Chapter 316: God's Failure and Unchanging Faith
Chapter 316: God's Failure and Unchanging Faith
"Xiao Ye, haven't you gone yet?"
At four or five o'clock in the afternoon, when Asami withdrew from the game shijie, she saw Xiao Ye still looking at the ceiling with her eyes open, lying quietly on the bed.
"I've thought about it a lot," Xiao Ye sighed deeply and sat up, "There are some things that you can't convince yourself even in this earth, if you go to the Mirror Flower Palace, you will only be defeated." So I still thought, don't do that thing. Speaking of which, huilai, why did you quit the game so early, are you not feeling well? β
"A little," Asami's face flushed slightly, gently touched her belly, and said softly, "Xiao Ye, we haven't walked together for a long time, otherwise...... How about you accompany me out of the river to take a break? β
"Hmm." Xiao Ye looked at Asami's beautiful and gentle face and nodded, "Okay." β
The dusk in the suburbs has always been very quiet, although there will always be children's frolicking and adults chatting while doing chores or chasing children to prevent wrestling, and the sound of "be careful" from time to time in the mouth, danshi "cicada voice forest is quiet, birdsong mountain is more secluded", not only is not noisy, but more peaceful.
This is a semi-man-made, semi-natural lake not far from where I live, with two roads on either side of the lake and green grass on the other side, and a cool lake breeze blows from time to time as you walk on the meadow. When Xiao Ye turned his head to look sideways, he saw Asami's natural curls swaying with the breeze, which was quite interesting.
As the girls come out more and more, Xiao Ye's ability seems to have really been strengthened, recently, the automatic recovery of his legs has been significantly faster, now, it is more difficult to move like a rabbit like a master fighting, but walking normally like an ordinary person is almost no problem.
Asami gently took his arm, and the two of them snuggled up and walked slowly on the grass. Xiao Ye suddenly had a dream-like feeling.
Speaking of which, the night Asami came out, he directly pushed her down and became his wife, and in the next two days, although he also took her around, Danshi's village was full of acquaintances, and everywhere they went, they attracted much attention, so it was not so much a visit to the village as it was a catwalk, and the two of them had not experienced the feeling of a tryst between two lovers in love like now.
"Xiao Ye, Asami really didn't have xiangdao before, and one day she will take a slow walk with a beloved like this." At this time, Asami gently rested her head on his side shoulder and whispered in her mouth.
"Yes......" Xiao Ye replied softly.
"And for Asami," Asami's hand on the other side gently touched her belly, "like now, having her own husband and soon having her own children is even more like a dream." β
"That's how I feel!" Hearing this, Xiao Ye smiled slightly.
"Danshi Xiao Ye has always had something on his mind, and he can't accompany Asami to enjoy this feeling with peace of mind." Asami said softly.
"......" Xiao Ye sighed slightly.
Not far away, a little girl was running too happily while playing, and suddenly fell to the ground and a dog ate, and immediately cried loudly.
"I thought about it all afternoon, and no matter how I thought about it, I felt that there was one thing I couldn't convince myself." Xiao Ye took a deep breath, spit it out heavily, and said heavily.
"What's the matter?" Asami asked softly.
"About fate, about that person's fate." Xiao Ye stopped, looked at the grass in front of him, simply took two steps forward, walked up and sat down, looked at the lake not far away, and said slowly.
"Tell me about it." Asami also sat down beside him, still leaning on his shoulder from the side.
"About myself, although I have encountered a lot of sad things over the years, Danshi In general, judging from the current situation, when I meet you, meet everyone, and live with you, there will be a permanent life, and I have no complaints about my past fate." Xiao Ye looked at the lake not far away, and said slowly, "Danshi, that person is obviously a very good person, a gentle person like you, a person who is even better than me, she didn't do anything bad, Danshi God arranged for her, but it was such a tragic fate." I can't help myself with that. ββ¦,
"Sister......" Asami muttered.
"Last time, in the Mirror Flower Palace, the reason why I had to suppress evil with evil and suppress that black shadow with more extreme emotions was precisely because of this, I had no choice." Xiao Ye said sadly, "[Fate is dark, and God will tease people], [Fate allocates people's birth, and people are extremely unequal from the moment they are born. Some people are poor, some people are rich, some people are noble, some people are lowly, some people can be suave and spend a lot of money just for a night of flowers, and some people have to choose to marry someone they don't love in order to save their mothers]...... I can't deny what happened to Yijing, not even now. So, I can't believe [good people have good rewards], I can't believe in fate. In this case, since good people do not necessarily have good rewards, then I can't be a good person for what I can't be, and I can't be a powerful evil person who can do whatever I wantβI can't reject such thoughts. β
"[This shijie doesn't believe in warmth], only in strength, and it is absolutely necessary to be ruthless for the sake of strength," he paused slightly, and then continued, "That's why [Mind Attacking Status] is so ruthless when it comes out - because I'm even more ruthless than that alter ego." β
"Is that so......" Asami sighed deeply when she heard this, and suddenly, tears welled up all at once.
