"What's the matter, what are you doing here??"

If Zhang Hengyi's words were heard by the fans of Yan Hate Xue on the Internet at this time, then he would not have to be sprayed with dog blood, a beauty of Nima's level took the initiative to come to you, don't you hurry up to leave a good impression on others, but ask what people are doing here? !

I went to it, and it is estimated that even if I dig three feet into the ground, it is impossible to find a man like Zhang Hengyi, who can still treat a disaster-level beauty like Yan Hatxue and still treat each other so badly.

"What? This is where I discovered first! Are you allowed to come and still not allow me to come?? ”

However, it is also strange to say, in the past, Yan Hatxue, who didn't even bother to take care of those stinky men who flattered him everywhere, and had a very bad temper, was well-behaved and lovely in front of Zhang Hengyi, who ignored him, and was very patient, and rarely lost his temper, at most he was just a little temperament.

No, if any man dares to say such a thing to Yan Hatxue, then he will want to take care of him in the future, but if this is put on Zhang Hengyi's body, it will be a common thing, and it seems that Yan Hatxue will not be angry at all.

"Uh, no, I didn't mean that, I just wanted to say, huh...... By the way, didn't I tell you to train as a hero? You didn't look at your hero pool shallow, it's too easy [targeted, why do you still have the leisure to run here to blow the wind and hang out?? ”

After thinking about it for a long time, Zhang Hengyi found a decent reason, hoping to let this aunt and grandmother go back to the base for training honestly. So that I can take the opportunity to be quiet by myself, and by the way, think about it now after PDD retires. What should mg do next?

"Don't worry, I'll definitely work harder on this. I will never let my mid lane become a shortcoming for our team again! But it's you, what's the matter, leaving a person and making you sad like this?? ”

When Yan Hatxue said this at this time, she didn't know what was going on, she suddenly only felt a hot burning on her face, in fact, even she didn't know why she came here by ghost, but after seeing him walk out of the base like a lost soul, she subconsciously came here, and then sure enough, she found that he was very wrong.

She didn't know if it was PDD's sudden retirement that hit him hard. She felt very uncomfortable in her heart, and she didn't know what it had to do with whether others were uncomfortable or not, what she only knew was that since she was here that day, by the Huangpu River, she had heard his words, and she also knew that he had known his unknown life experience, she ......

To be honest, she really didn't know why she took the initiative to join the MG team, and she didn't know why she couldn't help but follow. Even, she didn't understand why she suddenly had a feeling that she really had never had before, wanting to care about someone......

"Actually, I really don't understand. With your strength and fame, I believe that no matter which team you join, you will definitely be able to sign a huge sky-high contract, but why do you want to make yourself so tired? ? ”

I waited for a long time and didn't see him speak. Yan Hatxue couldn't help but feel a little anxious, she couldn't tell why she was in a hurry. She just couldn't figure out what the man in front of her was only in his early 20s. Why do you have so many unattainable dreams, why do you have to make yourself so tired?!

"yes, I sometimes ask myself, why do I have to do this? And why do you have to make yourself so tired?? But ......"

The same question, why didn't Zhang Hengyi ask himself, he could have chosen a more relaxed life, he could have lived without being so tired, but as he said in the end, but!

"But I just don't understand, I always feel that this is not the life I really want, this tiring and painful thing at the moment is what I really want to pursue! I really don't know why, but there is always a voice echoing in my ears, and it is it that tells me, motivates me, and even spurs me on! I ......"

Zhang Hengyi was excited at the moment, and suddenly turned his head and stared at the person in front of him, he was not casually perfunctory, the fact is that he can always feel a voice or power from the heart, urging him all the time, calling him!

He has no choice, he can only collide with such a bumpy road, he really doesn't know what he is for, but he knows very well that if he chooses another more comfortable or comfortable life, he will be better than now!

It's even more uncomfortable!!

"I ......"

At this moment, looking at his confused but resolute look in front of him, Yan Qixue only felt that something inexplicable seemed to be touched in her heart, and at this moment she was really deeply shocked by the man in front of her and the words that came out of his mouth!

For a moment, she was a little envious, even jealous of the person in front of her, although he may be very tired and not so comfortable, but he knows what he wants, he knows where he should go in the future, he knows how to go, and he has already walked on this road!

As for himself, what is even more tragic than him is......

