What makes Li Xiaoqiang uneasy is actually a very ordinary, very inconspicuous little thing. Of course, it is also very likely that Li Xiaoqiang himself is nervous, and it is more likely that he is self-inflicted.

Li Xiaoqiang's current mentality is a bit strange, in fact, even he doesn't understand it. As a middle-aged uncle with a psychological age close to 40, he boasts that he has seen many winds and waves. How can such a make you feel uneasy? It's a bit of a shame and it's so unscientific.

Of course, as long as he encounters "unscientific" things, people like Li Xiaoqiang often prefer to ponder. Li Xiaoqiang even thinks that this should be regarded as one of his good habits.

But unfortunately, this time it seems to be different. And a lot of things are different!

Li Xiaoqiang has also analyzed it, and he thinks he has thought it through. But what about the end result? On the contrary, Li Xiaoqiang was even more unable to calm down, and he was even more restless now.

can make Li Xiaoqiang uneasy, of course, only Lin Mengyu!

Li Xiaoqiang is a reborn person, a guy who "lives two lives". This kind of person often has a very bad habit, that is, it is easy to feel too good about himself. If you really want to analyze it carefully, this situation is also human nature, and it is not particularly excessive.

Needless to say, the reborn is actually an ordinary person, when he looks back on his past experiences. You must feel like you've "done stupid things" before, right? , I must feel that my thoughts at a certain stage are "very naïve", right?

This should be a very common phenomenon, for example, a middle school student who feels that he was "naïve" in elementary school, what about a college student? He must have felt that his ideas in middle school were "too simple" again.

Waiting for you to join the work and go into society, waiting for you to start a family, start a business, get married, have children, etc...... Then the situation is even worse. You definitely feel "naïve" more often than not. This should be a very common rule. This should also be considered human nature.

What about being a born-again? His mentality is actually similar to this situation. He not only looks at himself, he also looks at the people around him, because he has more experience in that half of his life, he just looks at the thoughts of other adults, and he will also feel that other people's ideas are wrong. This should be quite normal.

Well, it's because of this phenomenon that a reborn person often feels good about himself. Of course, if it's just "feel good about yourself", that's fine. But when I met Li Xiaoqiang, a person who already felt good about himself. This kind of thin-skinned and good-looking person. Then the problem is serious.

If two "feel good about yourself" are superimposed, then there can only be one consequence, and that is "narcissism"! Serious "narcissism"!

When Li Xiaoqiang pondered for a long time, he himself was shocked. After doing it for a long time, how did you become a "narcissistic" person?

Of course, a truly narcissistic person, he often can't see his own shortcomings, and he will never admit that he is narcissistic. So from that point of view. Li Xiaoqiang can realize this, which also shows that he can still be saved.

Let's take Lin Mengyu as an example. Li Xiaoqiang wanted to soak people in his hands, and he first had a preconceived idea. Li Xiaoqiang is through various analyses, he combines the situation of the past life and the situation of the present life. He thinks that Lin Da Beauty must have had a crush on him. At the very least, she has a good impression of herself, right?

To be honest, has he confirmed Li Xiaoqiang's idea now? The answer, of course, is no.

That's as someone who is a bit narcissistic. Will he try to think differently? Of course, it can't be.

Otherwise, how can it be considered narcissism?

Li Xiaoqiang has been out for several years as a "trial hand". The relationship between him and Lin Mengyu is full of turmoil in this small county. It has also become the laughing stock of Zhao Dabao and them after dinner. But let's be honest. Is there any obvious progress in the relationship between Li Xiaoqiang and Lin Mengyu?

Of course, there is no such thing.

Not only not, but in fact, in the past few years, because Li Xiaoqiang often participates in competitions outside. He actually didn't say a few words to Lin Mengyu.

Now the crux of the problem comes out, all of Li Xiaoqiang's actions actually have a prerequisite. All his ideas are based on "people have a crush on me". According to the urine nature of people like him, he may still be waiting for others to "chase back". Admittedly, this should be the reason why he has been yelling for years, but there has been no progress at all.

To be honest, Li Xiaoqiang returned to his hometown this time, in addition to the other reasons he displayed, was there any reason for Lin Da Beauty?

In the deepest part of Li Xiaoqiang's heart, there must be this reason.

In their previous lives, Li Xiaoqiang and Lin Mengyu were just junior high school classmates. In fact, when they were in high school, they didn't have much interaction. In this life, the situation is finally a little better, and Li Xiaoqiang has been a classmate with others for 3 years. Although there was no response, Li Xiaoqiang's "trial hand" was barely out. But now? I'm about to graduate from high school. In the future, everyone will go their separate ways, and there will be fewer opportunities in the future.

Is it still like in a previous life? The two met again after many years? Then ran to the K hall and sang a song "Pieces of Maple Leaf Love"?

