Chapter Eighty-Nine: A Different Kind of Love

While fighting, Bing Huayue roared angrily, the words that have been hidden in my heart for many years, at this moment, there is no way to continue to endure, and there is no point in continuing to endure! "Who am I? I'm not your wife! Who do you think you are! Rape me, possess me in that way! Take it for granted that you can move me if you are kind to me? I think I should take your love for granted! What is this unequal love? Where is my self-esteem? If you like it, you can forcibly take possession, because you are sincere to me, I should and must accept it! Where is the equality? Have you ever thought about my self-esteem? Ever wondered what I felt I was? I don't feel like I'm a person! It's a thing, it seems destined to be your King Kong thing, if you want it, I must be yours! That's how I feel—"

King Kong looked at Bing Huayue, who was out of control of anger, silently, without a trace of surprise, as if he had been mentally prepared for all this.

Bing Huayue's fist kept smashing into King Kong's chest, but her weak fist after being reborn had no possibility of injuring King Kong at all.

Her anger was out of control, but she had no intention of stopping.

"You think I don't have self-esteem? Who do you think you are! The god who dominates all beings, or the god who dominates my Binghuayue! What do you think I've been for all these years? I'm trying to make myself stronger! One day the strong will be able to be above board and defeat you with martial arts! Kill you! And then tell you, 'You don't have the ability or the right to dominate my Bing Huayue!' I'm not going to get it if you want it! You love me, and I want to be loved by you! 'You know what? That's what I really thought in my heart, and that's what I've always really wanted to do! You give me the martial arts recovery scroll, you are good to me, why should I accept it! Why should I accept it! Just because you're stronger than me, just because I'm too weak to fight your power! Isn't it—isn't it! In your eyes, I, Bing Huayue, am not a person. It's a thing that lets you control your fate! Stuff! It's something—"

I don't know, how many punches were punched.

Bing Huayue was just tired and couldn't shake her fists anymore......

Her weak forehead pressed against King Kong's chest, crying wantonly......

For so many years, she has continued to make herself stronger, but she has found that she can't defeat King Kong again and again, and King Kong, who looks serious and dull and serious, can always have some reactions that Bing Huayue can't think of in battle, in a good situation. Defeat her with ease! Therefore, she later begged Ling'er to teach her skills. In martial arts, I can't see the possibility of defeating King Kong, so there is only another way, through other skills, so that King Kong will be involuntarily affected in the battle and will not be able to exert his own strength. Of course, it can't be poison, because what she wants is not to kill King Kong, if it is just to kill, she will have too many opportunities to sneak attack.

That must be Bing Huayue's own strength. Because of his charm, King Kong involuntarily weakens or wavers, or interferes in battle, which is of course a kind of strength.

Once in the past. Fenghua Bingxin, who plays with many men's feelings, certainly has this ability.

It's a pity that Bing Huayue later found out that she seemed to be as Ling'er said. Always, I can't train the kind of longing, the power of the heart......

"What are you doing here? What are you still doing with the martial arts recovery scroll? Walk. Please, I don't have the power to defeat you, not now, I can't do it in the future, but I won't really be with you, because that's the only self-esteem I have left. The only thing left is self-esteem......" Bing Huayue sobbed weakly, the reality that she had always been unwilling to admit, at this moment, she said it herself, in fact, she knew many years ago that she had no way to defeat King Kong, martial arts, and the gap in actual combat ability was too big, and she always thought that she was approaching, but she always found that she couldn't really catch up. And Ling'er's ability, she can't learn.

"You've been reluctant to actually be with me, and I certainly know why. Knowing that when you cultivated with Fenghua Bingxin, I guessed what you thought. Although I am not proficient in emotional matters, after all, I am a centuries-old man, and I have seen too many people and things, so you shouldn't think that I can't think of your mood and feelings. "King Kong doesn't have any special expression, it's still the same, meticulous, serious face." From the beginning I thought about all the consequences, and this is the same as Yiyun's character. But the difference is that Yiyun is willing to give up, while I, emotionally, am the kind of person who can't let go, I don't give up until I don't see the Yellow River, and I don't shed tears when I don't see the coffin. I've thought about the consequences since the beginning, so for so many years, you've been reluctant to really be with me, and I've never pushed, I haven't forced you, because I understand what you're thinking. ”

"Then why do you still do that, why do you ......" Bing Huayue was not surprised, although she really didn't know that King Kong had known for a long time, but, as King Kong said, after so many years of chatting and understanding, and understanding of King Kong's affairs, she had already known that King Kong looked dull, but in fact, his mind was very delicate, and what others could think of, he could also think of it, for hundreds of years, he had been able to maintain the status of the rivers and lakes that was not weaker than the broken heart, and had a stronger martial arts cultivation than the broken heart. Of course, it won't be lucky, that's because he has enough matching intelligence and ability. The more she knows, the more Bing Huayue must admit a fact, she also loves King Kong, if it wasn't like that at the beginning, she believes that if it was a normal understanding of King Kong and understanding King Kong, she would definitely fall in love with this excellent and outstanding, emotionally very reliable man sooner or later.

