about your two lies? If you're not a friend, what do you care about what others think? ”

Li Bin turned his head, and he saw that beside him, Wan Qi's eyes were also quite pure and open. What she said was her true thoughts, and these words also made Li Bin really feel that he was wrong.

Could it be that I don't know what friendship is as good as a little girl?

"Sometimes, what you think is something important is not a big deal, and saying it to a friend is not necessarily a bad thing. It's been a long time in the past, and when I think about it afterwards, it's all a joke when I think about it, and I'm getting older day by day, and some embarrassing things in the past are very warm to recall. Wan Qian looked at Li Bin and smiled with him, "What can't you say?" ”

Li Bin didn't answer, Wan Qi's concern, he didn't know how to respond.

"Hey, don't be so silent, it's boring to be idle anyway. What the hell is going on? Emotionally rejected? That's not a big deal, is it? ”

"It's not this kind of thing, of course I've looked for a girlfriend, but it's a serious relationship...... I had such thoughts, but many times, I was too picky. Li Bin thought about it for a while, "If you don't want to love someone, you won't be hurt naturally, and I have never had a problem in this regard." ”

"You haven't moved your heart for thirty years, haven't you yourself been frostbitten?" Wan Qi immediately opened his mouth.

Li Bin smiled and didn't say anything, and he didn't know how to answer this question, "No, it's just hard for me to meet a girl who satisfies me." I'm looking forward to the sudden arrival of the legendary love and love, but, unfortunately, I haven't seen it until now. Don't look at me usually like to find women, but I don't know what kind of girl I like, of course, if I want to make up a perfect lover myself, I can make up a lot of things, but if I want to find a living person, I can't find it. And when it comes to it, there is only one thing I want: he wants a girl who can really communicate, who can understand each other, and can understand it. Isn't the most important thing in life to understand each other? ”

"Isn't that easy to find a girl like that...... Your requirements are so high. ”

"It's hard to imagine that you would still believe in love."

"Whether it's love or dreams, it's the most beautiful thing in life. These things may not be encountered by us for the time being, but they always exist, and believing in their existence can make us have an optimistic and positive attitude towards life. If you always think that this world is dark in nature, then wouldn't it be very boring to live? So, although sometimes I do things that are very immoral, I believe in the existence of such a thing as beauty. ”

"But you didn't find it?"

"Because most of the time things in the world are imperfect, and I'm looking for perfection."

Wan Qi pursed his lips, "Suddenly I want to ask more-although I can imagine that you don't have any good words, but, what kind of woman do you think I am?" ”

"Are you sure you really want to know Lu Dao?"

"Why not?"

"Well, I think you're pretty, but there's something I've always wanted to ask, I don't understand, why do you always wear such high heels?"

"It's beautiful. It's not that you don't know that I'm fat, and if I don't wear high heels, my legs are ugly. ”

"You don't have a boyfriend, who are you going to wear......"

"It's in a woman's nature to love beauty, and it doesn't matter who she sees. Actually, I don't like high heels, my feet hurt a lot, but as long as I go out, I naturally have to dress up beautifully. ”

"Alright then, beauty, I have to say, you are a very smart girl, few girls I have ever seen, you are so smart, confident, optimistic, and live your own life. It can be said that I appreciate your way of living, and sometimes, I also feel that your way of living is very similar to what I pursue...... But, after all, it's not the same. So, well, having said all that, the next word: is it okay to stand away from me? I don't really mind that you're much taller than me, but it's okay to stand side by side like this. ”

Wan Qi smiled, she could hear Li Bin's last sentence insincerely, and deliberately didn't want to say any more. So I sat down directly on the sofa next to me. Li Bin also walked over and sat next to her, and the two of them sat there quietly, silent for a long time, Li Bin kept thinking about his own thoughts, until a voice suddenly broke in, and it broke Pingjin.

"I mean, you two are still talking? I was unhappy just now, but now I'm chatting and laughing again...... What a person. I don't know when Lu Dao came, Li Siman ran over again, "I said, what are you two talking about?" ”

"The topic of old men and old women, you won't be interested." Wan Qi said with a smile.

"Who said that, maybe I'm interested." Li Siman also laughed, "Moreover, what are you talking about?" Isn't it possible that older men and women are here to solve the problem of singleness? I always felt like you two were something......"

"You're so boring." Li Bin opened his mouth and said.

"Where am I bored, this is a very realistic thing, you two are also not small, don't you think about it yourself? I said, if there's anything new, tell me that it's a good news subject. ”

"It's good, I'll tell you. However, this time it really didn't. ”

"Why do you look down on him?"

"What's wrong with me?"

"You don't have a good character. They all say that you turned out to be the little prince of the nightclub, is it true? I heard them say that in the past, you were just soaking in a nightclub when you didn't have anything to do, is it true? Li Siman immediately thought of something, "Could it be that you have had a lover before, polishing time with a woman through fine wine, and then met Wan Qi, what kind of story do you have?" ”

"Xiaoman, I sincerely suggest that you read less romance novels......" Li Bin said with a smile, "Besides, going to a nightclub must be something on your mind, just to experience life and pass the time." ”

"Others may not, but it's hard for you to say, and I'm more and more sure that I'm right, you're absolutely lonely." Wan Qi looked at him and smiled.

"What the hell are you talking about? Tell me, tell me! ”

"Alright, it's time for you to go, you've had a lot of drinks." Wan Qian pulled up Li Siman, "I'll send you home." ”

"Don't, don't, you go first, I'll wait a minute, I'll ask another question."

Li Siman insisted on refusing to speak, which made Wan Qian helpless, she smiled and turned around to leave first, while Li Siman turned her head to look at Li Bin.

"Then I have the last question. You don't go to nightclubs now, is it because you met someone you like? Looking at Wan Qian who left, Li Siman squeezed his eyes at Li Bin, "Tell me, I won't tell others." ”

"I don't go to nightclubs anymore because I'm busy and don't have time to go these days, and I'm also 30 years old, so Borg suggested that I need to take care of my body, and I think he made a lot of sense of what he said - it has nothing to do with the person I like."

"You didn't deny it...... Li Siman looked at him, looking like a fox who had stolen a chicken, "It seems that maybe, I really have a story to read in the future." ”

Li Bin didn't say anything, and he didn't know what to say, but at this time, he realized that maybe Wan Qi was right.

Lonely...... It's really not fun. But where is it so easy to find someone who can talk to you?