Chapter 128: Lonely Thoughts
This question really made Yang Ye and the others not know how to answer.
Think?
Of course, no child will not want their parents, all the time, Lejia, including orphans all over the world, are thinking about their parents, and Yang Ye is no exception. Every festive season, even in Lejia, there are brothers and sisters, uncles and aunts, but after all, it is not parents, every traditional festival, the feeling of longing is overwhelming. Ordinary people, wanderers who go out, and maybe their parents and hometown for them to climb high and miss. But the orphans of Lejia, the orphans all over the world, are gone, they don't even have the object they can miss, their parents? I don't even know what my parents look like, so why do I miss them? I don't even know where my hometown is, so what do you miss?
But missing is missing after all, growing up as an orphan, I have long been accustomed to this kind of lonely missing, there are some things that don't need to be said, just keep it in my heart. Not everyone understands what they say. Therefore, during Yang Ye's junior high school, high school and even college, few people even knew that Yang Ye was an orphan, he was very optimistic and happy on the surface, and the parent-teacher meeting was also attended by Lejia's uncles and aunts, but it was all in the name of relatives, and his "parents" did not appear once in the memory of the school teacher.
The same is true for Li Yanxin.
This group of children has long buried that longing in their hearts as they grow up step by step.
Now, it's been dialed again.
If someone asks this question, the answer of several people must be the same: they don't want to, and they don't see it.
Oh, how can you see it? This only stubbornness has always supported them, and it also reveals that they and all of them hope that their parents can appear again.
What a small wish.
Those who know the situation may be able to understand their hearts, but if they don't know, they may ask more: cherish your parents more, and you will regret not seeing them in the future.
This situation is mostly in people who do not understand their actual situation, and there is nothing wrong with educating people's hearts. They were also mostly silent, and who knows what they were thinking. Maybe thinking about how to answer this question; Maybe it's about how to cherish your parents, what to do to cherish; Maybe I'm feeling the "regret" of "not being able to see......
But this question was asked by Qing's mother.
Growing up since childhood, Qing's mother is one of the most familiar people with several people, not a biological mother but better than a biological mother, usually or all along, Qing's mother will not ask this kind of question that touches the depths of the heart. Asked this time. Why, exactly?
Looking at the five people who were silent, Qing's mother laughed, the wrinkles were wrapped together, and when she stretched out again, she was already serious. Look around on each person's face and look at the same expression on the different faces of the five people. Qing's mother sighed and said, "Don't be too sad, Qing's mother, I haven't seen her for sixty years, counting the time, she should also be in the ground, and I'll never see it in this life." You still have a chance. "She, referring to Zhao Lanqing's mother.
Zhao Lanqing was also an orphan when she was a child, and was later admitted to Lejia, and she has been growing up in Lejia's house, brought up by the former dean of Lejia, and then Lejia was sent to her hands, she just got married that year, but she still took this hard work without hesitation. I have been doing it for more than 30 years. Her only regret is that she has not seen her parents so far, and the older she gets, the less hope she has of seeing them.
Zhao Lanqing is also the first batch of orphans of Lejia, all the way, accompanied Lejia through ups and downs, this time if Lejia falls, she is afraid that she is the saddest one.
Listen to Zhao Lanqing's words. Yang Ye and the others were not happy at all, and the atmosphere became even heavier.
Sensing that this lonely feeling was in the air, Zhao Lanqing did not persuade her, but continued her words: "I know. You all miss them, and there are lucky and unfortunate ...... among you."
Unfortunately for Song Bin, his parents had been dead for many years when he contacted him, which was already a sure thing a few years ago, which also caused him to be ruthless when he was fighting, at that time he was in an extremely irritable mood and wanted to commit suicide many times, and he was the youngest, and he was also beaten by Yang Ye and Li Yanxin at that time.
"There are some things you don't know, and I was going to let them follow me to the coffin. But after thinking about it for a long time in the past few days, I still decided to sue you. Zhao Lanqing let out a heavy breath, and her somewhat cloudy eyes suddenly glowed.
A few people were stunned, what needs to be so serious, and it is directly mentioned to parents, is it ......
Several people were short of breath, they thought, but did not dare to think about things.
"I don't know what happened to your parents." In a word, like cold water on the head, several people's backs were a little cold, "You can verify these things yourself, and I will tell you how you came to Lejia......
These things are what Yang Ye and the others have always wanted to know, but they have never heard Qing's mother say it.
Zhao Lanqing moved her eyes out of the window, stared at the distant sky, and slowly narrated in her mouth......