Pity......

It's a pity, it's a pity, it's a pity, a way she can't accept, a way she can't let go and forget......

"Because I know that you were originally Bai Xiaosheng's confidant. If it weren't for that way, I would only pass by with you, you wouldn't have an in-depth understanding of any of the friends around you, and you would have more interest in getting to know each other, your heart would be in Bai Xiaosheng, in the Tianji faction. There's only one way for you to know me and remember me. Or miss you, or be hated by you, but can intersect with you. Of the two options, I chose the latter because I am a person who can't let go of my feelings. That's it, you hate me, you can't forgive, and rightfully so. There should be a reason to continue to hate, even if you can never really accept and be with me. At least, hearts together, I'm sure you love me as I love you. Enough, compared to missing out on no intersection, it's already a great luck. When King Kong says this kind of thing, he is always serious, there is no special tenderness, and it doesn't make people feel romantic, but this is him.

"You, you already know?" Bing Huayue couldn't believe that King Kong, who had known his past identity for a long time, even among the elders of the Heavenly Machine Sect, there were many people who didn't know.

"Heartbroken has its own intelligence network, Yiyun also has his, Xiaojian also has his own, and of course I also have my own intelligence channels. Compared to Yi Yun and Xiao Jian, my intelligence network is much smaller, but when it comes to investigating certain things, I have an advantage that they can't compare, which is normal. King Kong stuffed the martial arts recovery scroll into Bing Huayue's arms. It's time to go back, Providence is fighting with the masters of the Ninety-Eighth Front. ”

King Kong gently patted Bing Huayue's shoulder and left.

There is no crying pleading, no ......

Bing Huayue is used to such a King Kong. If King Kong begged for forgiveness with tears in her eyes, would she really give up the last remaining self-esteem, accept him completely, completely, become his wife, and be with him for real?

Bing Huayue didn't know, because for so many years, countless times, she had the impulse not to retaliate and fight back senselessly for the only poor self-esteem left, yes, she was retaliating and fighting back. Because she has already fallen in love with King Kong a long time ago, but for the sake of the only poor self-esteem left, she is never willing to let herself be completely with King Kong, so that King Kong cannot fully get what she wants, this is the only revenge and counterattack she has left with her self-esteem.

Will this continue forever?

Bing Huayue asked herself countless times, but there was no answer......

And King Kong is always so calm, calm, and tolerant. There was no tearful plea for her complete forgiveness, so it became a dead knot, and Bing Huayue couldn't know if the tearful pleading with herself would make her abandon her only remaining self-esteem and simply choose love.

Bing Huayue couldn't know, so it seemed that the situation between her and King Kong could only continue like this......

"Bing Huayue has been reborn, and Rong'er likes her very much. Rong'er Head Office, Bing Huayue has a heart for self-improvement, and she attaches great importance to affection. It's very possible to become a witch one day. Concubine Xiao Hong said softly, and there were some regrets in her tone, but it was a pity.

"The Martial Arts Recovery Scroll will be assigned to her as first as possible." Yi Yun responded indifferently with an expressionless face, but unfortunately, this was not the response that Xi'er needed, because the martial arts recovery scroll could not be reversed sometimes, and it was already a doomed regret. "She won't practice martial arts anymore, because there is no way to continue to deceive herself into defeating King Kong."

Yi Yun didn't say anything more, Bing Huayue and King Kong, he naturally heard it sad. Sad, I actually knew Bing Huayue's thoughts, and I had reminded King Kong to pay attention, but he didn't say it explicitly.

Bing Huayue's wish had almost no chance of coming true, because King Kong was probably not something she could defeat. In the alliance many years ago, King Kong's strength was above the heartbreak, if it weren't for the martial arts factor, he would be stronger than Leng Aoshuang. At that time, he was still a super-first-class master, and before he comprehended the artistic conception, Yiyun thought that King Kong was the strongest super-first-class master in the alliance. The lead of artistic conception allowed him to surpass King Kong, but Yiyun never thought that that kind of transcendence would be forever. Because King Kong is a person, in a way, he is almost a perfect master. (To be continued......)