"You'd better be prepared."

Xuanyuan Beauty didn't say anything specific, but the hearts of everyone listening to it sank down, and the reason why only Wu Cong dared to meddle in the game until now was because of such an update, an unstable market was a bomb but a golden egg.

Any one update will lead to some changes to the game as a whole, which may seem like a haode for most players, but can be tough for the market or some of those who are in control.

Bai Fei stood in the room, watching the people leave one by one. No one reported anything to him, but although this situation made Bai Fei a little unhappy, it was also much easier.

Of course, there is only one reason why they don't say anything to him, that is, they don't need him to worry about it if they have the certainty of doing haode, and when they need him to worry about it, he can't do anything for the time.

When you're in a position, that pressure definitely comes with it.

Some people don't have the heart or lungs and don't feel the pressure.

Some people are born to be in that kind of place, and they are at home in that kind of position.

Some people look forward to a life of excitement and excitement, and the more stressful they are, the more excited they are.

There are also some people like Bai Fei, who are struggling to support themselves, not knowing which day they will suddenly fall. The only thing they can do is to go down and persevere. Until you can stand it down, or you can't stand it and fall down.

Or to be a real strongman under such pressure.

Forged into steel by 10,000.

Or forged into scrap.

The only advantage of Bai Fei living in this era is that he can learn anything as long as he wants, haode is bad, useful and useless. There may only be a little bit of this stuff he learns, but as long as he keeps learning, it will naturally leave a little bit of pressure into his body and soul, making him stronger and stronger. And the only thing he needs to do is study! Keep learning!

It wasn't until the day he stopped studying that he really broke down.

Of course, Bai Fei didn't understand much about these things. Bai Fei understood that his father and mother had every day, and they didn't tell him some stories about their past. All kinds of strange things, all kinds of scenery that he had never seen, all kinds of things that he had not thought about.

Under the damp bed in the sky, the stars in the sky. Dancing fires on the shores of the lake and dancing girls who are tired but pretend to be happy.

The believers who kowtowed all the way on the Potala Palace Road died on the side of the road and no one sorted them out.

The dense jungle of Xishuangbanna is an unintelligible dialect.

Sour vinegar from Urumqi.

Flowers in Lijiang, Yunnan.

The mountains and rivers of Guilin.

Even the whole of China is in their memory.

Bai Fei sometimes couldn't tell whether they were telling the truth or a lie. Is it true or false. Whether or not you really went to those places? He didn't remember having those in his memory.

In fact, he didn't care whether it was true or not, because he knew that his parents didn't say it for show or any other purpose, they just wanted to make him feel at ease and happy, even if he had his own secrets, his parents had only one choice, and that was to protect him.

Bai Fei didn't know what he had shouted or done in his dream, but he knew that he was really at ease.

On the fifteenth day of the first month, Bai Fei watched his father sitting on the table drink three bottles of liquor with someone again, and couldn't help but want to get up and persuade him, but his father drove him aside directly.

After helping him home, Bai Fei looked at his father sleeping on the bed and was silent, he didn't know if he was running away from something by drinking like this, was he running away from his almost failed life?

"Lao Tzu has never failed, don't have that expression on your face, people can see it at a glance."

Bai Fei turned his head and looked at his bright-eyed father, which was not drunk at all.

"A person can't do things for no reason, even if it's something he likes to do. It's just that if a person is drunk, usually drunk, then it is not strange for him to do anything. Bai Fei's father smiled: "Anyone needs an excuse to do things, just like gods and Buddhas, but your excuse and my excuse is wine." ”

"I saw you drink three bottles of wine with my own eyes......"

"In our time, nine out of ten people who walked the rivers and lakes were old people. If you don't have the ability to protect yourself, there is only one end for walking around, and that is to die without a place to be buried. Changing wine is a small means. Actually, I didn't drink anything at all, except for the ones that were sprinkled outside. ”

"Then I've seen you drunk since I was a child, and it's also fake?" Bai Fei couldn't believe it.

"Of course it's fake, I'm not going to get drunk. How to beat up a child who bullies you? It's not right for me to hit a child as an adult, but if I'm going to drink and not be sober. No one can say anything about me, can they? ”

Bai Fei's eyes were rolling, he didn't know what his mood was, and he wanted to say something.

"Ask whatever you want."

"You and my mother took me out in the first place, was it really for business?"

"Of course not. At that time, life was hard, but it was not impossible to live, and we people only settled down and could not get rich. Taking you out with your mother is just to let you not come into contact with people like us when you grow up. Once you enter the rivers and lakes, you will never return. There is only one way to get out of the rivers and lakes, and that is to go through the whole of China and then return to your hometown for the rest of your life without stepping out of a radius of thousands of miles. At that time, your mother had just conceived you. We made a decision, so we left, because your mother has a child, so many people are merciful. We take the rules very seriously. So I walked with your mother for ten years, and I didn't come back until you went to school. ”

"I don't believe it." Bai Fei shook his head directly: "This is not a novel." ”

"Life is much more than fiction." Bai Fei shook his head: "I saw that your appearance has stabilized, so I told you, don't worry about us, I have seen a lot of ups and downs with your mother." Whatever you want to do, just do it. Life and death are fate, and wealth is in the sky. If you dare to be soft-hearted with your mother because of me, then I won't let you go. ”

"So what's wrong with me? Will it get to the point where you tell my mother these things? ”

"The mind is restless, and the wind evil enters the body. To put it simply, it means too much pressure and insufficient mental preparation. So it is necessary to sleep while the subconscious mind helps the mind to identify with these stresses. Dreaming is essential. Not because the body needs to rest, but because the mind needs a buffer. ”

"Dad, you're so knowledgeable."

"After 30,000 miles, the fool has become a wise man. You're okay now. It's over. If you go further, you have to go down on your own, and there is nothing your parents can do to help you, so it's up to you to go where you go. ”

"Hmm." Bai Fei nodded and walked out a few steps and suddenly paused: "Dad, I see that you have a wine bottle with you, drink it after a while, the wine in that bottle is so strong, if you really don't drink, what is in that bottle?" ”

"Plain water." Bai Fei and Lao Tzu directly handed the wine bottle in his arms to Bai Fei: "Take a sip." ”

Bai Fei unscrewed it, and the smell of wine rushed directly to his nose, and he hesitated to drink it after a while. Then I was stunned, it was indeed boiled water.

But how can boiled water have such a strong wine smell?

"The nose and mouth are not a system. are two separate systems. Jianghu means, you don't have to understand. ”

"I still don't understand weishenme, you're going to pretend to be drunk?"

"Because there are some things that you can only do reasonably when you are drunk, and there are some things that you can only say reasonably when you are drunk. The life I wanted to live was the life of being drunk, so I pretended to be drunk. ”

Bai Fei didn't understand, but his words at the end of Lao Tzu made him ponder.

"White water as horse urine, sober and pretending to be drunk, this is my life, my life."