Chen Gouyu's brows furrowed into a Sichuan shape, he really couldn't figure out where Fan Xiaobai would go.

I searched all over the house and didn't see any trace of Fan Xiaobai, and even the things were placed according to their original ways, and there was no trace of being passive at all.

If it was said that she went out by herself, then the people sent by Xiao Jingshan secretly to monitor should have found out, after all, there are only two exits in the alley, and it seems that the possibility of being hijacked will be a little greater.

But Fan Xiaobai has told himself a lot in these days, basically except for the most important part of the secret, the rest of Chen Gouyu has a general understanding, the place where Fan Xiaobai lives is extremely hidden, she was arrested before just because she wanted to take drugs too much, and ran to a hawker who often sells drugs to take drugs, just the hawker was instructed by the person who arrested her, and immediately reported the news after seeing Fan Xiaobai, so there will be the scene where Chen Gouyu and Fan Xiaobai met for the first time.

Could it be that she's gone to that place again?

It can't be played missing for no reason.

In the past few days, with some drugs given by Cheng Sisi to suppress drug addiction, Fan Xiaobai's drug addiction has gradually been within the controllable range, and sometimes when it is serious, Chen Gouyu will help Fan Xiaobai light a cigarette, and after two puffs, it will gradually ease up.

Chen Gouyu has been with her this morning and afternoon, and Fan Xiaobai has not been addicted to drugs from beginning to end, which makes Chen Gouyu a little surprised, and I still think that this little woman's psychological restraint is still good.

It's just that just as he asked Fan Xiaobai again and again, saying that he went to the street to buy something, Fan Xiaobai also waved his hand and said that it was okay, but why did she disappear the moment he bought some apples on the street?

Judging from the situation at the scene, Fan Xiaobai was suddenly taken away by someone who jumped out of the window, and the person who came had an extremely good kung fu foundation. Fan Xiaobai may have struggled, but the other party did not have any politeness to her, and directly knocked her unconscious and took her away.

Fan Xiaobai's residence is very secret, she told Chen Gouyu before that she didn't tell anyone about the place where she lived, there was only one girl who had a particularly good relationship with her, she once mentioned it, but she didn't say it in detail, so she said an approximate location, and when Chen Gouyu frowned, Fan Xiaobai swore that the girl would never betray her!

It's just that now it seems that Chen Gouyu is a little funny when he thinks about it.

If Fan Xiaobai was kidnapped, then 100% would have betrayed the girl she kept saying that she played with the best. When you don't see how dark the world is, you should never say how beautiful the human heart is, and don't swear by it.

Because perhaps you will die a miserable death, at the hands of the one you believe in.

"Huh?" At this time, Chen Gouyu glanced at it, and suddenly found that there was a notebook on Fan Xiaobai's desk that was particularly conspicuous.

Because there was a stack of books on Fan Xiaobai's desk, the books were neatly arranged, but the book was abruptly inserted in the middle of the pile of books, and it looked like it was stuffed in a hurry. The edges and corners of the book are horizontally outside.。

Chen Gouyu stepped forward quickly, took out the notebook, and turned the first page.

This is actually a diary, many people will have the habit of writing a diary, it seems that Fan Xiaobai should also have such a habit, there is a pen on the table that is not covered with a pen cover.

Noticing these details, Chen Gouyu immediately turned to the latest page of the diary, and his eyes pulled down, and he saw that at the end of the page, there was a happy character, only a right half was written.

It is conceivable that Fan Xiaobai may have taken advantage of Chen Gou's leftovers to go out to buy things and secretly write a diary, but at this time, someone may have visited, resulting in Fan Xiaobai's diary being only half written, so he was thrown on the table, opened the door to see the visitor, and was kidnapped away.

Chen Gouyu poured the diary back, turned the first page, and saw the handwriting on it, I have to say that Fan Xiaobai's handwriting is very beautiful, although it is crooked, but it is its own style, it seems to have a unique style.

November 5th, sunny day.

Today I discovered something that made me feel hopeless.

My parents are targeted by them, they are the most murderous dark forces in Mianyang, and those friends on the road told me that they can do anything. My parents offended them and would definitely be retaliated against.

I was a little scared and confused. Will they do horrible things to my mom and dad?

On December 2nd, it rained heavily today, the weather was gloomy and terrible, and at home, the atmosphere was also gloomy and terrible, my father had not been back for a week, this week my mother was always crying in the room, and when I asked about my father, she would always pretend to be calm and comfort me that it was okay.

Is it really okay? I don't know, although my relationship with my father is not very good, I hope he is okay.

On December 4th, it rained all the time, perhaps sympathizing with our family, just yesterday came the bad news, my dad he has ...... My mother told me that my father died in a car accident on the road, but I didn't believe it, because her prevaricating tone was very obvious, and my mother was also very uncomfortable, I didn't ask much, and at night, there was a sudden knock on the door at home, and then my mother put on her clothes and went out, it was already late at night, there was thunder outside the window, I didn't dare to sleep, my mother hadn't come back yet, I had fallen to the bottom. Unknown confusion.

Am I like this, never to see my dad again?

On December 15th, Wuyun's mother never came back after going out more than ten days ago, and now I am the only one left at home. What should I do?

On February 12th, I don't know how long it took me to write a diary again, and when I opened it, my hands were shaking and my pen was no longer steady.

Home is no longer home, and I live the New Year alone, and on New Year's Eve I was in a lifeless home, giving myself an injection with tears, yes, I was taking drugs.

After my parents left me, I began to degenerate, every day in the bar and nightclub, a few days ago when I was drinking in the bar, there was a little man, very ugly, he asked me if I wanted to have some goods, I was drinking too much, and I was not in a good mood, so I came a little. But I didn't know it was drugs.

