Section 48 Where we don't meet in life (4)
'I (_ _),' as if I had been poked in the soft underbelly of the sea for a while.
"You don't want to do it!" But it seems to me that these are all duplicity! Why else do you run to the concert hall to cat?!! It's not how far away you are from the mountains and waters, how far away you are, but in the closest place to it! Doesn't this mean that you want to compete and want to stand on the stage?! So I don't understand! Why? You have already arrived at the door, and at the end, you are one step away but you refuse to go forward?'
'......' Following the silence just now, Haixin was silent again. Kang Lele, who doesn't seem to understand people's hearts, once again easily poked her sore spot. As he said, it was no coincidence or whim that she would be at the door of the concert hall. It's like, 'Do you think I'm willing?'
'Woo (ꐦ・᷄д・᷅ ᷅)!'
The expression of the crooked nose and slanted eyes made Haixin inexplicably poke the fire, and he changed his face just now, and said with a low lip: "Is this strange?!" There are always some things in this world that even I can't control. Just as I tried my best to avoid it but went around and around and finally came to the place I least wanted to be, in the same way, I couldn't go any further when I was so far away from the stage. You don't have to be in a hurry to laugh at me, I know you must think it's stupid, and I won't tell you that even I think so. But that's just the way it is! Not everyone is a genius like you, mortals are like that, they stumble everywhere, even if they can fall with their left foot and eat with their right foot on the road without potholes, I don't expect you to understand, but you are not qualified to laugh at me!'
'That's just the way it is!' said Kang Lok Le repeating Haixin's words. Somehow, instead of jokingly mocking as Haixin had predicted, he looked puzzled (᷄д・᷅屮) and said, 'Is this like what you said?'
'What do you mean?' was a question that Haixin expected.
......' Kang Lele didn't answer immediately, and his eyes still flashed with doubts. In the past, the reason why she tried Haixin was because she was a person who refused to admit defeat in her bones. And now, even if he wore out the skin of his mouth, he couldn't shake her a bit, and he was even more indifferent than the pool of water that solidified like an ancient mirror between the two. This struck him as a stranger. 'Just because it's a fact, can you accept it? Don't you want to struggle a little?'
'No!' replied Haixin. No tone, no thinking, no arguments. Only the tiny tremor of the hands interlaced in the air. Swept away without a trace, she turned and walked away.