On the high-end hospital bed, the noble young woman, who was still a little weak after giving birth, took her son from the nurse with great anticipation, her slender arms trembling violently because of the mixture of weakness and excitement.

Finally, finally, she also had her own son and was successfully born before those little sluts, although it was born prematurely, although it was just rescued, although he was a son who had no inheritance because of himself, but with her own training and means, she was confident that her son would become the new ruler of the family.

Background or something, as long as there are means, you can ignore it. The more these so-called aristocrats from the old times believe in strength, and there is no comparison between a useless eldest son and a talented concubine, especially when the eldest woman's maiden family is almost the same as her own. Whoever has a good son will have the last laugh!

A cruel smile appeared on her face, mixed with indescribable anticipation.

She fantasized with anticipation, fantasized that her mother was precious to her son, that she had trampled the eldest woman under her feet, and that she had more power.

But when she trembled and picked up the baby from the nurse, she suddenly felt disappointed. The baby was so light, so light that it didn't feel weighty.

With an ominous premonition in her heart, she flew into her arms and lifted the blanket wrapped around the baby with a trembling right hand.

"Oh my God!" She screamed and threw the baby in her arms aside.

How could she give birth to such a fetus so thin that it looked like a deformed! She felt surprisingly angry, annoyed, and unwilling, and she roared, scolding the doctor, scolding the nurse, and scolding the baby who had just been rescued.

Suddenly, the baby, who had been very quiet, began to cry, and I don't know if it was because of the pain of falling on the bed or because of the mother's hysteria, and the baby, who had not cried much during the rescue process, began to cry loudly.

The woman's unpleasant cry made the woman even more angry, and she turned her head to look at the baby viciously, without concealing her affection in the slightest, and then her ferocity suddenly turned to fear, for she saw the baby's eyes, the eyes with four pupils.

"Monster! Monster! The woman lifted the baby's swaddling clothes and threw him out. She screamed at the top of her throat, disgust on her face.

Fortunately, the nurses around him hugged him in time to avoid the tragedy, but the baby's cry was louder.

The woman clutched her head in pain, and her head spun around.

I must not let my husband's family know that he gave birth to such a freak! They don't believe that double pupils are atavistic or a genetic disease, they just see the baby as a bad omen, and then they see themselves as ominous when they gave birth to such a child! This child must not be allowed to live!! Nothing like this can break my qiē!

She stared viciously at her newborn baby, eager to strangle him with her own hands.

The hideous, distorted and beautiful face is the last memory......

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Still in this ward.

The bedridden woman and a handsome middle-aged man were talking in low voices, their faces visibly gloomy.

And the topic they discussed added to the gloom: how to deal with the "love" of the two of them? Is it to be thrown away, killed, buried, or ......

Suddenly, a gray-headed doctor walked in.

He condescendingly pronounced: congenital deafness, congenital amblyopia caused by double pupils, congenital organ insufficiency caused by premature birth, and limb dysphysical fitness caused by premature birth...... After listing a bunch of various diseases, he announced with regret that this child may have to spend his life in the hospital.

Hearing this, both men and women showed a huge look of surprise.

A God-given excuse, a great way to get out of the problem just came to the door. How can men and women not be surprised, how can they not be delighted?

They hurriedly went through the procedures for the baby's hospitalization, threw down a handful of expensive bills, patted the buttocks and walked away without looking back, throwing the baby in a pile of cold instruments as if he had thrown away the trouble and the garbage.

The cold white light is the last memory......

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Cold needles, roaring instruments, rude treatment.

The pupils were violet, the lights began to flicker and dim, and objects began to shake, float, and twist......

Screams, one after another.

Not a single nurse, not a single nurse, not a single doctor dared to approach the baby again.

The frightened hospital contacted the baby's mother, who, at the sound of the other party's roar, categorically refused to take in the child again, refused to treat the child again, and strongly demanded that the woman take the baby away, but the woman preferred the child to die in the hospital......

Who knows, the next day, an old man came to the hospital and picked up the sick baby as a grandfather.

The old man's kind smiling face is the last memory......

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Heated arguments and endless arguments all revolve around this baby who has been "picked up".

Father and son turn against each other, father-in-law and daughter-in-law become enemies, and this baby seems to be a dirty thing that everyone avoids, which has attracted white eyes and spit.

