Chapter 40: Emotional Problems
It is very difficult to take a taxi on Gui Street, many people from the restaurant are looking forward to it on the side of the road, Hong Tao decided to take the bus back, anyway, the bus stop here is very close, take the 107 trolleybus, 5 stops to the Drum Tower, and then walk along the back of the sea to the store.
While waiting for the car, Hong Tao looked at Zhuge Fei's little face, it seemed that she had really drunk too much, her originally white and pure little face was already red, and her little smiling eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog. As the saying goes, "wine strengthens people's courage", and people can be strong when they are courageous, not to mention that we are not afraid of people. Hong Tao felt that the atmosphere was very awkward and silly when the two of them stood side by side, staring ahead, so he stretched out his hand and held Zhuge Fei's hand again, which looked more natural.
"Sun Yan said she likes you very much, do you like her?" Zhuge Fei's hand was very hot, soft and a little baby fat, when Hong Tao held it, she didn't struggle, just shrank back slightly, and then was pulled back by Hong Tao.
"Generally, I don't like it, I don't like it, I don't hate it, she has a good personality, and as far as I know, Huang Mao likes her a lot." Hong Tao turned his head to look at Zhuge Fei's face, it seemed that this little girl must have an idea.
"We are good friends, we have been classmates since elementary school, she is good and beautiful, why don't you like her?" Zhuge Fei borrowed the strength of the wine, and did not lower his head at a glance as usual, but looked at Hong Tao and said.
"Hey, it's the same as eating between people, some people like to eat sweet, some people like to eat sour, there are no fixed rules at all, let's go, the car is coming." Hong Tao is reluctant to talk about this topic, although Zhuge Fei is very popular, but for this kind of girl who is not deeply involved in the world, Hong Tao's vigilance is still very high, if you are not sure to continue, don't recruit people, there are many girls, just for physical considerations, there are many in the song hall, just pay for it, and there is not so much psychological burden.
Zhuge Fei obviously belongs to the type of person who talks a lot when she drinks alcohol, and she chatted with Hong Tao a lot along the way, from family to work, from school to work, anyway, Hong Tao listened to her most of the time, and walked to the front of the school for the deaf and dumb, she stopped chattering, glanced at Hong Tao, and then said:
"I'm home......"
"Well, go back and drink more water, and your head won't hurt when you sleep, see you tomorrow." Hong Tao clapped her hands, then stood still and watched the girl slowly walk into a courtyard.
"Alas...... Who would have thought that we are now loved by everyone and cars. After laughing at himself in his heart, Hong Tao turned his head and walked towards the way he came, he planned to go back to the store first and then go home.
Zhuge Fei actually didn't have a headache, although after drinking a glass of liquor, he felt a little dizzy, but his whole body functions were still under control, and his mind was also very clear. The reason why she didn't go to Sun Yan and their movies under the pretext of having a headache was mainly because of Hong Tao, since Hong Tao held her hand in the morning, she fell into a kind of ambivalence, afraid that this man would look at her, but also afraid that she would not see this man.
After a day of ideological struggle, Zhuge Fei still decided to take the first step bravely, because this man was excellent in all aspects. First of all, he is a college student, which is better than his own high school graduation, and can meet the requirements of his parents for his future son-in-law; secondly, he does his own business, and it seems that the quality of life is very good, and wherever a man who can make money is put there, there will be a woman who likes it; At the end of the year, he looks okay, although he is not handsome, but he is tall, especially the one who is very suitable to stand with him.
Zhuge Fei has no family background, her parents are diligent middle school teachers who have worked hard all her life, she also has a younger brother under her, who is in her first year of high school this year, because she was not admitted to college, she is very disappointed for her parents who are teachers, and at present all their focus is on her younger brother, it is estimated that in their opinion, the only thing that deserves their attention is whether they can find a suitable boyfriend.
It has been 3 years since I worked in the bus company, and I have made a small improvement from being a conductor to becoming a driver. It's not that no boy has pursued her over the years, on the contrary, many young men in the unit have expressed their willingness to do so to her, and she has also had a boyfriend in the same unit, but they broke up in just a year and a half, because she felt that the boy could not bring her a sense of security.
When she met Hong Tao this time, from the first time she met, she felt that this boy was different from others, always seemed so calm, although he didn't talk much, he was very humorous, and he seemed to be well-informed, including Sun Yan, several girls in the class had a good impression of him.
Later, I listened to their chat, this boy named Hong Tao was not only a college student, but also went to the sea to start his own business, and seemed to be making a lot of money, at this time Zhuge Fei had already begun to compare Hong Tao with the boyfriend he had before, and the result was that Hong Tao won completely.
But Zhuge Fei doesn't have Sun Yan's natural extroverted personality, she doesn't dare to ride on the back of a boy so boldly and play around, but from the bottom of her heart, she is still willing to contact Hong Tao more. Later, when he got in the car and shared a car with Hong Tao, Zhuge Fei's heart was also very happy, after all, it is always a pleasure to be able to face a good boy.
When he held his hand in his hand, she felt that she should also like him, just when he scratched his palm with his fingers, she even had a very comfortable and enjoyable feeling, this feeling was very similar to the feeling she felt when she had sex with her previous boyfriend, she was a little soft at the time, and she didn't know how she drove the car, until she got out of the car, she slowly calmed down the throbbing in her heart.
And tonight, the two of them held hands and waited for the car, got in the car, and walked by the lake, what a warm moment, when they walked to the shore of the back sea, she even thought that if he hinted at her or made any request, as long as it was not too excessive, she could agree, and she also brought the topic to this many times.
But what made her very disappointed and embarrassed was that this man always refused to talk, always vaguely unwilling to break through the boundaries of ordinary friends, although he kept holding her hand, but never scratched her palm frivolously, nor did he say anything else, just like a big brother leading his little sister home.
Zhuge Fei hid in the shadow of the doorway, watched Hong Tao turn around through the crack in the door, and slowly walked in the direction of his fishing tackle shop, and the sense of loss in his heart was completely implemented. Is it because you are not beautiful enough? Zhuge Fei thinks that although she is not a beauty, she is also in the middle and upper range, especially her skin and figure, which are very attractive, at least the boys she has been in contact with since high school and after going to work have said so.
So why is this boy not tempted?
It's easier to practice than to learn the rules, even if it's outdoors and it's winter, it's better to be happy than to sit indoors and listen to the rules. But these are not the point, the point is that Hong Tao has been paid attention to by Zhuge Fei, she is no longer as intentional or unintentional as before, but sits with Hong Tao generously, chatting together, can't be together at work, and must be together when you go home, as for Hong Tao's fishing tackle shop, Zhuge Fei has been to it twice, and she didn't want to go home after learning to drive, so she followed Hong Tao to the fishing tackle shop to chat and play.
Regarding Zhuge Fei's change, Hong Tao didn't know what to say about it. If you like a person, you can put it into action, this is normal, Hong Tao can't say that the person she likes is not worth her pursuit, but the first time she encountered this kind of treatment of a woman chasing a man, even though Hong Tao has more than other people's life experience for decades, he is not used to it, because he has not personally experienced this situation in his previous life.
Let Hong Tao feel fortunate that Sun Yan is there, I don't know if it is due to Huang Mao's unremitting efforts or Zhuge Fei's private notice, anyway, now Sun Yan and Huang Mao have come together, which makes Hong Tao save a lot of heart, if there is another drama of two good friends becoming competitors on the emotional road, Hong Tao's head will be really big, and it is a sin that the charm value is too high!