Then I got into that drug, and now I'm not the same person I used to be, the three million have been swept away by me in the past few months, and the drug is very harmful, but I can't do without it now, and the money in my hand is quickly spent, I think, if I wait until I'm penniless, I can die with peace of mind.

Leave this world forever and go to a world where you will not be harmed.

On March 2nd, although I don't want to admit it, I still have to admit that I just rolled on the ground like a dog, I was uncomfortable, I was really uncomfortable, it was a feeling that I couldn't describe in words, as if I would die if I didn't breathe, all the money on me had been spent, and that ugly little man would not give me a full bag of poison powder like he did at the beginning.

I don't know how long I'll be able to breathe, I don't know how long I'll be awake, maybe the next second, maybe the next minute, I'll suffocate, I'll die.

It's okay, let me die early, I don't want to live in the world anymore, and now Fan Xiaobai is only a body and a heart full of revenge.

A walking corpse that everyone swears and everyone spits on.

……

After looking down a few more pages, Chen Gouyu's brows furrowed higher and higher.

All the sadness of Fan Xiaobai will be written on paper, maybe except here, she has no harbor to confide in, this is a poor, and a woman with a story.

The diary records her experience from the death of her parents to drug abuse, and the more she looks down, the more sympathetic Chen Gouyu becomes, she does suffer some inhuman pain.

It turned out that some things were not as she said at the beginning, drug addiction, which was contaminated by herself.

I was arrested on March 28th!

Two days ago, there was a sudden knock on the door of the house, and when I opened the door, it was three men I didn't know, and they tied me up without saying a word, and the action was very rude, and then I was knocked unconscious, and when I woke up again, I was taken to a place, and then I was locked up, and it was dark there, and then I learned from their inadvertent conversation that this was where my parents worked, and they were discussing how to solve me.

At last a fat man came, and he gave me a cold look, as if he was looking at garbage, and covered his nose and went out again.

He said kill me.

But luckily, when I was taken out to dispose of it, I found an opportunity to kick the man who had kidnapped me in the crotch and ran out.

But it's a big place, and it seems to be an underground space, so I wandered around for a long time, got lost, and accidentally broke into a huge underground factory.

Seeing what they were producing, I finally understood what my parents did, they were actually employees who processed drugs! I took this opportunity to secretly record a short video, since they want to kill me! Then I'm out now! It won't make them feel better!

But fortunately, I finally managed to escape, and I will never forget the indifferent expressions of the people wearing white masks in the underground factory, and maybe it was the same when my parents worked inside.

On April 2nd, I had to move, the last time I escaped from the underground factory, I also stole a few packs of powder, contacted the seller to buy a part, kept a part for myself, and the remaining tens of thousands of yuan, I hope to be able to use me to get through the difficulties of drug rehabilitation, I really want to quit drugs, this can't go on, I want to avenge my parents! I'm going to crush them!

It's been a month since May 3rd, not only did I not succeed in quitting drugs, but I became even more emaciated, I couldn't quit drugs, I still had to wait for death, I just had a cheap life.

Two days before May 10th, I had one of the most unforgettable experiences of my life.

I was going to go out on the street and ask the short man for a bit, even though he was still so ugly.

But I can't contain my addiction anymore, and I have to go to him for something, even if he wants my body.

But when I got to the dwarf, I was caught, and there was another person I knew, the man who took me out last time and was about to kill me, and I kicked him in gear.

I understood my fate at the time, but I still wanted to live, and later, I met a group of people, and one of them saved my life, and I am grateful.

I, Fan Xiaobai, have nothing, and I am willing to offend such a big force because of saving me, and I finally felt what warmth is at that moment.

And today I want to write about this moment because I hope I can keep it as a memento in the future.

On May 15th, the person who saved me was called Chen Gouyu, a very earthy name, but it gave people a very down-to-earth feeling, he called a very beautiful and capable woman to detoxify for me, although I was still very uncomfortable when I was addicted, but after feeding her the medicine, the discomfort will be reduced.

Chen Gou gave me a sum of money, he asked me to eat whatever I wanted to eat, and I bought it, but I changed to a bar and bought some poison powder in it, I knew I was sorry for him, but I couldn't help it, this time must be the last time, and I must quit drug addiction in the future!

On May 16th, I was sad today because I was seen by Chen Gouyu when I was taking drugs.

I thought he would scold me and even beat me, because I was a woman that no one would want or love, and he was so good to me, and I was still like this - but I was wrong, he waited for me to get over the addiction, and actually started to help me wash my face and hair, and I hadn't felt this warmth for a long time.

At that moment, I wanted to cry.

On May 18th, Chen Gou stayed in my house, and I was still a little nervous at first, but he was very self-contained, and never exceeded the slightest, I am very grateful to him, grateful to him for retaining the initial respect for a slut like me.

After getting along with him for a few days, I felt that he was really good at talking, and when he laughed, he was very warm, and I found that I was a little faintly happy - the diary came to an abrupt end, during which Chen Gou intermittently saw Fan Xiaobai when she was in a good mood, and also saw her irritability, despair, and even the lowest point.

Any feelings of this woman are all vented in the diary, which is equivalent to catharsis in Chen Gouyu's heart.

At this moment, the diary was restored to Chen Gou, the most authentic Fan Xiaobai.

She's just an ordinary, longing for love, she laughs, she gets anxious, she suffers.

"Xiaobai, if you hold on, I'll go and beg the boss immediately, let him transfer some manpower to me, and I'll save you!" Chen Gouyu clenched his fists, stuffed the diary back into the stack, put it in order, and gently covered the pen cover, and stepped out of Fan Xiaobai's room.