With two pairs of pupils flashing with purple luster and an expressionless face, this baby who can't cry has become the most terrifying existence in the mansion, and everyone avoids it.

Ridicule, insults, slanders, humiliations, the secret abuse of the birth mother, the hands and feet of the servants who instructed them...... The threat of death loomed over the baby.

In the end, the old man could not resist the plans that were going on at any time, and he left the mansion with the baby.

The old man's old and tired face is the last memory......

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Seeking medical advice everywhere, the gradual recovery of the body, and the gradual control of the uncontrollable power rampaging are gradually controllable.

The old man decided to return to the mansion with his grown child.

While the hopeful little boy was looking forward to his mother's embrace, he could only stand from a distance and watch the kind and loving expression on his mother's face as she hugged another boy......

The love is out of control again, and the power is raging again.

The mother's stunned, disgusted, and hateful eyes were like knives piercing the child's heart...... The panicked expressions and cries of the crowd were like poison for the child to be addicted......

"Stop." The simple three words stopped the outpouring of power, and the child calmed down, "You don't belong here." The old man's big withered hand took the child's equally thin little hand and left the place again.

Turning his head, his mother's look of disgust and rejoicing was forever seared into the bottom of his heart......

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A vast sea of books, complicated texts, and complex graphics.

For the first time, the child learns what can be done to stop dwelling on those memories.

An egg with vitality and a sound that seems to be absent have also become the biggest expectation in the child's heart......

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"Vizel!" Merlin, who was immersed in the fragments of his memories, suddenly let out a loud cry, and the purple power that had long since dissipated condensed again, and gushed out in a more powerful and condensed form.

Merlin, who withdrew from the entangled memories of the past, suddenly realized that he couldn't control the power that he could only move with his feelings, and he was so tame and obedient at the moment. For the first time, he could feel his own power and invoke his power so freely.

He effortlessly gathered all his strength, but his heart was calm, with a look of detachment, he actually wanted to burn his life to fight Nazi to the end.

"Vizel......" Merlin moved his gaze to Wizel, who had been completely reduced to stone, and his tone was quite pathetic.

However, it should have been completely ...... Belch...... The stone statue of Vizel is ...... at the moment

"Vizel! Why are you drinking tea!? Merlin exclaimed, "Who is she!" ”。

At this time, Wizil was drinking tea with a woman with soft dark green hair and long hips, and a delicate face.

Merlin felt dizzy and limp from the sudden upheaval and slump, and he collapsed straight on the hard ground, staring at the darkness above his head in a daze, and said in a cold tone, "I need an explanation." ”

"I can give you all the explanations you want." Nazi's emotionless voice floated again, "Ask." ”

Merlin was completely unresponsive, and soon he was breathing evenly, slowly.

"I fell asleep." Nazi continued to say coldly, "I'll take you to rest. As he spoke, he disappeared from the massive temple in an instant, along with Natsu herself, Vizier, who was drinking tea, and Merlin, who had fallen asleep.

All kinds of past events are rolling in front of his eyes like movie images, those images that once made Merlin's heart feel less difficult to accept now, and those memories that he once regarded as humiliation and hurt now seem to be less difficult to accept, and seem to have become ordinary pictures.

Merlin knew that it wasn't his memory that had gone wrong, but that his heart had changed. Although I can't say it, the feeling that my body is full of strength and full of strength in my spirit makes Merlin not so easily tired by love.

"When you wake up, open your eyes quickly." Nazi's cold voice suddenly sounded in Merlin's ears, and Merlin sat up and opened his eyes suddenly.

He now seemed to be sitting on a warm bed in a simple but somewhat cozy single dormitory.

Tilting her head, she saw Nazi, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, with an expressionless face, and Vizel, who was smiling very indecently behind her.

"I need an explanation." Looking at Nazi, Merlin said firmly. I don't know if it's because I've become stronger or because Nazi has reined in her strength, Merlin at this time actually feels that he and Nazi are equal.

"I knew your coming, and I read the purpose of your coming." Nazi seemed to be telling things that had nothing to do with her, completely emotionless, "You want to ask me to help you untie the knots in your heart, break the demons in your heart, and let me teach you how to tame your own power, how to use your own power." ”

As Nazi spoke, Merlin nodded.