It was under the support of this mentality that Li Xiaoqiang ran back to his hometown at this juncture. But when he came back, he found that the timing was still wrong, and it seemed that he was destined to make no progress when he came back this time. Because people are now preparing for the final sprint before the college entrance examination. Even if you have a thick skin, what if it causes other people's psychological fluctuations?

must admit that a narcissistic person like Li Xiaoqiang will never admit that he can't pick up girls. Of course, he will always be able to find a reason for himself,

Now, for example, he seems to have found a good reason for himself. As for whether people have a crush on themselves? A person like Li Xiaoqiang, he wouldn't think about it. Even if I thought about it, the thought flashed through my head. He himself would never admit it.

If there is no latter thing, then Li Xiaoqiang has nothing to think about, and he can only drag it out like this and continue to look for the next opportunity to "try his hand". As for that chance to appear in the Year of the Monkey? Li Xiaoqiang himself is also unclear.

Li Xiaoqiang returned to school this time, in addition to participating in necessary graduation activities, such as taking graduation photos and receiving graduation certificates. The most he did was actually write a graduation message.

I don't know when I started writing my graduation message. In short, it is especially popular in this era. And not only in this decade. If you push it back a few years, push it back for more than ten years, and it is estimated that it will still be very popular. Graduation means, after all, separation.

Not to mention the current era, this era of communication and liaison is not very convenient. Even in later generations, in the era of mobile phones and the ubiquitous Internet. Graduation messages also have practical implications. If most people think about it, you can easily find that some of your high school or college classmates you haven't been in touch with for a long time. Not to mention meeting a real person, there may be very few phone calls.

It can be seen that writing a graduation message. It is indeed of practical significance.

When Li Xiaoqiang returned to school, of course, there were many classmates who asked him to write graduation messages. Keep him busy. Because Li Xiaoqiang is a celebrity in Cuiwei Middle School. Not only did his classmates ask him to write, but also other classes asked him to write. Even as long as you are a Go enthusiast. Regardless of whether you are familiar with Li Xiaoqiang or not. Relying on the same class as Li Xiaoqiang, they all like to let Li Xiaoqiang "write a few sentences". This makes Li Xiaoqiang sometimes wonder if this is like writing a graduation message, which feels a bit like a celebrity signing.

Li Xiaoqiang not only writes a lot, but also is particularly intensive. Because everyone knows that he will soon be going to Japan to compete. So in those 10 days or so. Li Xiaoqiang has to write a lot every day. When catching up with the most, Li Xiaoqiang has to leave messages in more than a dozen graduation albums a day.

If it's just a casual write, forget it. But Li Xiaoqiang is a good-looking person. Even if it is such a graduation message, he always wants to be different from others. I had to search my stomach every day to find different sentences and leave them in other people's commemorative books. In this way, Li Xiaoqiang inevitably became bored.

It's the day. Another graduation commemorative book was handed to Li Xiaoqiang. Li Xiaoqiang's boredom finally broke out:

"I said Xiao Hei, you're not sick, are you? What kind of graduation message are you asking me to write? I think you're really sick in the head, do we need this thing between us? ”

It must be admitted that Li Xiaoqiang was originally worried about Lin Damei's affairs. Besides, if you write too much "message", you can't write anything new. It also adds to his irritability. When Zhao Dabao also pretended to hand over a guest book. Li Xiaoqiang finally caught the punching bag.

Because in Li Xiaoqiang's subconscious, he never thought of writing any bullshit messages with Zhao Dabao. In his previous life, even until the day Li Xiaoqiang was "reborn". Both men are very close. Phone calls are the norm. At least 10 meetings a year. Basically, it's not separated. Faced with such a situation, Li Xiaoqiang of course thought that Zhao Dabao was sick.

Facing Li Xiaoqiang's questioning, in fact, Zhao Dabao himself felt awkward. He scratched his head embarrassedly, and he smirked twice:

"Hehe, I don't mean anything else...... I see, Chubby, you might as well write me a few random sentences. If you have also written, then my graduation book will not be missing. ”

"What do you mean?"

"You don't know, do you? In my commemorative book, all the students in the class have already left a message except for you. At first, I didn't really think about asking you to leave anything to say. But then I thought about it, in order to ensure the integrity of this guest book. Chubby, you should write a few sentences casually, you can write anything, just think of it as my pursuit of perfection......"

Hearing Zhao Dabao's reason for saying the past, Li Xiaoqiang's anger was not so great. But he still felt awkward in his heart:

"Can you really write anything?"

"Of course, I just want to pursue wholeness, I really don't mean anything else, even if you scold me on it......"

Li Xiaoqiang took the graduation guest book in Zhao Dabao's hand, he turned directly to the last page, and then wrote a few words:

"You're finally perfect! Li Xiaoqiang. ”

Then he handed it back to Zhao Dabao with a smile:

"You're satisfied, aren't you?"

Seeing such a strange graduation message, Zhao Dabao unexpectedly smiled:

"Okay, good, good message. To be honest, I'm really afraid that you will write some kind words on this, and then two sentences of life and death. That's the real awkwardness. Yes, yes, your message like this is the best. This also makes my guest book truly complete. Tsk, I really didn't see it, how did I suddenly find out that your calligraphy is also improving...... Hey, did you hear me? Why are you in a daze again? I said you're boring......"

