Chapter 491: Is It Really Impossible to Love Anymore? (iv)
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Under my mother's strength, I chose to remain silent, but at that time, I didn't know what the three months of parting meant to Xiaoya. Now that I think back to it, there was a strange clock in the royal court, and the hour hand of that clock traveled very slowly, and it only traveled two squares every day and night in the court, and I am afraid that the outside world could only complete two laps every day.
That is to say, every day that passes in the outside world, a full twelve days will pass in the courting city, and an hour in the real world is a day in the Tingcheng world, Xiaoya didn't tell me this, I should also be afraid that I won't return to the outside world after I know, right? Because every small delay in the outside world may be a long day for Xiaoya, and I left my parents for three months this time, which is four years ......for Xiaoya, and four years of being alone, because my stupidity has left Xiaoya alone for four whole years!
The three months in Kyushu were not as good as they could be, and it can even be said that there was no difference from the previous life, and my parents still regarded me as a transparent person, almost ignoring my existence. If it weren't for Lujia missing me, I'm afraid they wouldn't have brought me to Kyushu at all, to put it simply, bringing me to Kyushu was just a compromise so that Lujia could attend classes with peace of mind, but at that time, I didn't show this at all.
Someone said that when you're happy, you see the world differently, and now I know it's true. Because of the excitement of going out with my parents for the first time, I completely ignored the disgusted expressions that the two of them occasionally showed when they looked at me, and I didn't realize that even when the family arrived in Kyushu, they subconsciously avoided me, as if they didn't want to be with me. I was just happy, just happy, just being able to be with these so-called parents. I'm stupid at that......
It's such a stupid person, I returned to Tokyo three months later and ran to find Xiaoya, and at that time... I hurt her deeply......
"Hey, Alle, here's ......"
When I came to the forest where I entered the entrance of the royal court city, there was a sign that read "The New Campus of the White Emperor Academy was selected for construction".
"Forget it, it's better to hurry up and find Xiaoya......"
Ignoring this, I walked through the forest again, and what appeared to me was the familiar garden and the familiar castle.
"Xiao Ya - , Xiao Ya - , Xiao - Ya - ......"
When I came to this castle, I don't know why it became a haunted house. The surroundings looked as if no one had cleaned them for years, and no matter how much they searched, they couldn't find Xiaoya.
"What should I do, where did Xiaoya run to, shouldn't she go out to find me?"
Thinking of this, I quickly went downstairs to the room with a magic mirror at the bottom of the castle. If you are here, you will definitely be able to find Xiaoya by that mirror, I thought at the time.
"Squeak-click!"
When I opened the door that seemed like it hadn't been opened in a long time. A full head long. The figure in shabby clothes and dirty looks appeared in front of me, if it weren't for the patterns on the clothes that could still be vaguely seen that it was Xiaoya's clothes, I might have shouted hell!
"Xiaoya!"
The dirty girl lay weakly on the mirror, because I couldn't see her face clearly because she was lying on her side, but my intuition told me that she was Xiaoya. You can't go wrong!
"Xiaoya, what's wrong with you, Xiaoya-!"
"Kobayashi ......"
"Xiaoyaβ"
I hurried over because I heard Xiaoya's voice. However, I stopped as soon as I took two steps, and I stood still, looking at Xiaoya in confusion, not knowing what was happening.
"Don't come here, please... Don't come over ......."
"Xiao Ya ......"
"Don't come here, turn your face away, I don't want you to see me like this, please, turn your face away!"
"Xiao Ya ......"
"What are you still doing here, get out of this room quickly, I don't want you to see me like this!"
After hearing Xiaoya's words, my heart seemed to be held by someone's hand, and an indescribable pain and soreness surged into my heart.
"Don't come here, go quickly, you, don't look at me!"
"Xiao Ya ......"
Seeing me coming, Xiaoya roared loudly as if she was crazy, but I ignored this, and after walking to Xiaoya's side, I hugged her, and then kissed her regardless of Qiqi, at first Xiaoya was still desperately avoiding my lips, but then we both gradually sank and began to ask for each other, and we were so entangled in this way when we were young............
I didn't say anything all night, and the next morning, Xiaoya and I woke up, and neither of us talked about the "three months" that I was not there, but spent a few days in the same situation as before, and this is probably the last happy time for me. During this period of time, Xiaoya and I seem to have reached an inexplicable tacit understanding, and this tacit understanding allows none of us to take the initiative to destroy the current atmosphere, until I once again broke this tacit understanding with incomprehension......
"Na, Xiaoya, in fact, I told my parents about you, and my mother said that as long as I can earn my and yours' living expenses, they won't care about us, so... Xiaoya, let's go live outside this castle with me! β
"Na! Lesser! β
"I'm not going to ......"
"Hey......?"
"And I'm not going to get you out of here......"
"Hey!"
I stood in the hall of the castle and watched the myriad of swords that appeared around me with a wave of her hand, and they surrounded me like a cage, immobilizing me.
"Wait...... what are these... Lesser! β
"Xiaolin, forget about that kind of parent."
"Forget, how is this possible, what are you talking about... Xiaoya, although my father and mother may not be perfect parents, they have worked very hard, and this time they took me to Kyushu to play......"
"That's not going to play at all, they just treat you as a burden, why don't you understand, Xiaolin!"
"Ha, what are you talking about, how can Dad and Mom ......"
Although there is a voice in my heart that tells me that what Xiaoya said is true, but as a child's feelings, I know that these are facts but I don't want to believe them, but because of this ridiculous stupid attachment, I hurt Xiaoya.
"Because I couldn't get out of here, I used to hope that ...... would at least give you pride and confidence...... So that you can find happiness in the outside world......"
"But ......, with a guy like that, you're only going to ...... Get unlucky. β
"Ha, what's wrong Xiaoya, did you misunderstand something?"
"There's no misunderstanding, guy like that...... Let's go to hell! β
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This is the first time Xiaoya has really been angry in front of me, even if Xiaoya was angry before, I could feel that she was joking with me, but this time it was different, this time Xiaoya was really angry. But, in fact, I'm not qualified to say Xiaoya at all, because I'm actually angry, I'm actually angry with Xiaoya for that kind of scumbag parents, I... It's really... Big stupid.
"Xiaoya......? What's wrong? What the hell is going on? Why say such excessive words all of a sudden! β
"It doesn't matter how you want to scold me, but Xiaoya, as long as you see your parents... Certain... You'll understand, they're actually good people! β
"How stupid are you going to be...... I think that kind of person is a good person! β
Hearing that I was still defending that kind of person, Xiaoya was really angry, and she jumped off the high platform, and then casually pulled out a long sword from the ground and slashed at me. (To be continued!)