Chapter 21: The Demon of the Heart
Because of my own physical reasons, I killed my parents, relatives and friends, and even the village chief and grandfather who had treated me best since I was a child, and the people in the whole village.
Since I was born, the people closest to me have begun to have big and small accidents, and everyone didn't forget about myself at first, but when I was 6 years old, I don't know from whom the rumors began to spread: I am a broom star, and all those close to me will be overcome. Originally, everyone just listened to it as a joke, but what happened later seemed to prove to everyone that I was a broom star, and the people around me began to leave me one by one, and in two years I killed almost all the immediate relatives around me, and from this moment on, I was isolated by everyone, everyone dared not approach me, everything I had touched was burned by everyone, only the village chief grandfather sent me some food from time to time, but I didn't dare to stay more. In this way, 3 years passed, and I did not kill anyone in 3 years, and because of this reason, the village chief grandfather dared to stay with me for a short time, and the uncles and aunts in the same village began to accept me slowly, and even I thought that the previous ones were not my fault. It's a pity that this can only be my thoughts. Nine is the extreme, 9 years old is also my worst anger, on the day of my 9th birthday, the mountain mudslide erupted to envelop the whole village, and when the rescue team came, I was the only one who was rescued and still alive, everyone said that I was dead, but only I knew that it was my fault, I killed everyone.
Thinking back to the desperate eyes of everyone when the mudslide came, in addition to these, in the eyes of some people, they also saw resentment towards me, hating me for coming to this world, hating me for being born in this village, and hating me for bringing disaster to this village. Seeing these eyes, at this moment I myself vetoed the meaning of my own existence.
In this way, with this guilt, this hesitation, this despair, wandering in this world that I hate, I unconsciously came to the battlefield of the White Qi War against Emperor Gou Chen, the battlefield of Changping, may be fate, this is my world, my country, here I am the king here, because there is nothing here but the boundless huge murderous aura. This murderous aura is accumulated by Bai Qi himself in the war sky and the earth, the god of war and the god of war, plus this place has been a place of war since ancient times, and the elite soldiers who have died here for thousands of years are no less than 5000W.
The reason why the same sex may be attracted here was that I soon found the inheritance jade book of "Killing God Formula" left by Bai Qi back then, and also found the jade slip of the exercises that Liu Bowen left for posterity. These two things, except for the special blood of the three of us, cannot be opened even when the Jade Emperor Buddha Lord comes.
As soon as I received these inheritances, I understood that my life was going to change, and I was no longer at the mercy of fate, but from this moment on, I only believed that my fate was up to me, and that no one in this world could control everything about me.
Thinking of these pasts, what appeared in front of me was the resentful eyes of the past, and I felt as if I had returned to the helplessness of the helpless child back then, and once again wanted to deny the meaning of my existence. Unfortunately, I didn't think I was the same anymore, and then the surface of my body began to flicker black alternately. Red glow. It turned out that the boundless evil qi absorbed by the perennial residence in the Changping War Site and the huge evil qi accumulated over the years began to truly merge at this moment.
It turned out that for so many years, the evil and murderous energy in my body did not really merge, and at this moment, when I experienced my only regret and attachment again, the precursor of fusion began to appear.
At this moment, I was no longer facing the Skeleton General, I was facing the biggest challenge since I had ever cultivated: the Heart Demon. Over the years, I have never encountered a heart demon in my current realm, because I am practicing the technique of killing and killing extremely heavy anger, and the heart demon basically does not dare to attack, but as long as it comes, it can be fatal, basically nine deaths and one life.
From Pangu to the opening of the Heavenly Dao today, in addition to the Wu clan who was born from the turbidity of the heavens and the earth, there is only the Demon Ancestor Rahu, the Blood Sea Styx Sect Master is the killing qi of cultivation, and the cultivation is the law of killing the Tao, and even Liu Bowen can only be regarded as a minor killing qi, and the main cultivation is the aura of heaven and earth. And I may be the third cultivator in the past.
How did the heart demon come about, that was the battle of the Dao Demon back then, the Demon Ancestor was defeated and swore to the Heavenly Dao that he was transformed by his immortal demon body and boundless mana, so in this world, if you want to say that the power of the demon is the strongest to the heart demon, I am afraid it is this killing power, the heart demon is born from this, and it will be destroyed by this (I made it up myself, don't take it seriously).
My real-life body began to look different, and the characters in the game changed unexpectedly at this moment. At this moment, when the Skeleton General was about to kill me in an instant, a black flame surrounded me, and as soon as the Skeleton General touched this flame, he screamed and retreated, and even the negative impact on his body was completely eliminated. The flame burned like a living thing, as if it wanted to turn me to ashes, as if it were protecting me.
Seeing the appearance of this flame, not only did the skeleton general retreat far away in horror, but even the skeleton warrior who had just refreshed stood trembling in place. At this moment, it was as if the world had forbidden, and everything was changing around me.
As time passed, the black and red lights of the body in reality began to entangle with each other, like a general on the battlefield, leading his soldiers to kill the enemy, so fearless and indomitable. This is what I'm doing, I don't mean it's in the game, but I shuttle back to reality, and I see the black and red gases intertwined with each other on the surface of my body, but I can't do anything, now I'm just a wisp of divine consciousness, if it weren't for my spatial ability to break through the SSS level, it would be impossible to cultivate divine consciousness at all, and some would only be divine thoughts.