She doesn't know what she wants at all, she doesn't know what she should do next, what she should do in the future, and even more strictly, she doesn't know who she is living for, and she doesn't understand what the meaning of her existence in this world is.

Compared with his hard work and hardship, what makes him feel more powerless and uncomfortable is his own mediocrity, which is ......

"Seriously, I really envy you, you have parents who love you, and you have your own big dreams and pursuits, and now you have your own career and partner, but what about me? I was abandoned by my biological parents since I was born, and if it weren't for the old dean's pity, I picked me up. Maybe I don't exist in this world anymore. ”

Suddenly, Yan Hatexue, who has never been silent about his life experience. At this time, she recounted her very miserable situation without warning, but perhaps she had already felt numb to it. Her expression did not reveal any emotional fluctuations.

"I still remember that day, the first snow in the winter had just fallen, the old dean picked me up at the gate of the orphanage, I hung a cardboard around my neck, on which was written my biological father's surname - Yan, because the blood that day was very large, the old dean said that she had seen the biggest snow in her life, the snow accumulated on the roof of the orphanage, it looked as if there were thousands of layers as thick."

It's just that the only thing that mentions the old dean. It is rare to see a trace of reluctance and childlike joy from Yan Hatxue's calm face......

"So from that day on, the old dean named me Yan Qianxue, Qianxue Qianxue, she probably wanted me to be as simple as that snowflake, and I would no longer suffer from all the dirt in this world, but"

Yan Hatxue shook her head with a wry smile at this time, as if her situation and her name happened to be the most ridiculous thing in the world. On the side, what shocked Zhang Hengyi deeply was that Yan Hatxue used to be called Yan Qianxue, not the current ......

"You know what happened next, the old dean is dead. I was also adopted, and in the end my stepfather tried to rape me, and I got away with it. Since then, I have wandered the world and lost my place. And from that day on, I hated the injustices that this world had done to me. I hate everyone and I don't trust anyone, I hate this heaven and earth, so I changed my name myself, and since then, I have been called ......"

Yan hated the snow!!

Zhang Hengyi's eyes shrank suddenly when he heard this, obviously he was greatly shocked in his heart at this moment, he didn't expect that behind Yan Hatxue's extremely tragic life experience, there was such an unknown story, it turned out that her real name was Yan Qianxue, but in the end, it was herself, and she changed it to Yan Hatxue for herself!

"I ...... But I still think the name Yan Qianxue is much better. ”

Zhang Hengyi blinked in shock, but in the end he said such a sentence without pain.

"Hehe~, maybe......"

Yan Hatxue couldn't help but smile lightly when she heard this, this was the first time she took the initiative to mention her life experience to someone, and it was the first person in the world besides her to know her real name, and it was precisely because of this that she habitually took out a cigarette from the bag she carried with her, and then 'clicked'.

"What's wrong? Do you hate the smell of smoke? ”

At the moment when she lit the cigarette, Yan Hatxue keenly noticed that he couldn't help but wrinkle her nose, and when she linked it to his habit of never smoking on weekdays, she couldn't help but ask curiously.

"Well, sort of."

Zhang Hengyi couldn't help but be stunned when he heard this, and then nodded casually, obviously not caring about this trivial matter, after all, he was already surprised by Yan Hatxue's smoking.

At this time, after listening to all the stories of Yan Hatxue, he was really a little emotional for a while, so his eyes couldn't help but wander the riverside again, as if this could make his rather heavy heart feel a little better.

"Oh, what about beautiful women? But...... Do you like long black hair? ”

Yan Gexue sensitively noticed that as far as Zhang Hengyi's eyes could see, there was a tall beauty with long hair fluttering and black hair dancing with the river breeze, which made her subconsciously think that Zhang Hengyi was admiring that beauty.

"Huh? Yes...... Yes, yes, I think it's more natural and comfortable to look at. ”

Zhang Hengyi obviously didn't expect that Yan Hatxue would suddenly come up with such a headless sentence, and then when he saw the long-haired beauty in the distance, he suddenly realized, and subconsciously nodded, indicating that he really likes girls with long black hair.

It's just that because of his heavy heart, he didn't find out that the cigarette that had been lit by Yan Hatxue was already quietly thrown at his feet by Yan Hatxue inadvertently.

Then the black heel slammed on, but in an instant, the cigarette that had only been smoked for one or two puffs was suddenly crushed (to be continued...... R1292