Chapter 394: Face it up and then strengthen
Declare in advance that it has nothing to do with her being pushed down by her senior sister! Because she's not a little sufferer! It's just that she's just that!
My favorite thing to do is to set the sun, like an old man who is about to sink into the ground, watching the young people in the distance laugh and scold together.
In other words, if you buy a bottle of Coke and drink it, you will be full of satisfaction.
She's just such a casual person.,She doesn't have a temper.,She doesn't have a disgust for anyone.,Even when she was a primary school student.,The other classmates in the class always bullied a certain ugly female classmate in the class.,Even the things that the female classmate touched.,It's dirty.,A disgust that as long as you touch it, maybe you'll be infected.。 In addition, when handing in the homework book, a group, people 11 and 2, as long as they are men, almost all of them don't want their homework books to be sandwiched with the homework books of the female classmates.
But she didn't care much about this, and even after all, she was the little prince of language and mathematics, so when she was the leader of the group to collect the homework, she saw that the other party had done something wrong, and deliberately returned the homework book to the other party, and said to the other party, you seem to have done something wrong.
It is estimated that the whole class, even the women, is the only one who will say something serious to the woman, and the rest of the men are either contemptuous or all kinds of ridicule, and then the other women are afraid that if they make friends with that ugly girl, they will be despised by the rest of the class.
She was the only exception!
Because it's casual, temperamental, and has good academic performance, and gives people homework to copy, so I have a good relationship with anyone in the class.
So. Or because it is this environment, the family and 1 harmonize. And I have always been in such a harmonious environment during my childhood, so gradually. She has become more indisputable, and it may be because of this 'indisputability' that many people will regard her as a small sufferer, and even if such a character has graduated from college, played professionally, and won good rankings in various competitions, her personality has not changed, so sometimes her teammates often complain, saying that she seems to be lazy every day. She even often despises her with a yogurt every day.
But this is what she likes to do, and the lyrics of "Ordinary Road" say it very well:
"I used to cross mountains and seas
It also passed through the sea of people
I used to have a qiē
In the blink of an eye, they were all scattered like smoke
I was lost, disappointed, lost all directions
Until you see the ordinary, the only answer"
This is especially true on the day I woke up two or three months ago!
So 'ordinary' is actually what she pursues, but in the ordinary, she will also 'sell cute' from time to time, after all, she can't waste her current talent.
As for why it is embarrassing to communicate with strangers......
That's actually a very normal phenomenon, okay? If you call yourself a brother when you meet for the first time, that's really abnormal!
But that's not all!
But......
Although her essence is actually such a person, but ......
The point is!
As long as it is something she wants to accomplish, it is like talking about Wanzhou on a business trip. Just like her teammates and coaches once commented to her, if she could not be so lazy, maybe she would be at least twice as powerful as she is now!
……
"I'm not a tsundere selling cuteness! 》。
It was half past eleven in the morning, and it was only half an hour to an hour away from miss. The phone was turned off again, and she sat alone in the subway.
Since I am going to write a novel, I still have to write a novel about myself. Sure enough, in the end, there is still some black history involved. The darkest place of human nature!
So she herself seems to have changed back to her original appearance in the past few days, but this just shows that. She is slowly looking at herself and then strengthening herself.
Such a novel must be written on the street, because in the era of online literature, it is cool to read, and readers will not pay if they are not happy, but the real meaning of this novel is not to fight the street or not, how much money can be made, as I said just now, it is a process of facing yourself and then strengthening yourself.
The first few days was to expose the original self, and then the next ......
It's probably time to strengthen yourself.
"I'm not a tsundere selling cuteness! It shouldn't be very long, because she usually doesn't have much time to update novels, so I'm afraid it's only about 100,000 or 200,000 words at most, of course! There are some things that are too bizarre to definitely not be written, such as how she came to this world, and then how she became the current tsundere selling cuteness, of course she can't be written.
Because "I'm not a tsundere selling cuteness!" This book is basically her own autobiography, which can also be said to be her face, so a lot of things must be written very carefully. As for the most important theme of the book......
Although the front is very dark, the ending must be full of positive energy, and now it is basically determined that "as long as it is what she wants to accomplish......".
