It's been three years, Double 11 is still a person, three years ago I decided to publish at this time, just with the mentality of being a good single, and strive to complete the dream of a novelist first, but to be honest, the determination of the singles three years ago, until now, Singles' Day has become a shopping day carnival, but there is not much feeling, and this novel has persisted until now, except for cheap dreams, there is almost no value!

Three years, four million words achieved, in addition to self-satisfaction, there is hardly any substantive feeling, let alone remuneration, no return, day and night updates, all that can be left is indescribable fatigue, every day when it comes to writing, I will feel really tired, tired to the point that the whole head will be blank when I move my fingers, and I can't raise my eyelids, this tiredness has always been there, and it has been repelling me, from the previous two changes a day, gradually one change a day, from the release on time and on the hour, to the release before zero o'clock, and then pushed to the next morning to revise and release, and finally released at noon the next day, I'm afraid that I can't even do one more a day, this is the persistence of three years, the battle so far, just one step away, I will really retreat, and then abandon this "child" who has been raised for three years, but unfortunately, I still feel that I can hold on a little longer.

After complaining about these, let's talk about something worse, anyway, it's all alone in front of the computer, and Singles' Day has become a shopping festival, so I don't feel how uncomfortable.

What I want to say is that the editor who signed this book with me at the beginning was a completely hands-off guy, and A's request was to change the name and change the type of work, obviously it was a fantasy otherworld, and that guy wanted me to change it to a game otherworld, saying that he was so good to sign for me, and then what? Not a week later, he resigned and quit, and I was cheated and signed an A, which is completely wrong for the type of work, and the new editor only changed the title of the book, and the type can't be changed, and then I think forget it, continue to write, even if it is divided into the wrong category, it doesn't matter much, it's always like this, and I'm looking for this opportunity to say it now, anyway, this book has lasted so long, and they are all children who don't have a father and no mother.

In the end, I still feel that I can do better, but there is really no motivation for me to do better than the cheap word "dream", and if the whole story takes twice as long to fill the hole, it really won't drag on as much as it is now. But it doesn't matter.,The number of collections is not small.,People who like it can continue to support the collection.,I'll stick to it a little longer.,The whole story is only halfway through.,The fifth volume has been paved with a good tragic ending.,I don't know if I can control this tragic development.,This will be the biggest challenge to my brain cells.,That's the end of a few words.,While it's still early.,Continue to write more!