Because he was afraid that his parents would worry, although Cheng Mu was very interested in e-sports, he still obeyed their instructions and honestly studied at school.

Because he felt that he had broken his parents' hearts by taking the second exam, Cheng Mugang was silent almost every day when he went to college.

Also because he did not embarrass his parents, he refused all the temptation conditions offered by the well-known team to him without hesitation, intending to be a son who reassured his parents.

But now, why do you tell my father that he was seriously ill and hospitalized months ago? I'm so special, I'm thousands of miles away, happily playing games every day, and playing with my sister every day?!

After the grief, a deep sense of self-blame rose in Cheng Mu's heart, especially when he entered the county hospital building that he felt he would never come to before.

Brother Qi helped Cheng Mu with his bags, Cheng Mu didn't say a word in front, and even because he was scratching his head in annoyance just now, Cheng Mu didn't care about the messy hair that was now a mess.

His steps were extremely fast, his brow furrowed, and his head buzzed.

"You must be calm and don't do anything stupid."

Brother Qi, who is 1.85 meters tall, carefully comforted him behind Cheng Mu, as Cheng Mu's best brother, no one knows this young man's temperament better than him.

Don't look at the usual smiling as if he has no temper, once he starts to go crazy, he can really do whatever he wants, and no one can stop him!

Cheng's mother obviously didn't know that Cheng Mu had arrived home, and she was stunned to watch Cheng Mufei rush into the ward, without even looking at herself, and went to the hospital bed to find his father.

And Brother Qi, who is holding things in a big bag and a small bag. After entering the door, he also glanced at Cheng's mother, shrugged his shoulders helplessly, and motioned Cheng's mother to hurry up and pull Cheng Mu.

Maybe Cheng Mu will never forget a scene in his life. Appeared in front of this eighteen-year-old boy.

In the bright ward, his father was lying in a daze on the white hospital bed, with a few hairs on his head, his haggard face, his eyes staring at the ceiling dimly, his hands on both sides of the bed weakly, and a large pile of fruit on the table next to him.

"Dad!"

Although Cheng Mu didn't know what his father's illness was. But seeing this pitiful scene, tears still couldn't help but burst out of my eyes in an instant.

A self who lifted his little self and cried with his beard. Then he laughed heartily and told himself that he wanted to be a man who stood up to the sky, and now he was lying on the hospital bed softly!

Cheng Mu ignored the tears that had dripped into the corners of his eyes, and wanted to pull the hands that led him through countless roads to and from school. Feel the temperature of the man closest to you in this world.

The mother's voice sounded beside her: "Slow down. Your dad is half paralyzed and has no sensation in his hands and feet! ”

Half-paralyzed! Half-paralyzed?

Cheng Mu looked at the man sleeping on the hospital bed blankly, and suddenly felt that his eyes were dark, as if he was about to faint.

He gritted his teeth and held on, his eyes did not leave his lying father, but the tears kept falling, and Brother Qi was also sad when he saw it, and he couldn't bear to stay here.

Father Cheng stared at the ceiling blankly. But it seemed that because of the subtle induction between father and son, he suddenly rolled his eyes slightly. saw Cheng Mu crying in place.

Cheng's father's eyes lit up, as if he wanted to squeeze out a smile on Cheng Mu with all his strength, and the comfort and joy in his eyes could not be more obvious.

Just like when little Cheng Mu fell down when he was a toddler, Cheng's father signaled with encouraging eyes, telling him not to cry, get up and continue walking.

"Crying can't solve anything, if you want to be a man, you must learn to grit your teeth and let your eyes flow back to your eyes."

This sentence is what Cheng's father said to him after Cheng Mu failed the exam when he was a child.

Seeing my father's gaze now, isn't that exactly what he is saying?

Cheng Mu didn't dare to make eye contact with his father, he was afraid that he would be too sad, so he shifted his gaze to his father's warm big hands, although he was said to be half paralyzed, but his hands were clean, it seemed that his mother took care of his father meticulously, but the hands were white as if there was no blood.

Including his father's face, it seems to be a sickly pale, and you can imagine how much pain and pain my father has suffered during this time.

"Men don't cry!"

Father Cheng watched Cheng Mu crying and standing beside the bed, and it took a lot of effort to squeeze out these five words from his chapped lips.

The voice was soft, almost undetectable, but there was a hint of determination.

Cheng Mu couldn't hold back any longer, knelt in front of the hospital bed weakly, buried his head deeply, and sobbed.

Brother Qi sighed helplessly beside him, and didn't help Cheng Mu up, just let him cry for a while, maybe he will feel better.

But Cheng's mother hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed Cheng Mu, who was crying, and wanted to comfort him.

Cheng Mu suddenly raised his head and saw that his mother was also getting haggard day by day, and there were bloodshot eyes in him, and he was also lying on his mother's shoulder at the moment, crying loudly.

"Cry, cry, Mom is here." Cheng's mother patted Cheng Mu on the shoulder, and a burst of sadness came from her heart, during these days, she was almost always worried and cheered up, for fear that something would happen to Cheng's father.

Brother Qi obviously saw that Cheng Mu's father, who was lying on the bed without saying a word, had tears faintly flowing from the corners of his eyes, and the family of three was all crying in this small ward.

Cheng Mu suddenly felt so tired and tired, what ranking points, what pursuit of dreams, all left behind, he just wanted to sleep comfortably, and when he woke up, he was the same as before.

I am still the carefree teenager who skips class to play games in an Internet café, and my father and mother still quarrel over trivial family matters, but in the evening they walk together to watch the sunset disappear behind the mountain.

But if people can live in dreams, it is too happy, and even if the reality is bumpy, you have to muster up the courage to face it.

After a long time, Cheng Mu finally stopped sobbing, stood up and asked, "Mom, what is my dad's disease, he has heart problems, why is he half paralyzed?" ”

Cheng's mother also wiped her red eyes, looked at Cheng's father on the bed, and said softly to Cheng Mu: "Stroke caused by high blood pressure, and then hemiplegia and peripheral paralysis, and because your father has heart problems, several diseases are all together, and he can only stay in the hospital, ready to deal with emergencies at any time." ”

The more Cheng Mu listened, the colder his heart became, he helped his father wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, frowned and thought for a while, but still sighed helplessly, he didn't know anything about this matter, and he didn't know what to say.

However, thinking that his father had been lying quietly in this lifeless ward for the past few months, Cheng Mu felt a wave of grief in his heart again.

"Parents are just their own sons, what can they do for them, in order to make them happy, in order to make their father's illness completely cured, in order to see their father's hearty smile, and their mother's happy eyes!?"

Cheng Mu bit his lip tightly, it seemed that at this moment, he had really grown up! (To be continued......)