Chapter 18 Encountering Yan Hate Snow Again

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"This, he...... Why does he still have the face to come to Yan Hatxue?? ”

Zhang Hengyi was a little unimaginable at this time, he didn't understand what kind of bullshit Lu Junyuan dared to have the face to continue to come to Yan Hatxue, could he forget the shameless things that his beast father had done before? !

Only then did he understand, no wonder Yan Yanxue was so unkind to see him when he was in Paris before!

"Alas, it's hard to say, anyway, there are a lot of twists and turns, as for the specific situation, maybe only Yan Hatxue knows best, but maybe she has experienced so many hardships since she was a child, but her character is really a little close to people."

I don't know how far I went, and I don't know how I finished this journey, Zhang Hengyi sat quietly in the taxi at the moment, looking at the fast-passing scenery outside the car, but in his heart he was still immersed in Yan Hatxue's extremely miserable life experience, his mood fluctuated, and he was obviously greatly shocked.

It wasn't until today that he finally understood why, why Yan Hatxue, such a beautiful woman who had fallen into the country and the city, would be willing to stay in that isolated psychiatric hospital for so long.

The reason why her personality is so eccentric, even a little lawless, and completely unbound by worldly ideas, is not because she has a problem with her brain. But he was really forced by life, and he was forced to do this by this bitter and cruel reality!

She doesn't have any loved ones to rely on. She has no friends to trust, and she is like an orphan abandoned by the world. There is simply no place for her in this world!

That's why she became so sensitive, so funny and absurd, so alternative and abnormal, in fact, this is just her subconscious protection of herself, and the miserable life of her childhood leads her to never trust anyone, and she doesn't want to trust anyone!

And because of this, she seems to be a person who does not belong to this world, she is not bound by all the rules and regulations of this world, and she can not care about what others think of her. That's why she is so freewheeling, so bohemian, so alternative and nervous

"Yan hates snow, Yan hates snow ......"

Zhang Hengyi looked out the window silently at this time, as if Yan Hatxue's cynical appearance appeared in front of his eyes again for a while, but now he was not the slightest bit angry and puzzled, he was already able to deeply understand and understand the motives and reasons for her qiē move!!

He was muttering her name as he felt like he suddenly understood the purpose of the strange name. Its moral is just like the extremely miserable life of this Yan Hate Xue!

She is full of deep hatred for everything in this world, for all people and things

"No, it can't be like this! It's not the life she's supposed to spend! Everyone's life should not be forever in pain and resentment! She should let go of the suffering and pain of the past. Go and have the courage to find your new life again! Find the meaning of your own life!! ”

Suddenly, an idea of wanting to help Yan Gexue suddenly jumped out, and this thought appeared so suddenly. But so intense!

At this moment, Zhang Hengyi was not for his MG team. He is really just a simple pity for Yan Hatxue, and a pity for this girl who has been living in dire straits since she was born!!

And now it's under a coincidence. made himself know about Yan Hatxue's tragic life experience, so Zhang Hengyi tried to do his best, wanting to be able to help Yan Hatxue, and to help her get out of all the misery and pain she once had and have a new life of her own!

So he couldn't stop, Zhang Hengyi's footsteps were already moving forward on their own, but just like when he met Yan Gexue here yesterday, at almost the same point in time, he came to the Huangpu River again, and met it again

Standing quietly by the river, his eyes did not know where to extend, a long white dress that reached the ankles, dancing with the wind of the river at this time, and the long fiery red hair, just scattered and fluttering, like a fairy falling from the sky......

It's just that at this time, Zhang Hengyi once again saw Yan Hatxue's bewitching and peerless figure, looking at her beautiful figure, but he couldn't help but feel pity, he really felt sad for Yan Hatxue from the bottom of his heart, after all, who would have thought that behind this extremely beautiful scenery in front of him, there would be such a miserable life experience and situation? ?

"Alas, I really don't know if it's a blessing or a curse, God has given her such a perfect appearance and posture, as well as such a talented e-sports talent, no matter which one of these, it is the envy of others! But it's a pity that she endured such a miserable life for it when she had these things that countless people dreamed of!! ”

Zhang Hengyi couldn't help but shake his head and sigh secretly when he thought of this: "Maybe this is life, there are gains and losses, when you get something that others don't have, you must give up other equally important things for it!" It's just that this time, it's more extreme in Yan Hatxue's body......"

Silently blowing the river breeze, Yan Hatxue's heart is always rippling, which is really a rare thing for her, who has long been full of despair and hatred for the world, she has long thought that in this world except for the resurrection of the old dean, there can be nothing that can affect her heart, but now

Since she scolded Zhang Hengyi for a while yesterday, Yan Hatxue's anger in her heart slowly calmed down, but she found that she was always a little uneasy, which made her feel very strange. I really don't want to believe that it's all because of that hateful bastard!

So she had to come to the river again. wanted to distract himself and completely forget Zhang Hengyi's bastard in the back of his head. But what I didn't expect was that Zhang Hengyi, who was scolded by himself yesterday for being a dog blood sprayer, and in the clouds, would stand beside him boldly again today!

"Before I think I'm in a good mood and want to kick you into the river, get out of here! The farther you go, the better!! ”

Yan Hatxue's voice was as cold as ever, just like a wild rose in winter, although it was beautiful and moving. But he didn't dare to approach at all.

