After listening to my words, Maria clearly hesitated, but did not withdraw the pistol aimed at me. Maybe it's because she's seen my speed and thinks I'll react as soon as I retract my pistol, and then she'll never get a chance.

However, it wasn't, and as I said before, if I really wanted to defeat her by force, I would have done so long after I entered the room. But I didn't, because I felt that there was a better way to solve the problem than to resort to force.

Seriously, I don't think the probability of success is actually very large, maybe a third or a quarter, maybe a little smaller. But I felt like it was enough for me to risk being killed. Because the subject is Maria, one of the women I love the most. I had to accommodate her, even if she took my life for it.

"If you want to apologize, of course I can give you one, but I guess an apology alone won't solve anything, right?" I said this to Maria.

"Do you want me to say it a few more times? I don't need your apology because I don't feel like you're sorry for me. Our relationship-"

"-- It's a couple." I interrupted Maria and said categorically, "We've been together for three years. We love each other, and we know everything about each other. We collaborated with each other in the cold and frozen territories of the Norman Empire, facing any kind of difficulty. We-"

"-- We're just taking advantage of each other." This time it was Maria's turn to interrupt me: "I'm using you to get money, status, intelligence, and everything else I want, and then you're using me to help you with those bastard missions of yours." And use my body casually. Fair, isn't it? ”

“…… I never thought you'd think that, and I didn't take advantage of your ideas. I said to her.

"No?" The corners of Maria's mouth turned up, revealing an extremely sarcastic smile: "You...... Really. With that, she threw me on the bed and slammed the butt of her gun into my head. The iron handle of the gun smashed my head in an instant, and blood flowed out immediately:

"What are you kidding?! You let me do this, you let me do that. You've put me in danger, and you're at ease - you've just said 'I love you' and told me to do the dangerous things I don't want to do! And after I finished that, you also felt at ease, thinking that the cheap shit-like so-called 'love' you paid was enough! I've had enough! I've had enough! You, and the guerrillas, are all the way. They control me with so-called ideals and isms, and you use your shit-like love - you're all all good all the way! I'll never be fooled again! You go die, go die, go die!! ”

As she said this, Maria clenched her fists and threw herself desperately at my face. From the beginning to the end, I did not resist, let alone fight back. As a result, almost all of the faces that were eating were ruined......

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Writing these chapters is all kinds of painful...... When I wrote the last ending, the feeling of a well-flowing of thoughts was completely gone, bastard...... Am I only fit to walk the line of pure love?! Anyway, it's cheap for you, bastard......