"So, I did it for you." Nazi continued to say flatly, "I provoke your power to go berserk, and force you to tame your own power. Because no one else can do this for you but yourself, and you have to tame your own power. ”

Merlin froze.

"The first time, you didn't do very well, this stupid Hudi and a Nine-Tails, a Da Duck and a Sulip are all helping you suppress your rampage, so I can only solve these obstacles for you." Vizir blushed visibly as she spoke about the obstacle, "Then, your power has increased or upgraded, but you still haven't tamed it, you have given yourself to power. It's bad and dangerous. She looked at Merlin until he felt the hair in his heart droop his head, and then she continued.

"So I directly crushed your power, and then invaded the depths of your mind. I want to see what is causing you to morbidly suppress your own strength for so long, and what is contributing to your own obstacles. So I began to look through the memories you had deliberately protected, and soon I had the answer. Nazi looked straight at Merlin, "You've been deceived by your own memories, memory is indeed a very solid thing, but at the same time, it is the least reliable. Because the brain deceives people. ”

She raised her right hand and poked Merlin's brain with her index finger, "The scenes you witnessed as a child are deeply imprinted in your memory, but at that time you only knew fear and didn't know why, and as you grew up you began to add your experience and understanding to your own memory, and your brain began to process your memories to make them more terrifying and more in line with your own conjectures." Natsu squinted at Merlin, "This is also the reason why many people with abilities have been deeply affected by the shadows of their childhood, because these shadows will continue to expand and gradually erode their hearts and minds. ”

"Still, I'm surprised that you were born into a noble noble family and could have such an experience." She said that she was surprised, but there was no expression on her face, "I thought that a family with such an ancient inheritance would not be as ignorant as ordinary civilians." But it is clear that people's fear of power and the unknown is innate, and will not change due to changes in status, experience, and knowledge. ”

"You mean," Merlin gathered his thoughts, "I've been scaring myself all along?" He asked incredulously. After asking, he felt that there was some reason.

"Not all, but partially. The damage you suffered in your childhood is a shadow, and your own experience and processing only widen and deepen this shadow. These memories, real or illusory, bind you, intimidate you, and even manipulate you, becoming your nightmare and addictive drugs. "The more you fear of using power, the more you will crave to be released, and each release will be more violent than the last, with more terrible consequences but at the same time giving you greater pleasure/feeling. But each time you use your strength, you accumulate more fear, guilt, and negative feelings, which in turn leads you to suppress your power more and more...... It's a vicious cycle of death, and sooner or later you'll explode because you can't restrain the ever-expanding force. Or worse, you will indulge in the sensual stimulation and pleasure of using power, and end up becoming a slave to power. ”

Merlin shuddered, and the feeling of surrendering himself to the power of the rampage resurfaced, and he was terrified.

"But now, I think you know how to deal with your emotions and powers." Nazi continued to look directly at Merlin, "Blind suppression is not advisable, and blind indulgence is even more stupid. Find a reasonable way to channel strength, regulate the relationship between good feelings and thinking, and let reason and ** interact with each other. These three are perfect and most powerful only when they form a balanced triangle. ”

Merlin let out a long sigh of relief and nodded, but then shook his head again.

"I can indeed discern the self-fiction that is mixed with the memories of the past," he said, "but I am also more discerning the truth, but I really don't dwell on it as much as I used to, and now I really have a lot of problems that I have been struggling with and cared about......" He gritted his teeth, and then quickly let go, "My power has never been so compliant, but I am a little worried that this balance will be upset again." ”

"It's really something you're going to have to worry about next, and it's something that all capable people need to worry about for the rest of their lives." Nazi stood up suddenly, "Building and maintaining your own triangle is a lifelong lesson for every capable person. ”

"What should I do?" Merlin asked eagerly.

"You," Nazi squinted her eyes suddenly, looking at Merlin with a dangerous gaze, "special training is needed. ”

Hearing this, Merlin involuntarily swallowed hard. He could suddenly understand why the little ones were swallowing when they said the same thing in a similar tone, because it was really scary.

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Well, the introduction and training of abilities will begin in earnest~

Answer to the last question: In the TV version, the Golden Badge is the fourth Gym Badge that Ash has obtained.

The question in this issue is still about the Golden Hall.,Excuse me:How did Ash in the TV version "defeat" Nazi~~

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