(Ah, ah, it was supposed to be a good sixth watch today, but it took too much time to design that N field and write this chapter, so I can only get five chapters out of the end...... Imitating the tone of Chairman Shui's speech, and describing the trauma caused by the "sympathy" in the heart of the mercury lamp, Ling occasionally revised it repeatedly, and wrote this chapter, which took two or three hours in just 2,000 words, so it was the last ...... Today there is a sixth watch...... Broke my promise again, sorry...... But he is still cheeky and begging for subscriptions and rewards...... ）

"Here...... Is this the N-realm of mercury lamps? ”

When a gloomy and dilapidated scene full of sadness and desolation came into view, Asami and Liz couldn't help but sigh in unison.

There is not a hint of bright color, there is only oppressive gray and darkness. All around, all kinds of dilapidated medieval buildings, messy and old, as if hundreds of years ago, they were once subjected to the fire of war that consumed everything, and since then they have been extinct and uninhabited. The pointed tip of the Gothic church pierced the gloomy and obscure sky, and it seemed so weak in the face of the darkness, as if the God who ruled all could not feel the light in his own church. In all directions, the ruins and broken walls, the roadside, under the dead trees, in the dirt, as well as the cracked walls and dilapidated houses, you can see all kinds of incomplete tattered dolls, as if they were torn alive by someone when they were still "alive", and the empty eyes of the tattered dolls seemed to contain endless despair. This place seems to be a strangled abandoned baby farm, an abandoned baby farm for dolls, and the puppets that are abandoned here from time to time, the severed arms and stumps, and the mutilated bodies. Those empty eyes make people shudder. And the cold and relentless dark wind that blows from time to time. It makes the sad and desolate atmosphere in the whole space seem more depressing and desperate.

Even when Asami hadn't done anything in the real world before, she had watched the anime of "Rose Girl" and watched the N realm of mercury lamps, and when she really stepped into this world now, she couldn't help but be amazed.

The gray darkness seems to have swallowed up all the good, all the light.

"I've never seen such a desolate world......" Liz looked around and sighed, "What's that...... Mercury lamps. Is this the world that is connected to your inner world? ”

"Hmph, hehehe, is there anything surprising? Welcome...... Welcome to my field. ”

In the voice of the mercury lamp, not only was there no obvious sadness at all, on the contrary. It's indifferent. There is even a sense of pride.

“……”

Before entering the realm of N, Xiao Ye activated the [Super Clone Technique] and transformed the mercury lamp as a clone. Let her move freely within a certain range, anyway, this is her "territory", the first time she enters, no matter what, you have to let her open the way.

The so-called realm of N is one of the virtual and the real. Positive and negative, the world where everything exists and nothing exists. A great fantasy world, it has no specific "position", as if it exists in the gaps of the world, but its many "interfaces" correspond to the specific positions of many "present worlds". There are many "doors" in the N realm, and each door is a different world. It is difficult to understand this kind of virtual and real thing, but if you think of it as a "wormhole" on the spherical surface of space-time, then you may be able to understand its existence a little. Wormholes do not belong to a specific space-time, but they exist between each space-time, and do not belong to any one world, but they are closely connected to many different worlds and different universes in the past and future. A small displacement in the wormhole, corresponding to the "outside" world, may have moved tens of thousands of miles. A subtle operation in the wormhole, corresponding to the "outside" world, may have already undergone huge changes. …,

However, the nature of the N-realm itself is all off topic. Now, Xiao Ye has entered the N realm of mercury lamps, and one of the many "doors" in the N realm corresponds to the world realm. Each Rose Maiden has a "small" N-realm associated with her own mental space—although this "small" is not small at all—and the N-realm of the mercury lamp is exactly that......

A ruined wall in front of me.

A puppet abandonment field that is enough to make everyone who yearns for the light a little bit can't help but sigh.

There is only one person who does not sigh for this - or rather, "does not want to" for it -

"Ah, looking at your looks, it seems that you are not used to this space!"

The mercury lamp had already floated up at this time, floating in mid-air, slightly higher than everyone else, with a slightly mocking smile.

"It's really a desolate place...... Asami sighed slightly and said slowly, "Mercury lamp, although I have seen your N realm in the anime a long time ago, but I didn't expect that after I really walked in, I could feel that it was more desperate and sad than I imagined, everything here is also a reflection of your heart, it really makes people feel sympathetic, mercury lamp, your heart, has always been, must have been deeply longing for ......"

"Huh, sympathy?" But Asami's words were not finished, and the next moment, the mercury lamp had directly interrupted her with that slightly mocking laughter, and then, in a joking voice, said, "You want to say, you sympathize with my 'despair' and pity my 'sadness'?" ”

"I just hope ......"

"Do you want me to live in your sympathy, in your pity, and then you live your own life in that sense of superiority that sympathizes with others and pities others?" "People are always so hypocritical, always trying to find more desperate and sad beings than themselves, taking their existence as proof of their superiority, from the so-called sympathy and pity for them, to obtain a kind of satisfaction from a high vantage point, in this hypocritical contrast between high and low, to obtain a so-called helping hand from above, to show their hypocrisy, to show their tenderness—for those who are sympathetic." They exist precisely to embody the value of sympathizers, right? ”

"Mercury lamp, why do you think so......" Asami couldn't help but say in a daze when she heard her say this, "I didn't mean to look down on you at all......"

"The so-called sympathy and pity are originally based on the psychological basis of thinking that they are superior and superior to others, and on the psychological basis of despising others. True red is like this, and it seems that you have always lived in a very beautiful and privileged environment, and so is it," the mercury lamp interrupted her again, and said coldly, "I am ...... I hate this kind of 'sympathy' that looks down the most—the so-called sympathy and pity are just the most hypocritical feelings in the world. ”

“……”

"Hawkers, after the adjustment, walk out of the city from here, it is the Yong'an City in Xiao Ye's impression, now, please take your so-called sympathy and leave this realm that makes you feel unaccustomed." (Your support is my biggest motivation.) )