This can be said to be "I'm not a tsundere selling cuteness!" ", the most powerful golden finger of 'Tsundere Sells Mengyan' is even a hundred times more powerful than what enters the zone.
Of course, manpower can sometimes be poor, and such a golden finger will only work if some of the foundations have been laid well, just like its author, if she were to go and lift a truck now, it would be absolutely impossible to accomplish it even if it was '......as long as it was what she wanted to do'.
……
In less than a week in the last week, "I'm not a tsundere selling cuteness!" The general framework has been set, 70% is true, 30% is made up, and she is really not joking this time, and if the novel is really finished, maybe she will do publicity during her live broadcast, or even directly publish a physical book.
Probably, she will become the first League of Legends anchor or narrator to write a novel for herself and also publish a book for herself, right?
Not long after, I have found a hotel near Fudan University, and then after lunch, Fudan University is my alma mater after all, so I still have to go back to take a look, of course, there are also the phones of my former junior brothers and sisters in my mobile phone, but that is also the original Zi Xingyan's junior brother and sister, and now she is just a stranger, with curiosity to visit, compare, what is the difference between a second-rate university and a first-class university.
It's just that......
What made her speechless was, Nima could really be so coincidental? Not long after she walked into the campus, it was probably less than half an hour, when she was suddenly tapped on the shoulder, and at first she thought it was a person asking for directions, but then she ......
"Senior Sister!!"
Good definite tone! There seems to be a bit of a sense of surprise.
She turned around, and two girls suddenly appeared behind her, one fatter and the other thinner.
The fat ones are about 1.65 meters, and the thin ones are estimated to be only 1.6 meters or less, which is a combination of the chubby and the skinny.
"Forehead......" Zi Xingyan.
"Senior sister, why are you back?" Chubby said.
"I didn't say a word when I came back, I haven't had dinner for a long time!" Skinny.
The chubby one seems to be called Li Xuan, and the thin one is Zheng Wendi, who used to work together when he was in the Youth League Committee of the Academy, so he is still a little impressed.
"I just happened to be here on a business trip, so I'll stop by and have a look." Zi Xingyan.
As soon as Zi Xingyan finished speaking, another voice sounded, but this time it was a man! Tang Weifeng! The class president in the class, who used to like to play Dota with the people in the dormitory, basically has no interest in League of Legends, after all, League of Legends is too low-level.
Only this time......
"I'm rubbing! Tsundere sells cuteness! No. 1 in the national service, 66666! ”
I even knew! Li Xuan and Zheng Wendi didn't know that it was normal, after all, girls, but Tang Weifeng's words, according to what he said, must have played League of Legends now.
"Tang Weifeng, what kind of tsundere sells Mengyan, the first in national clothes? Have you moved all the tables? And what about Jiahui? "Li Xuan.
Just after moving, the eldest brother pulled the car back to the academy. But it doesn't matter, okay? Senior sister must add friends! I didn't expect that my senior sister was hiding deeply! It's hidden deep enough! "Tang Weifeng.
After about five minutes, then a person also ran over, that is, the Jiahui and eldest brother I just said, a very honest person, short, but very serious in his work, and very responsible.
As soon as he saw Zi Xingyan standing here talking, he soon came over, but it was different from Tang Weifeng, Tang Weifeng was more funny, this Jiahui didn't tell her 666, just said to her senior sister, and then stood aside, usually a relatively silent type.
It turns out that these people are engaged in activities today, which is naturally related to 'May Day', but they are usually stalls and the like, and it is difficult to have any very large-scale activities, unless the whole school is organized together, and then they also took Zi Xingyan to their booth to make a cameo appearance as a staff, and I also met four or five other junior brothers and sisters who knew each other but were not very familiar.
Finally, we have dinner together in the evening, don't think about it very high-end, in fact, everyone goes to the school canteen to order food, and finally sits together to eat. To put it simply, it is to go to the canteen to eat together.
At first, I was a little uncomfortable, after all, this is not my junior brother and sister, but if she wants to do it, then she can blend in with these strangers, which is true!
So the communication behind is getting more and more pleasant, at this moment, Wanzhou's business trip tsundere selling Meng Yan once again showed, self-improvement, self-confidence, self-reliance! It can be said that there is no difference at all from the original Zi Xingyan. (To be continued......)
PS: Second update