"Hemp...... Asami......" Xiao Ye was slightly startled. Asami's mood is too easy to fluctuate.
"I didn't ...... It's nothing," Hearing Xiao Ye's concern, Asami's tears suddenly flowed more cheerfully, so she had to stretch out her hand and wipe it a few times hard, wiping her tears while sobbing slightly, "It's just the fate of Xiangdao Sister who feels uncomfortable, and at the same time, Xiangdao Xiao Ye should have always been more uncomfortable than Asami can feel now, and it has always been ...... I've been suffering from this ...... This painful emotion made my heart even more ...... More ......"
"It's nothing, Asami...... Xiao Ye couldn't help but be moved, turned sideways, stretched out his hand, took her into his arms, and gently stroked the hair on the top of her head, "When I met you, especially when I met you, I myself was no longer as painful as I was at the beginning, I just ...... I just feel sorry for her, and I can't let go of it. Fate was good enough for me, but for her...... But ...... to her"
When he said this, he choked up.
"What...... Really! was going to come to help Xiao Ye untie the knot, but it turned out to be ...... But he cried first...... "The two snuggled together and were sad together for a while, Asami suddenly struggled at this time, Xiao Ye let go of her, and she sat upright, with a slight embarrassment and a little happiness on her face and said, "I obviously want to be a 'knot untier', but I turned out to be like this, I really have no face!" β
"It's good if you don't want to save face or something." Xiao Ye was also embarrassed to quickly wipe away his few tears, looked at Asami's face, and said with a smile, "If you can get Asami by throwing away your face, then I'll throw away all your face." β
"Xiao Ye, do you know the way," Asami smiled slightly reddened, bowed her head slightly, stretched out her hand, grabbed his left arm, and said emotionally, "Fate or something, the extent to which one person can influence is limited, maybe you can't change the entire Shijie, you can't change the fate of everyone, Danshi For me, you changed my fate, but it was completely changed, and Asami is very satisfied with the changed status quo, and feels very ...... I'm very happy. β
"......" Xiao Ye's heart shook suddenly. I've changed...... Asami's fate? He muttered.
"Yes." Asami raised her head and said seriously, "What happened to Yijing can never be changed. It is true that good people are not necessarily rewarded. Danshi Xiaoye, the past cannot be changed, but the future is in your hands. You haven't been able to change your sister's fate, Danshi, but you've changed the fate of many people - in addition to giving Asami a lover she wants and a home she wants, have you forgotten that girl named Qin Xiaoyu? ββ¦,
"......" Xiao Ye was stunned.
Speaking of Qin Xiaoyu, she later sent a few text messages to her mobile phone, and even called, danshi looked at who was looking for him, and after thinking about it, he still didn't pick it up, and the text message simply replied a few words, and sent the matter away. It's not that he doesn't dislike her for not being as beautiful as his beautiful girls - and even if she is indeed average now, in fact, according to her sister's appearance when she grows up, whether Qin Xiaoyu, who is not even eighteen years old, will grow like her sister after she is eighteen years old, this is indeed worth discussing, but when he learned that he could live permanently with the girls, he broke off the idea of in-depth contact with ordinary people, including Qin Xiaoyu, who slept with him for three months when Xia Na was in a state, also including tea tea. And Cha Cha's feelings are mainly aimed at Xia Na, this is no problem, Xiao Ye felt that Qin Xiaoyu seemed to have feelings for him, so he took the initiative to avoid it.
Danshi, despite Yijing's avoidance, still remembers what he did for her in the first place, and is happy that she didn't have to follow his old path.
"This shijie, good people do not necessarily have good rewards. Danshi, when a good person finally has a good reward because of you, do you feel extra happy? Asami continued to say slowly, "You can deny the belief that [good people have good rewards], Danshi, but you can't deny your heart that is originally positive, let alone your most sincere desire to be good people. Then Xiao Ye, seeing that good people may not be rewarded, do you resent that fate, or do you ......"
"Ha Lu Ha ......" Asami said this, stopped, and Xiao Ye suddenly smiled happily, "I understand, I finally understand!" Asami, thank you so much! β
"Huh."
"There is no perfect thing in the world, and good people are not necessarily rewarded." Xiao Ye raised his head, looked at the sky in the distance, and said word by word, "The god of fate has played with mud, Danshi, if I immediately deny my own xiwang and my own pursuit just because of his dereliction of duty, wouldn't that be childish?" β
"His dereliction of duty is his, and my pursuit is mine. The past cannot be changed, I will change the future. I don't have the ability to change it, so I'm within the scope of my ability-
"Just change what I see."
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