"I ...... I already know, I know, about your background! Zhang Hengyi's words were amazing, but it suddenly made Yan Hatxue chaotic, and in an instant, she was like an angry tigress, and suddenly turned her head and stared at Zhang Hengyi, that look seemed to be able to penetrate the air, and directly pierced Zhang Hengyi's skin!

"You! What do you know?? And how do you know?! ”

"I went to a psychiatric hospital today. Listen to what the little nurse said there, Yan Hatxue, I'm looking for you this time......" Zhang Hengyi didn't seem to see the fierce eyes on the side that were about to kill at the moment, and he still said to himself.

"You go away! I don't want to listen to you! I don't need your pity!! ”

In an instant. The moment she learned that the other party had indeed understood her life experience, Yan Hatxue staggered like a suddenly frightened little white rabbit. She wanted to stay away from him step by step, and it was as if she had suddenly been stripped of all her disguises. But it was panic and vulnerability that I had never felt before......

"No, I'm not pitying you. It's not that I'm here to be hypocritically kind, I just want to share with you a story, a story that is real, that happened to me."

Zhang Hengyi didn't look at the panicked Yan Hatxue on the side at the moment, he was afraid that she would not be able to bear his eyes, he just said as if no one was around, as if he was telling a story to himself.

"He is one of my best friends, he was born in poverty since he was a child, and his family has been farmers for several generations, but his father is a capable man, born to do business, with his smart brain and down-to-earth and hard-working spirit, their family situation is slowly getting better, but unfortunately the good times are not long"

Yan Hatxue seemed to realize that the other party was not pitying or pitying herself at this time, which made her suddenly feel a sense of peace of mind that she had never felt before, and then the footsteps that were about to flee in a hurry couldn't help but stop, and for a while she quietly listened to the story told by the other party, but she seemed to be slowly immersed in it......

"The natural gas company that their family borrowed money from exploded because of an accidental gas leak, and the explosion directly took the lives of more than a dozen workers, as well as the hope and reliance of their whole family.

"You may not understand the feeling of suddenly falling from heaven to hell, anyway, their whole family has been living with this huge debt since then, even when he went to college, because the family didn't have enough money!"

Suddenly, Zhang Hengyi's voice suddenly choked up, but he still endured it and continued: "He can only kneel in front of the leader in public, praying that the tuition fee can be discounted by 20%, and this is finally the ...... of going to this university."

Suddenly, Zhang Hengyi turned his head, he stared at Yan Hatxue's dodgy eyes, as if he was telling her again, but as if he was saying it to himself: "He was the same as you now!" He is full of despair for his fate, full of resentment towards the whole world, and he hates the cruelty and injustice of fate to him!! ”

But what he didn't expect was that while God closed a door for him, it opened another window for him! He suddenly found that he had a talent for e-sports that was far beyond ordinary people, so he was extremely keenly aware that this was an opportunity to change his fate, and he resolutely embarked on the road of e-sports, and embarked on the thorny road of unremitting struggle for his dream! ”

Although his world didn't improve much at the beginning, their family was still saddled with millions in debt! But the difference is that he has his own dreams! He will no longer curse and complain meaninglessly, he will not live idlely, and his life once again has hope and motivation!!

His days are filled and happy! ”

"Dream...... Is it really-really that attractive? Yan Hatxue's eyes were no longer as empty as before at this time, but they were suddenly full of a little brilliance, just because the first time she came into contact with the dream word, it sounded extremely magical!

"That's right, if you don't have what you want to pursue or dream about, what's the point of living? On the contrary, no matter how great the difficulties and setbacks a person endures, as long as he still has a dream, he will never fall!! ”

Zhang Hengyi's eyes at the moment have never been resolute, in fact, he is not saying these words to himself, he is reminding himself all the time that he must stick to his dreams, and he must not give up easily!

"Remember! When God closes one door for you, he will inevitably open another window for you! No matter what life throws to you, don't despair of the world! As long as you still have your own dreams, you have the power to turn decay into magic!! ”

After finishing speaking, there was no stop, but Zhang Hengyi turned his head and left, at this moment, he didn't have any intention of pulling Yan and Xue into the team, he really didn't have this mind, the reason why he came over to say these words was just out of the desire to help her.

"Hey! Don't go! I ......"

Hearing this, Zhang Hengyi's figure that had just turned around couldn't help but froze suddenly, and then he turned his head with a strange look on his face and asked suspiciously.

"Huh? What's wrong?? ”

"That...... I don't know what a dream is, and I don't know what to pursue, but I feel like "

Yan Hatxue's voice trembled slightly at this time, she seemed to have discovered a new continent at this moment, but in fact, she was not tired of the current life?

"I feel that you are right, even though I spent most of my first life in suffering and grief, now I can have a new life of my own!

So I decided......

I! I want to follow you to join the MG team! Maybe this will help you realize your dreams and find my own dreams as I wish!! ”

As soon as the words fell, the conversation between the two came to an abrupt end, Zhang Hengyi looked at her with excitement at this time, looking at Yan Hatxue, whose eyes were full of unprecedented brilliance, and for a moment, he really smiled happily.

It's just that this time, he didn't laugh at the pie in the sky because Yan Hatxue chose to join the MG team, and the cool mobile phone is waiting for you! Follow from ~ point / official account (WeChat add friends - add official account - enter dd), participate now! Everyone has a prize, now pay attention to the dd WeChat public account! (To be continued......)