I was lying on Rainey's lap. Lying on Rainey's lap as always, this time it wasn't like before, complaining about this and complaining about that. It's just because I don't even have the strength to complain about this or that. On top of that, I don't think it's fair to Rainey.

Yes, I've had a good time talking to Rainey about this and that, but what does Rainey think in his heart? Although I didn't say anything on the surface, but if a guy said a lot of messy emotional problems next to my ear, he lost his temper and emotions with this girl and that girl, quarreled and broke up or something, I would definitely feel very unhappy.

So I think Rainey must be upset too.

So let's be quiet at this time. Curled up quietly and pillowed Rainey's thighs, it was enough, it was comfortable, and I didn't have to worry about anything, so I was so lethargic that it didn't take long for me to fall asleep. In my sleep, I dreamed of a lot of strange things...... But of course, every time I wake up, all that mess is gone. I couldn't remember everything in my sleep.

……

Here's from Rainey's perspective:

Wright...... I seem to be tired this time. Are you tired? There was still something else, and I didn't say anything, and I just fell asleep.

Speaking of which, this is really a lovely sleeping face, completely different from when you are awake. It's like two people. Thinking of this, I couldn't hold back, stretched out my hand, and pressed it on Wright's sleeping face, and the very soft skin sank down at once, and it felt very good...... I wonder if he would notice it if he kissed him at such a time......

I thought about it for a moment and thought it was better to forget it. If Wright wakes up and sees this, it will be very troublesome. He's already had enough trouble, so I don't want to add to his burden.

So, what exactly is the reason for this time? Is it because of Roberia? The woman had always had a bad temper and a bad attitude towards Wright, and was said to be a thief before. So Wright often feels a headache and can't manage her.

Or maybe it's because of Erica? The girl was always clumsy and couldn't get anything right. And because she was so stupid, Wright hinted at her this and that several times, but she ignored them all. So Wright is also nerve-wracking.

Or is it because of Kokuliko? Although there is nothing sorry for Wright about that kid, but I don't know what's going on, Wright doesn't seem to like her anymore. I often complain that this child is not good in this way. Maybe this time it has something to do with her, right?

In the case of fireworks, Wright felt a little sorry for her.

The probability of Maria is also high. Because in recent times, her relationship with Wright has obviously deteriorated. And she was with me too, complaining about Wright several times. I don't know if Wright knows about it.

Finally, it's Kulishnu...... Maybe it's because of the marriage, but Wright hasn't complained about her lately. But since I haven't complained for so long, I guess I've accumulated a lot of dissatisfaction.

Thinking about it this way, it seems that all the girls who have a relationship with Wright are dissatisfied with Wright, or on the contrary, make Wright feel dissatisfied......

"Poor thing, this guy." I muttered like this, then reached out my finger again and poked Wright's face. Then he leaned back on the head of the bed as well, put his arms around Wright's neck and closed his eyes. I'll take a break too. It seems that living by Wright's side like this is enough luxury for me......

……

Here's from Kulishnu's perspective:

I want to know, I want to know, I want to know - I know it's not good, but I really want to know about Wright, both good and bad. I consoled myself by saying that there should be no secrets between husband and wife. Everything should be shared with each other. But at the same time, another voice in my heart told me that none of this was right. Because in fact, there are a lot of things I don't want Wright to know, like how old I was weaning, all the things I went wrong as a child, and the subtleties I have about his other women.

I want to maintain the good image in Wright's mind. But at the same time, I'm digging into things that Wright doesn't know about. Just thinking about it makes me feel bad, bad enough to be bad -- but I want to do it anyway. I don't want him to betray me a second time. I want to maintain our relationship. I didn't want him to lie to me all the time - though I tried hard to tell myself that it was better to live happily in a lie than to suffer for the rest of my life in a real world. But I couldn't help it, I couldn't help but act.

I ran to Wright's room, rummaging through the cabinets while he wasn't there, trying to find something he had hidden—like the steam communicator from before.

He said the thing was a prop for his secret contacts with Moscow. But is it really what he says it is? Or did he lie to me again? I very, very much hope it's the latter. In this case, I needed something to strengthen my faith in Wright. Yes, that's it.

“…… Got it. "When I touched Wright's closet, I vaguely sensed that something was wrong with the planks in one place. After touching it a few times, I flipped it over. Inside, unsurprisingly, was a steam communicator that was not the same as ours.

I took a deep breath and cracked it open. I know that our Steam Communicator has a backdoor that allows you to recreate a record of your last call by simply entering a piece of code. I don't know if Wright's steam communicator is the same principle as ours, but I decided to give it a try. So, soon, the image appeared. I have a vague impression of the person on the screen, that person is one of the dignitaries of the Norman Empire, the chief of staff of the General Staff. Sure enough, Wright didn't lie to me. I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and just wanted to close it, but I didn't expect the other party to say something I didn't expect:

"What?! The current situation in the world is turbulent, the repression of the German states has not yet been completed, the war between the Reich and France may break out at any time, Britain is ambiguous, Japan's military operations against the Far East have begun to expand, and the most terrible of all are the American cowboys. Despite their strong isolationist sentiments, the Jewish capitalists, arms dealers, politicians and speculators in their country are desperately preparing. If one is not right, the empire will use its own strength against the whole world! In such a situation, the whole empire, up to His Majesty, the Prime Minister and me, down to an ordinary soldier, worker, farmer, all waiting for the battle, working hard to prepare for war, at such a time you are actually preparing to get married?! ”

I had learned Norman, and knew what he was saying—this startled me—and then slowly let go of the hand that was about to close the box, and listened to him say something that frightened me every once in a while—and the pause was, as expected, Wright's time of speaking. And what Wright is talking about, according to the context. I can guess a few points......

After a while, the old man on the screen finally stood still. I've listened to this conversation too. There are no mirrors here, and I don't know what my face looks like, but as you can imagine, it must be ugly. I regret it, very much regret. If I had known that was the case, I shouldn't have turned on this steam communicator. In this case, it's better for Wright to lie to me......