The emperor came to see me, but he asked a few words of gossip, and when he saw that I was not good-looking, and I was cowardly, he didn't sit for long and left. In the past two days, I haven't come back again.

I know this man, I am nothing more than a beautiful ornament to him, or a pet that can make him happy, and then a pawn to balance the harem and the court. If he really had any affection for me, why did he depose my father in spite of my pleadings, and then he would not even listen to my pleadings, and then cast me into the cold palace and then gave me death?

He is an emperor! The emperor has no love in his heart, some are only power! His heart does not contain emotions for anyone, the only emotion he has is possession! He always proves with his strong physique, and at that time, I was obsessed thinking, maybe he has a little affection for me.

However, I lived poorly, and only after I died did I understand what I was to him.

In my spare time, I figured out that he was to me, so what about me to him?

And what are my feelings for him?

If so, why am I not jealous at all when he pampers other women? If so, why am I so obsessed with his body?

There is no love, no hate, and the rest is probably unwilling!

I am not reconciled! I am unwilling to spoil me for six years but also prevent me for six years, I am not willing to be exiled from your father, I am not willing to be sent to the cold palace by you, I am not willing to be willing to give me the death penalty!

With this unwilling heart and this resentment, I returned to his side.

Raising his head, he glanced at the blue sky, like a huge piece of blue jade, with occasional clouds like silk in between. The sun shines warmly on the spring morning, which finally makes people's hearts feel a little comforted.

I sat under the porch, leaning against the railing, and the magnolia flowers planted in the yard had not yet bloomed, but the leaves were green and oily, and they were growing very well. In addition to the magnolia, there are pomegranates, plantains, and osmanthus in the yard, and citrons and moonflowers are planted in the back of the yard. At this time, it is not the flowering season, so it is not yet the time for incense in the Incense Pavilion.

"Mother's body is better, but don't catch the wind anymore. "The vernal equinox said as he put a cloak on me.

I turned back to her and smiled, "Thank you, you always think about me." ”

The spring equinox hurriedly said: "I have tormented the slave maid, how can I afford to thank the mother." ”

I only smiled, still looking at the sky outside the courtyard, with wings rolled on both sides and glazed tiles shining in the sun. Poor eyesight, after all, can't go beyond this sky!

With a burst of ringing bells, Concubine He came with the palace people around her, because she likes chrysanthemums, and the palace people around her are also named after chrysanthemum varieties, two close to her, one is called Jin Rui, and the other is called Jiuhua. Concubine He is wearing a smoky cloud brocade cardigan skirt today, with lifelike butterflies embroidered with gold thread on the skirt, and pearls of excellent color and texture are rolling on the butterfly wings.

When she saw me outside, she also said, "Yo, why did you come out, it's not good to lie in the house, be careful and catch a cold." ”

I hurried over to greet her, and she helped me up, looked at my face, and said, "It's better than yesterday." ”

I smiled and said: "Sister Lao remembers, I come to visit every day, and I'm almost fine, this place is far away from my sister's Chengqian Palace, and my sister is uneasy." ”

She helped me and smiled, "Are you still afraid that I will be tired? ”

Entering the house and sitting, serving tea, the concubine took a sip slightly, put down the tea bowl and said intentionally or unintentionally: "On the way here, I passed by Jade Xuan, and I just heard some interesting words. My sister has been stuffy in the house for the past few days, so she must not know, right?"

I smiled and said, "If my sister has anything to say, you might as well say it directly." ”

"Okay, then I'll ask you clearly," she glanced at the people in the room, except for Jin Rui and Jiuhua beside her, there was only the vernal equinox. Then he said, "My sister fell into the water, what the hell is going on?"

I smiled and said, "It's all my own carelessness." ”

She looked at me and said, "What's the matter, you still won't tell me the truth?" From the Jade Pavilion to your Ning Xiang Pavilion, this way has been spread all over the road. Could it be that you are afraid of her? It's just that you have a reliance! But no matter how powerful the person you rely on, can you still surpass the emperor?"

I smiled softly at her: "Sister, I am cruel and others will not be cruel to you, it is indeed me...... If someone really wants to harm me, why should I keep my mouth shut?"

Concubine He still had an expression of "you are still hiding from me", and I had to sigh: "But sister, even if someone really wants to harm me, I won't say it." No one will believe it, and if you don't get it right in the end, you will be beaten upside down, so why bother?"

Concubine He pondered for a moment, nodded and said, "What you said is also true, I am bent on not letting you be wronged, but I am a little radical." She smiled and said, "In vain, I have been in the palace for all these years, but I am not as good as you who have only been in the palace for a few months." ”

I shook her hand and smiled, "My sister is dedicated to me, why don't I know? It's not that I'm smart, it's just that I'm cowardly and don't want to mess with those people. ”

She smiled and said: "With you, as long as you have the emperor's favor, there will be another prince by your side in the future, and there will be nothing to be afraid of." ”

Depression flashed in my eyes, and I said lightly: "I just want to spend my life in peace, and I am pampered, but it is just a passing cloud." ”

"Fool, even if the women in the harem are not favored, they must have heirs! Even if it is a princess, if there are no children by her side, how can you pass this lonely deep palace?" Although she was smiling, there was no lack of tiredness in her tone, and her eyes were also deep.

I don't know how important the Seventh Prince is to Concubine He, how can she really hope for another competitor?

They smiled at each other and continued to drink tea.

In fact, what I said was indeed sincere, because I ended up childless in my previous life, in this life, I beg God to have mercy and give me a child, whether it is a boy or a girl, I will treat her as a jewel and not let her suffer the slightest grievance.

After sending off the concubine, I asked the equinox: "Is there a lot of rumors outside?"

The spring equinox said: "The palace people have nothing to do in their spare time, so they can only talk about this." ”

I thought about it and asked, "What did Gu Yu's girl say to the outside world?"

"Don't worry, the slave told her not to let her talk. It's just that the most important thing that people in the harem lack is imagination, the more Gu Yu doesn't say it, the more people speculate, and who is the initiator of the incident of Niangniang falling into the water, it has been spread more than true!"

I stroked the lines of the lotus pattern on the tea bowl and thought to myself: The reason why the rumor spread so quickly is probably because someone really hopes that the truth is just as the rumor spreads!