Li Yanxin's situation is very simple, in a dilapidated house, there was a baby's cry, and the passers-by who were attracted by the cry showed him who was wrapped tightly, with a high fever at the time, and the well-wishers sent him to the hospital, and after the rescue, he could not find his parents and relatives, and then he was taken over by Lejia and grew up as an orphan in Lejia.
Wu Di was even simpler, he was directly abandoned on the side of the road, and was sent to Lejia after looking for his relatives to no avail. It's still a little magical to say, Qing's mother said. Wu Di was abandoned, it was raining heavily, and the heavy rain drenched the little baby crying loudly, and the dog dragged the rain-soaked baby into a roadside pipe, which was the only way to have Wu Di behind, otherwise he might have died at that time.
As for Cheng Jun, he was placed at the door of Lejia and secretly put it at night, and there was milk powder and diapers next to it. Speaking of this, Qing's mother turned her head and smiled at Cheng Jun, saying that he was very well-behaved when he was a child, he didn't cry or make trouble, he was scary, but when he grew up, he made a lot of noise.
Speaking of Yang Ye, Qing's mother paused and said, "I've seen your mother." ”
When he landed, Yang Ye's head rumbled, his head was lowered, his eyes kept blinking, his forearm was on his thigh, he was hunched, and when he heard this, his left leg kept shaking.
Looking at Yang Ye's appearance, Qing's mother continued: "Twenty years ago, your mother brought you to Lejia, when you were only a few months old, she begged me to take you into Lejia, according to the regulations, this situation is not allowed, so I refused her. ”
At this point, the others looked at Yang Ye, they knew that Yang Ye would still be sent to Lejia, otherwise he would not have appeared here. Yang Ye still lowered his head, did not speak, and listened quietly.
"Rejected that helpless woman, when she left, holding you, her back was desolate, I could feel her helplessness and sadness, I think she should be cornered, please don't hold a grudge against her and your father." Zhao Lanqing said softly.
Yang Ye nodded slightly.
"After she left, I thought she wouldn't come back, so I forgot about it for a while. Nearly a month later, she came again, and this time, she looked even more depressed and tired than before, and I remember her words vividly.
She said, 'Sister Zhao, please, put my son in an orphanage, I can't hold it anymore, I really can't hold it anymore, I feel like I'm dying, you see, ......' she showed me her arm full of pinholes, and then she continued, 'I sold blood five times in a month, and I can't sell blood anymore, but I can't do it anymore.' As she spoke, she began to cry.
Her voice was torn, shattered. Maybe she's lamenting the injustice of the world. I thought I had to do something, I lifted her up from the ground, she had been kneeling all the time, she couldn't pull no matter how she couldn't pull, I couldn't imagine how her thin body was firmly attached to the ground. I took you from her hand, and you were still smiling, you looked so cute, and then told her, 'I will raise him well', I don't know why, I trusted her at the time, I didn't think she was lying to me. ...... next day" At this time, Zhao Lanqing stopped talking, glanced at Yang Ye, and then turned around and dragged out a box from under the bed, the old box, with the color patterns of the last century, she touched it, turned out an envelope without any signature or stamp, smiled slightly, and seemed to be satisfied that she had protected it so well.
Holding the envelope, she continued: "The next day, she sent this letter to someone, and at the same time brought me a message, if you don't have a good life in the future, don't give this letter to you, if you live well, I will show it to you." Now, I know that you are very promising, and now, I believe in you. ”
Then, tremblingly, he handed the letter to Yang Ye, who was sitting silently in his chair.
Yang Ye, who had a chaotic mind, took the envelope and opened it, but was stopped by Zhao Lanqing, "Find a place where there is no one and look at it alone." She said so.
……
The second time they came out of the Chaoguang Hotel, the mood of several people was extremely heavy, Yang Ye's heart was always in that letter, and the others were also thinking about their own things.
Back in the studio, several young people sat together, Yang Ye calmed down and did not rush to open the envelope.
"Next, the plan remains the same, Qingma's words are what we have been wanting to ask for so many years, now that we know, it won't be what happened, everyone cheer up!" Cheng Jun encouraged everyone, at this time, several people also need such faith.
"That's right, it's always been over, a person's life, life and death are the biggest, other problems are not a problem, now, work hard!" Wu Di also shouted, which rarely ignited a fierce fighting spirit.
"Come, next, don't think about anything else, for the studio, come on!" Li Yanxin stretched out his hand, and the others understood, stacking their palms one by one.
"Come on!" Several people shouted loudly.
They may also use the studio as a livelihood, and maybe, after the success, they have other plans, but what they think is probably only known to them.
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