Chapter Seventy-Seven: Life and Death Day!
"This ...... How come?? ”
At this time, Zhang Hengyi only felt like five thunderbolts, and he was not stupid, how could he not understand Yan Qianxue's various behaviors at this time? ?
I vaguely remember that it seems that it was from that time by the river that she told her life experience, and then used her own experience to inspire her, hoping that she would not be full of despair about the world, hoping that she could learn to slowly believe in others, and hoping that she could find the pursuit and hope to continue to live bravely!
It's not terrible for a person to have no money, it's terrible that he doesn't have any hope of continuing to live in his heart!!
It is conceivable that when Yan Qianxue suffered such a miserable life experience, she would definitely have a deep hostility towards the whole world, her biological parents abandoned her, and her adoptive father wanted to rape her like a beast, how could a teenage girl bear this? ?
This can be seen just from the fact that she changed her name for herself, just from the tone revealed in her previous words, Yan Hates Xue Yan Hates Xue, how much does she hate this hateful world, so that she can't help but forcibly add a hate word to her name?!
That's why she was so unscrupulous before, she smoked when she wanted to, she smoked when she wanted, she didn't care about her public image at all, and she felt as if she didn't have any tutor at all, but in fact, she really had no one to teach her.
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And she is also disappointed in the world, and she is no longer willing to pay attention to these hypocritically, she just wants to do whatever she wants, and she can say whatever she wants. You can do whatever you want, and you have no scruples at all!
But it wasn't until she met Zhang Hengyi. Until she was known to outsiders for the first time about her miserable background, but he didn't laugh at him at all. On the contrary, he put himself in his shoes and used his personal experience to give himself new hope!
"Dream...... What a beautiful word. ”
Seriously, Yan Qianxue is the first time to hear people mention such a thing as dreams, although she sounds very ethereal at first glance, but she really feels from Zhang Hengyi's body, his persistence and pursuit of dreams!
She really envied this, because before this she didn't even know what she was living for, so when she met someone who had a clear goal for her future and had her own dreams. She subconsciously wanted to get closer, subconsciously wanted to follow him, she also wanted to have her own dreams, she also wanted to have something to live for it.
So she took the initiative to join the MG team, so she was willing to listen to Zhang Hengyi's orders, he asked him not to wave, then I won't wave, he asked him to give up the assassin hero he loved the most and was good at, then I would play the development stream hero that was biased towards the team.
And even until now. He asked himself to re-engineer the assassin hero he was best at, and his answer was very simple, just one sentence: I listen to you.
I listen to you
My God, even until now. Yan Qianxue was still a little incredulous, just now this sentence was like a girl in love, sweetly succumbing to her boyfriend's machismo. It was really hard for her to think about it afterwards, it could have been the words that came out of her own mouth??
Not long since. Have you ever heard someone else's words?
Whoever tried to control himself in vain was met with strong resistance from his own. In the past, she only followed what she thought in her heart, what she wanted to say and do was all based on her own heart, and she didn't care about what others thought.
But now, because he doesn't like to smell smoke, he will take the initiative to give up the smoking addiction that he has insisted on for I don't know how many years?!
I even deliberately dyed my hair because he liked long straight black hair and liked the innocent appearance of girls, and he also dressed up carefully for a while!
When Yan Qianxuefa suddenly found out that she was willing to change herself willingly for him, at that time she already understood that she had no hesitation
I fell in love with this man who gave me hopes and dreams!!
But when she summoned all the courage, with a big courage and courage to forget the past and start her life again, she was ready to go to him to confess......
Every day! It's every day again!!
He only knows every day, and his heart is full of every day, even when he sees any girl who is similar to every day, he will subconsciously think that this is every day!
A whole season of getting along day and night, even if Yan Qianxue and Zhang Hengyi stayed for a long time, it was far greater than Zhang Hengyi and Tian Tian, but Yan Qianxue understood in his heart that he only had Tian Tian in his heart, and the most important thing in his heart was the most important thing!
It's still every day!!
Could it be ......
When he was full of joy and thought that he had finally found the courage and hope to continue living, Lu Tiantian was a gap between himself and Zhang Hengyi, which was so wide that it could not be bridged.
Could it be ......
I really suffered an inexplicable curse, and in this life, I can't get what I want, I can't get what I really want, and I have to spend my life in misery and pain?!