Not bad. Li Xiaoqiang was in a daze again now, and he suddenly discovered something, something that seemed a little unusual. Li Xiaoqiang suddenly discovered:

So far, I don't seem to have written a message to Lin Damei!

When Zhao Dabao came over today to "ask for an autograph", it was already late June. Li Xiaoqiang will soon go to Japan to compete. In these days, Li Xiaoqiang wrote a lot of messages to his classmates. Not only did I finish writing everything in my class. Many of my classmates in other classes have also written a lot. For example, now, even Zhao Dabao, who thinks that he needs the least "message", he comes to him to leave a message. But why did she ......

Sometimes you have to admit that although Li Xiaoqiang's pickling level is not good, his associative ability is still quite good. Especially when he is in a state of "narcissism". That's easier to think about:

"Lin Da beauty didn't let herself write a message! So what does she mean? Normally, there are two situations in which classmates do not write messages to each other: one is to hate each other extremely and to be enemies with each other. In this case, a message will not be requested. She and I are definitely not enemies, and with my beloved Li Xiaoqiang, it is impossible for people to be extremely annoying. This situation can be ruled out. So what's left of it......"

"Why do I need to write a graduation message? That, of course, is because of the separation. For example, like Zhao Dabao, because I don't think I will be separated from him, I don't think I need to write. Is it ......?"

Thinking of this, of course Li Xiaoqiang couldn't calm down. Because he suddenly found out that Lin Mengyu didn't let him write a message for her. Is this a response to her "try-out"?

It was for this reason that Li Xiaoqiang began to feel uneasy. It was for this reason that Li Xiaoqiang began to suffer from gains and losses, and even became suspicious.

The day of leaving home is fast approaching. Li Xiaoqiang also spent time in the entanglement. Because even he thinks that his inference is obviously a bit wishful thinking. It's completely like you're nervous, and it's more likely that you're making yourself amorous. Of course, in the next few days. Lin Mengyu still didn't ask him to write a message.

Until the first night of Li Xiaoqiang's departure!

"Blackie, what are you doing there again?"

"Shhhh Be quiet, there's someone looking for you over there. ”

"Who?"

"You go over and see ...... for yourself"

Li Xiaoqiang saw Lin Mengyu.

There was a smile in his eyes, but he looked calm. Lin Mengyu's pretty figure appeared in front of Li Xiaoqiang.

However, at this time, Li Xiaoqiang did not have time to observe the appearance of Lin Damei. His attention was attracted by a graduation guest book in Lin Mengyu's hand.

The book was printed by the county printing house, and the graduates basically had a guest book. In the current Li Xiaoqiang's view, the packaging and style are not flattering.

Seeing Li Xiaoqiang stunned looking at the commemorative book, Lin Mengyu pursed his lips and smiled:

"Li Xiaoqiang, do you want to write me a message? Don't tell lies, tell the truth. ”

"Ahem, do you want me to write you a message? Tell the truth, and don't tell lies. ”

"You speak first."

"Why do I say it first?"

"Because I asked first, and besides, you're a boy."

At this moment, Lin Mengyu looked at Li Xiaoqiang quietly. She was waiting for Li Xiaoqiang's answer. Although it was night, Li Xiaoqiang could also find that Lin Mengyu's face had become slightly red.

At this moment, Li Xiaoqiang suddenly became very happy, and his heart was full of joy. His eyes brightened. In the end, he said happily:

"I'm honest: I don't want to. I don't want to at all. What about you? Now it's your turn to speak. ”

After hearing Li Xiaoqiang's words, Lin Mengyu's face became even redder:

"I actually...... Don't want to ...... either."

After hearing Lin Mengyu's answer, Li Xiaoqiang almost looked up to the sky and roared. It's not easy! Now it seems that his "rumored girlfriend" for so many years seems to finally be possible to become a "decent girlfriend".

"Take the test!"

"You too, play well!"

"By the way, since you don't want me to leave you a message, what are you doing with this thing in your hand?"

"It's not mine, it's yours."

"What! It's mine? ”

"Yes, in these days, you have left words for other classmates, and this book is the words left for you by your classmates."

"Thank you, thank you, everyone is really hearted."

Suddenly it turned out to be the case. To be honest, Li Xiaoqiang was a little ashamed at this moment.

Lin Da Beauty seemed to know Li Xiaoqiang's current mood, and she suddenly said to Li Xiaoqiang:

"Li Xiaoqiang, do you know? Seeing your message to Zhao Dabao, I was going to write you a sentence as well. Now that I'm not going to write it, I'll tell you about it."

"Hehe, okay."

What Li Xiaoqiang didn't expect was that Lin Mengyu's next sentence directly stunned Li Xiaoqiang:

"Li Xiaoqiang, in fact, what I want to tell you is: narcissism is actually a disease! Hee-hee......"

"Ahem......"

Looking at the back of Lin Da Beauty's escape, Li Xiaoqiang muttered to himself:

"That's right, you have to cure ......"

At the beginning of July 1991, Lin Mengyu and Zhao Dabao were about to take the college entrance examination. And Li Xiaoqiang, he is about to fly to Osaka, Japan, to participate in the semifinals of the "Fujitsu Cup". (To be continued......)