Chapter 233: Guilt
Once one engages in something, one finds that time flies quickly, flying around the canyon of misery, and before you know it, it's dinner time.
Fly to an absolutely safe position hundreds of meters in the air, set up the hang-up machine to make a magic scroll, and Zhang Dali went down the line.
Xu Ranran had almost prepared dinner, and when he came to the kitchen and looked at Xu Ranran's somewhat haggard face because of the intensity of his work and always having to take care of his daily life, Zhang Dali felt very guilty in his heart.
Because he was busy with the affairs of the game, he always had little time to get along with Xu Ranran in reality, no time to go shopping with her, no time to accompany her to eat delicious food, and no time to do too much.
This is really not a couple, but a couple who should be in love and about to enter the palace of marriage, Zhang Dali's heart is indescribably uncomfortable.
But there is no way, he has too many worries in the game, even if he squeezes out time to do something with Xu Ranran out of guilt, he will always think of the things in the game.
This is a disease, a disease that cannot be stopped after climbing from the bottom to the peak.
This illness allowed him to continue to climb, but it also caused him to lose a lot of happiness in reality.
Life is like this, full of flaws.
Zhang Dali doesn't like shortcomings, and in the past few days after buying a house, he has been thinking about whether he should give up some of his investment in the game and pay more attention to real life.
But until now, he has struggled to make a choice.
There is no way, you can't have both fish and bear's paws, and money and love are two different things sometimes there will always be conflicts.
He has lived through the darkest days, and he is more focused on his achievements than most people in this world. And now, it is his golden age, and it is really difficult for him to make himself less of a game and more at ease with reality.
Zhang Dali knew that Lu Dao was willing to wait for the mercenary group or guild to develop. He can strike a balance between the game and reality.
But I don't know what year and month the road will be, and the time of regret cannot be made up.
"Ranran, I'm sorry." Knowing that the shortcomings were doomed, Zhang Dali walked behind Xu Ranran, who was still busy in the kitchen with an apron, grabbed her waist from behind, and put his cheek on top of her long hair.
Burberry Beats Citrus Perfume is mixed with the characteristic smell of oil smoke in the kitchen and the smell of well-cooked dishes, and the smell is a little weird, good and bad.
said that it smelled good because the smell was emitted from Xu Ranran's body, and this reason alone was enough to make Zhang Dali intoxicated.
It doesn't smell good. That's because it's actually a very strange smell.
It's like the smell of cheap shampoo, hair wax, and shampoo in the shampoo shops that you can see everywhere on the street.
Zhang Dali knew that the smell of perfume alone was definitely a very good smell, and as for the fact that it would not smell very good now, it was because of him.
Before he arrived. Xu Ranran is not a girl who is happy to go to the kitchen, which can be seen from the fact that there was no trace of grease in the kitchen room before.
But now. She's after a busy day. had to rush home to take care of him, and dealt with firewood, rice, oil and salt unfamiliarly and clumsily, which really wronged her.
On more than one occasion, he had seen small red spots on Xu Ranran's arms and face that had been scalded by hot oil. Although Xu Ranran never mentioned it to him, he looked at it in his eyes, apologized and kissed the little red spot, doing too much like this. He himself felt a little sad.
As a man, he did too little.
As a woman, Xu Ranran has done too much.
He was guilty and worried.
In fact, life now is completely different from Zhang Dali's fantasy.
He should have made Xu Ranran carefree. But now it is Xu Ranran who makes him carefree.
"Why did you say I'm sorry again, didn't you say don't say these three words? I'm your wife, and that's what I'm supposed to do, and I love doing it for you. Turning around, he rubbed Zhang Dali's cheeks, the corners of Xu Ranran's mouth raised, and gave Zhang Dali a bright smile.
She knew that Zhang Dali apologized for what she was doing, but she felt that Zhang Dali really didn't need to apologize for this.
Zhang Dali is struggling for this family, and she should naturally share the housework for him.
Besides, it is really a happy thing to be able to do this for the man you love.
Besides, Zhang Dali doesn't do nothing.
When she went to work, Zhang Dali got up early every day and prepared breakfast for her.
With this one alone, Xu Ranran felt that it was enough, and felt that his efforts were worth it.
However, hearing Zhang Dali's apologies, Xu Ranran was still very happy.
Because, this means that Zhang Dali cares about her and does not ignore her efforts.
Being recognized by your loved ones is more joyful than anything else.
"Thank you." Zhang Dali hugged Xu Ranran into his arms and kissed her.
"Ranran, or you resign." Reluctantly left Xu Ranran's warm lips, Zhang Dali pinched Xu Ranran's cheek and said.
This idea has been in his mind for a long time, and out of his understanding of Xu Ranran, he has not dared to say it, and now he finally can't help but say it.
"Well, I'll think about it." Xu Ranran turned around and stir-fried the dishes in the pot.
"I can support you, you don't have to work anymore, it's too tiring to work and take care of your family." Zhang Dali took the spatula from Xu Ranran's hand and stir-fried the dishes in the pot.
"I always feel that it's not good for only one person in a family to make money, if I can't make money by myself, what if you dislike me in the future. The risks of being a housewife are too great, and it is no easier than work. Snuggling on Zhang Dali's shoulder, looking up at Zhang Dali's side face, Xu Ranran felt that he was very happy at the moment.
"You are good-looking, high-IQ and diligent, where to find such a woman, I dislike you unless my brain is in water. I think it's good to be a housewife, it's definitely easier than work, and it's good for you and me. Zhang vigorously tried to persuade him.
"Actually, I also thought about quitting, not because I was too tired, but because I felt that we hadn't seen each other a few times a day, and we slept in the same bed at night, and we didn't have a love life at all, which was really unusual. I was embarrassed to say before, but now that you have said it, then I think you can think about it. However, if I resign and you dislike me in the future, don't blame me for being ruthless and urging Ding Ding. Xu Ranran playfully made a slashing gesture at Zhang Dali.
"yes, that's great, I don't have to think about it, I just decided so happily." What Zhang Dali is most happy to see now is that Xu Ranran resigns and then gets along with him more.
Even though it is likely that it is still the same as now, everyone does not spend much time together in reality, but it is certain that it is much better than when Xu Ranran was working.
After having the swift ghost bat, Zhang Dali has been thinking about waiting for the day when he is free to take Xu Ranran to Xiao Secheng.
After Xu Ranran's resignation, there is no doubt that the online time will become longer, and in "Chaos", which is similar to reality, the two of them actually get along with reality when they live together.
"Okay, listen to you. However, it takes time to resign, and it is not so fast. ”
"Zhilu Dao, go, eat." confirmed that Xu Ranran would resign, and Zhang Dali's mood was not so cheerful because of guilt. (To be continued......)