Yan Qianxue staggered at this time, walking by the river step by step, and suddenly accidentally, the ten-centimeter-high heels were suddenly crooked, and then a center of gravity was unstable, and Yan Qianxue slammed on the stone ground with a 'snap'!
"Oh my God...... Why are you doing this to me?! ”
Maybe it was the pain caused by a sudden fall, or maybe it was the confusion and pain for the future, or the loss of precious hope again, Yan Qianxue was sitting on the cold ground with the whistling wind at the moment, letting the river wind blow her long hair and flying wildly, but she was just crying heartbreakingly
And Zhang Hengyi, who was completely ignorant of what happened to Yan Qianxue at this time, was also a little caught off guard by Yan Qianxue's love and at a loss, he really didn't understand, how should he face Yan Qianxue next?
Whether to pretend to be stupid and pretend not to know, or to have a long talk with her from the bottom of his heart, let her quickly dispel this idea as soon as possible, otherwise once the love is deep for a long time, Zhang Hengyi is really afraid that it will cause unnecessary psychological damage to this hard-working child.
Because he didn't even bother to think about it, it was impossible for him to do anything to betray Tiantian, Tiantian was already a bosom lover in his mind who could go on with him for the rest of his life, and he was running to the purpose of marrying Tiantian!
So no matter how beautiful Yan Qianxue looks, her figure is indeed slightly better than that of Tian Tian, and now she looks like she is obedient to herself, and she is completely no longer the pungent and unreasonable image she used to have, but so what?
What does this have to do with yourself??
He believes that as long as he is a man, when he sees Yan Qianxue, who is close to perfection in both appearance and figure, he will have some physiological impulses.
Zhang Hengyi is the same, he admits that some times, when he is dazzled by Yan Qianxue, he does have some physiological impulses, this is male hormone secretion, which is also something that no one can resist.
But thinking doesn't necessarily mean that he will do it, if he is impulsive, he will not necessarily be really impulsive, for Zhang Hengyi, it is okay to fantasize about something in his brain a little, but this is limited to this, he will never be able to take a step beyond the thunder pool!
Because he knows very well that he is more afraid of losing his days than the impulsive refreshment, and he will not do such a stupid thing!!
It's just that feelings are not like playing games, Zhang Hengyi is a big deal to play solo with her, winning or losing determines the winner or loser, but there is no winning or losing in feelings, only wishful thinking, you can not like others, but you can't deprive others of the right to like you!
And now it happens to be at the juncture of the life and death of the MG team, tomorrow's game will directly determine whether MG can successfully get the S4 finals ticket, Zhang Hengyi is really unwilling to have any psychological problems with Yan Qianxue because of these things, so that MG will miss the great opportunity to participate in S4!
That's why he has a big headache, and he can't just refuse, otherwise his aunt and grandmother are in a bad mood, and they just don't do it.
Besides, Zhang Hengyi is also a flesh-and-blood person, he and Yan Qianxue have been together for so long, eating together, training together, playing together, and even sometimes sleeping directly when training is late, and it is very common to find that Yan Qianxue is lying on top of him.
In addition, only Zhang Hengyi knew Yan Qianxue's tragic life experience in the entire base, in fact, to be honest, Zhang Hengyi still had some compassion for her, of course, he only cared about her and pitied her before, so he really couldn't help but hurt this girl with an extremely miserable background again.
"Alas...... What the hell is going on?! ”
The more Zhang Hengyi thought about it at this time, the more he had a headache, the more he wanted to blow up his head, and finally he had no choice but to give up, hoping that tomorrow's game would not be affected by this.
However, Zhang Hengyi couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, but when Yan Qianxue faced him again the next day, he was still hesitating whether to pretend to be stupid or explain clearly, but he didn't think that Yan Qianxue was like a nobody, as if he had completely forgotten about what happened last night!
This is good, Zhang Hengyi is finally able to breathe a sigh of relief, since Yan Qianxue also pretended not to know, then he will definitely not be able to take the initiative to make a fuss, so then Zhang Hengyi left behind a distracting thought, and wholeheartedly dealt with the next one, which is extremely crucial, and even directly related to the key battle of the life and death of the MG team!
There is no doubt that today is the day of life and death for the MG team!! (To be continued......) R1292