Divine thought is only a kind of mental power, a state of nothingness, which can only assist us in battle. To a certain extent, the divine consciousness is true, it can attack people, and it is a kind of auxiliary mental power that transcends the divine mind.
There's nothing you can do about it here, there's nothing else you can do, the only thing you can do is to run the "Killing God Technique", and hopefully there will be an unexpected miracle! After returning to the body, he began to run the "Killing God Technique", fortunately, because of the perennial cultivation, the body already has a strong memory, and with a little motivation, it can run independently. Because of the operation of "Killing God Technique", the red and black light of the real body was slightly reduced, and when it was effective, it began to run with all its might. Unconsciously returned to the game, only to find that the characters in the game were also running exercises, looking at the line of its operation, it was clearly "Killing God Formula". And that black flame should be the evil and murderous aura in reality. When I looked closely, I found that this flame did not have only one color, but dark black (murderous qi) and red-black (evil qi), spinning for a short time like a tai chi, and thinking that two fierce tigers were biting each other and entangled with each other.
Although I have cultivated my divine sense, my strength still needs to be improved, even though I am operating with power, everything has not changed as I imagined, and all the efforts I have put in are like drops of water into the sea, only a trace of ripples, and there is no change.
Even if I don't give up in the slightest, I can't change anything, even if I think my mind. Faith is rock-solid, but faith can't change any facts.
Just when I was helpless and anxious. I can't die, I still have to give me an explanation this day, why did I do this to me, why did I take away everything around me, what did I do wrong. Thinking about it, Xin Huang's anger rose for a long time, and it became more and more uncontrollable, as if his chest was about to explode.
"Ahh A roar, a heart-rending roar, came out of my mouth without warning. With this roar, the original posture of five hearts turned into a large character and lay on the ground.
The red and black gases seemed to be irritated by me, and they became even more violently entangled. Their fury has brought me truly boundless pain, a feeling that hurts to the bone marrow and to the depths of the soul, which is really beyond words to express.
At this time, I saw that the skin on the surface of the body was cracked inch by inch, and the bright red blood flowed for a short time. Fortunately, where did I inherit from Bai Qi that in addition to the set of spiritual body exercises of "Killing God Technique", there is also the conjoined divine skill of the Pangu Great God back then, that is, the Wu clan's Zhen Clan Body Refining Exercise "Nine Turns Xuangong". So although the strength of my current body would be very perverted in the eyes of ordinary people, it is a pity that I have not even succeeded in cultivating the first layer of "Nine Turns Xuangong". Therefore, the body's automatic healing function simply cannot compensate for the speed of cracking.
Over time, there is less and less blood in the body. A normal person would die if they lose a third of their blood, but I have lost nearly two-thirds of my blood. Just as I was facing death, a gray gas suddenly gushed out from the depths of the veins that I could not see, although this gas was very small, but it was more ferocious and more violent. If the previous black and red gas was a wolf, then it was the king of beasts and dragons, and the two sides were not on the same order of magnitude at all.
The moment the gray gas appeared, it suddenly pounced on the two, and the little black and red gas it encountered when passing by was all swallowed by it, constantly growing stronger. At this time, the black and red gas, seeing the threat of the gray gas, immediately stopped the battle, and invariably killed the gray gas, and the original mortal enemy instantly became a comrade-in-arms.
It's a pity that although the amount of black gas is small, the quality is very high, and it is difficult to destroy, but it is constantly growing itself, making the black and red gas that can still be suppressed more and more powerless. At this moment, the black and red gases were stunned, and at this moment, the black and red gases began to fuse.
Yes, in order not to be fused, the two had to compromise and had to fight to the death. In this way, the two quickly merged together with lightning speed. In just a few moments, the gray gas had grown to one-fifth the size of the purple gas that had been newly fused.
The purple gas that fuses evil and murderous aura immediately increases its attack power, although it is still lacking in quality, but the quantity is not enough to make up for it. Just when the two were inseparable, the purple gas somehow, like a frightened child, pierced my meridians everywhere, impacting my already tough meridians full of scars, but then the gray gas that chased after them repaired all the meridians again, making them wider and tougher.
At this time, the fantasies in the depths of my soul are no longer only those villagers and relatives who have been affected by me, but also those dignitaries from various countries who have been killed by me. The obsession and guilt in my heart in the face of my relatives and villagers is something I can't face, but those dignitaries from all over the world that I have killed are all people who should be killed, and I don't feel any guilt in my heart at all, so I have strengthened my belief and broken the obsession and guilt in my heart. After all, no amount of guilt can undo anything.
At the moment when my soul broke the heart demon, the purple gas disappeared without a trace as if it had been felt, and then the gray gas disappeared as if it had never appeared. At the moment when my soul really returned to its place, a huge force emerged from my body, this force was something I had never felt before, it was not a little stronger than my original strength, not to mention the strength of my body, it was hundreds of times stronger, so that my "Nine Turns Xuangong" directly crossed to the peak of the first layer, and one foot was about to enter the second layer.