Chapter 168: Am I That Kind of Man?!
silent
It's been silent
Rainey, the child, had been silent that day, after I had rescued him from the radical groups in Germany in the First World War.
Silent, and expressionless. Using these two things as weapons, she managed to scare away several good people who wanted to adopt her. So, in the end, in a circle, Rainey came back to me.
When I looked at my boss and said, "You rescued her, you are naturally responsible for her", I felt a headache with that gloating look.
I mean, it's not that I don't think it's too expensive to raise a three-no men's loli, and it's not a hassle to add an extra pair of knives and forks. But this kid can't always be like this, can he?
Of course, according to this child's talents, it is most appropriate to arrange for her to enter the army. But Rainey was just a kid after all. The general army does not collect. So in the end, it was only me who took her.
"So, would you like to live with me?" After this, I asked her.
"......" didn't answer, she just looked at me like that, expressionless.
"Be a member of the Norman Army, and one of the representatives, who defeated your country and army. I may well have hurt your family, or your father, mother, or siblings, during the war. Even so, would you like to live with me? I asked.
"......" still didn't answer, and she still looked at me like that, expressionless.
"Alright, let's move in, Rainey. Until you find your true home. As I said this, I half-knelt on the ground and hugged her body: "No matter what, I rescued you back, so no matter what, I will not give up on you." β
That's pretty much it. After that, Rainey lived in my home and was inseparable from me every day. When I asked her what she needed, she only answered the most basic things: food, water. In addition to this, it is the daily life, sleep, excretion...... Her whole person is like the most sophisticated Swiss clock, and she can't be faulty in her regularity. When I asked if she needed any entertainment, Rainey replied no.
I watched her carefully for a day. Outside of the most basic activities such as eating, sleeping, and excreting, there is nothing else to do. I usually sit there in a daze. If no one called her, she would have been able to sit there all day.
"What do you usually do?" So I couldn't help but ask her this.
"There is no pastime." Rainey shook his head: "It's a course." Knowledge of warfare, politics, diplomacy, and more. In addition to this, it is physical training, developing spiritual powers, and training various weapons. β
"That's right...... Is there anything you want to do? I asked.
"Nope." Rainey replied simply.
So, in the time that followed, I tried to give Rainey some toys, some popular picture books, and some pets for cats and dogs. But it doesn't work at all. Rainey just asked me this:
"Is it an order?"
Just such a question makes me not know how to answer it. So in the end, I had to open my gym to Rainey so that she could exercise every day, and then find the books she was "interested in" about world politics, economy, military diplomacy and so on, and read them to her.
This has continued until now. When I came here, I had to bring Rainey with me. Because I don't know what Rainey would have become without me. Will you just die, or will you continue to live as it is? Whatever it was, I didn't want to know. So I took her with me anyway. As if in Moscow, we were inseparable.
Because I'm in a new place, I want to try again and see if I can reverse Rennie's sick personality.
"So, Rainey, don't you feel anything when you see this?"
In the room that Kulicino had arranged for Rainey, I asked Rainey about it.
"The people of this country are very weak. Only twenty-five divisions were needed, as well as sufficient armored forces, to completely destroy the country. We can take the Netherlands and Belgium by surprise from the northβ"
"-I'm not talking about that." I said, "Look at the city of Paris, with its spacious and bright streets, its satisfying people, its shops, its delicious food, and its ...... What do you think? β
"It's a big city, indeed." Rainey nodded: "The financial institutions and people gathered here, as well as the wealth accumulated by the French for hundreds of years. It's all in Paris. If we can control the cityβ"
"--It's not that." I was a little helpless: "I mean, Rainey, look at the lives of these guys, the house of that Miss Kulicino, the beautiful clothes and whatever, don't you have any feelings?" β
ββ¦β¦ What touches? "It's only a little bit, but I still see a hint of doubt on the other person's face.
"It's just that you see, those foods, do you have a feeling of wanting to eat them after reading them? When you see those beautiful clothes, do you have any desire to wear them? When you see those jewels and beautiful scenery, do you feel touched in your heart? β
"Eat because you're hungry, drink water because you're thirsty, and choose what kind of clothes to wear because of the change in temperature. I think that's the right thing to do. The smell and taste of the food, the style of the clothing are all deceiving and useless. Jewelry is nothing but a useless burden. I don't need those things. β
"Can't you just learn to enjoy life, Rainey? People living in the world really have to make some achievements to make the world remember. But if that's all there is to it, how boring is life changing? What is the meaning of living like this? I said to Rainey.
"Enjoy life...... Is this an order? Rainey asked.
ββ¦β¦ No. β
"Oh."
So, this conversation ends here. I still couldn't get Rainey to open up. But if you think about it, there's nothing wrong with Rainey like this, at least she's obedient enough.
"Then Rainey, let's do it. I've been in a hurry lately, so I don't have time at all. β
"Hmm." Rainey nodded, didn't answer, and began to undress - when she was halfway through and revealing her white and tender breasts, which were dotted with two points of tender red, I couldn't wait to press it, put my arms around her waist, kissed her on the face, and with my other hand quickly untied the belt, took off my pants, and then pulled off Rainey's shorts and stepped forward......
Because of my slightly rude movements, Rainey groaned a little uncomfortably. The complexion also became red due to lack of oxygen and hormone secretion.
I can only really feel it at such a time, only when I hold her fair, thin and delicate body, only when I look at her unbearable expression because of her physiological reaction, and only when I feel her involuntarily arching her body because of my movements, grabbing my back and orgasm, Rainey. Mirsishu Trasser's real, living person, not a puppet, or a machine, or a doll.
It was only at this time that I could convince myself that the child could still be saved. I am responsible for this child, and at the same time this child is completely mine, and I have to take care of her.
"Love you, Rainey." I hugged Rainey's body and whispered these words softly in her ear. And Rainey didn't respond as expressionlessly as ever, but hugged my arm a little harder.