Chen Mo, who returned to the real space, was still in a good mood, although he died once in the battle, but Chen Mo knew that this was a normal situation, if you didn't die in a game, it was called abnormal. Death is not terrible, what is terrible is that there is not enough merit value to resurrect after death, which is equivalent to watching yourself step by step towards death, and it is irreversible, if that happens, it is called a terrible!

When I checked out of the hotel, it was only half past seven in the evening, and the fire, which made the boss criticize countless times, melted into the rolling traffic with black smoke.

"Su Qian, I'm Chen Mo, have you ever cooked? If you don't cook, let's come out and eat, there is a new Tan family dish here in Dongdu, which tastes good. ”

Su Qian's voice came from the phone, but Su Qian's tone seemed a little strange, "Oh, Chen Mo, I haven't cooked yet, someone from the family is here, if you have time, come back quickly." ”

Hearing Su Qian say this, Chen Mo's brows furrowed, who would visit him at this point?

Coming out of the car, Chen Mo immediately sensed that something was wrong, there were people staring at him in a few corners of this big courtyard, a total of four people!

For this feeling, Chen Mo has no doubt, after all, the 'battlefield intuition' upgraded in the space is not just a skill, Chen Mo is still quite satisfied with the improvement of his own functions when upgrading, and people who have bad intentions towards him can detect it themselves from a few hundred meters away, not to mention that it is only a few tens of meters away.

Chen Mo clenched his fists, and a slight "gaba" sound sounded. Chen Mo knew that these people had no ill will towards him, they were just staring at him, and fortunately these people were like this, if they were a little too much, Chen Mo wouldn't mind letting them try their upgraded strength and speed!

Ignoring these people who suddenly appeared, Chen Mo took the car door and walked towards the unit where he lived, and as soon as he opened the door, a familiar hearty laugh came into Chen Mo's ears.

Chen Mo's brows furrowed again, because this voice was none other than his cheap father.

In the past two years, his cheap dad has been running to himself a lot, and every time he hasn't given him a good look, what is he still happy about? No, it's here again today, and those guys outside are probably his guards.

The sound of Chen Mo opening the door made the hearty laughter stop abruptly, and then Su Qian was a little surprised to find that the old man who was talking and laughing just now suddenly seemed to be a little restrained.

"Ah, Xiaomo, are you back?" That's right, Su Qian dared to be 100% sure that the old man who had put heavy pressure on him just now suddenly seemed to be a different person, and this sentence was more like a flattering tone.

But what made Su Qian even more puzzled was that Chen Mo actually ignored the "hum", and then didn't even say hello, changed into slippers and walked into the bathroom.

This situation is very wrong, although Su Qian doesn't know the specific position of the old man who is full of pressure in front of him, but Su Qian knows the other identity of this old man, he is Chen Mo's father! But did he treat his son's father like that? Is there such a treatment of the father's son? Su Qian only felt a mess in her mind.

Although she hadn't been talking to the old man for a long time just now, Su Qian clearly remembered the first words when the old man knocked on the door, "I'm Chen Mo's father, can I come in?" ”

Facing her lover's father, the beautiful Su Qian looked flustered, what is her situation now? Girlfriend? Or a live-in girlfriend! Oh, my God! What can I do?

Although the old man tried his best to show a kind expression in the conversation, the ubiquitous pressure emanating from the old man still made Su Qian unable to calm himself down in the later conversations, the kind of pressure Su Qian was very familiar with, he could also feel it from his uncle, who was the deputy secretary of the Su Municipal Party Committee, but the pressure on the uncle's body was like the difference between the hills and the Himalayas compared to the old man in front of him.

So Su Qian guessed that Chen Mo's father should be a high-ranking official, and his position was much higher than that of his uncle. But the old man, who has the dual roles of a high-ranking official and a father, why would he be like this when facing his son?

Su Qian really couldn't figure it out for a while.

Chen Mo in the bathroom washed his face with cold water, then looked at himself in the bathroom mirror, shook his head helplessly, turned around and walked out.

Su Qian was surprised again to find that the old man stood up like a child who had made a mistake, "Xiaomo, you haven't eaten yet, have you?" Why don't you have a meal together? ”

At this moment, Su Qian really thought that her eyes were spent, and the position of father and son seemed to be strangely reversed at this moment.

Chen Mo squeezed out a smile on his face and said to the old man: "You sit down, I'm not hungry now, you can wait for dinner first." ”

It seemed that the smile on Chen Mo's face gave the old man a great reward, and the old man's face also showed a happy smile, although Chen Mo's smile was better than crying, and he couldn't see where it went.

Looking at the old man's smile, Chen Mo also felt an inexplicable tingle in his heart.

"Chen Mo, drink some water." Su Qian's words made Chen Mo shake slightly.

"Oh, thank you!"

Chen Mo took a sip of water and tried to adjust his thinking, the old man in front of him really made him a little confused about what to do.

Hate him? Chen Mo boasted that he couldn't do 'hate'! After all, the beautiful and tragic mistake was not caused by the old man in front of him, this point, my mother had clearly told herself when she was dying, and my mother even asked herself to apologize to the old man in front of the old man for the bad consequences caused by her own willfulness, but Chen Mo has always stubbornly believed that this kind of mistake is a slap that does not make a sound, and the old man also made a mistake at that time, so Chen Mo has always insisted on not saying anything apologetic.

If it's not hate, then what? It should be 'resentment'! Chen Mo, who didn't know what his father's love was since he was a child, was very envious of those children of the same age who could hold their father with their left hand and their mother with their right hand and play together, but he could only play with his elderly grandparents or single mothers. Although when I was a child, I asked my mother countless times, "Where did my father go?" And there's always only one answer: "Your dad is dead!" "So Chen Mo himself has complained about this 'deceased' father since he was a child, why did he 'die' so early? Why don't you? This thought has been deeply imprinted in the deepest part of Chen Mo's memory, and even now, Chen Mo can clearly remember how he felt when he was a child.

But if his father really 'died', Chen Mo had nothing to say, after all, life and death are fate, and it doesn't matter who said this, but his biological father suddenly appeared in front of him so alive, what is this?

'Resentment'? Or 'hate'? Chen Mo himself couldn't figure out what it was like to see this 'father' with different images for the first time when he saw this one he had never seen before, and dreamed of a 'father' with different images countless times in his dreams, pain and helplessness occupied most of it, but there seemed to be a trace of joy for what to do

Since he knew that his biological father had actually been living in the world, Chen Mo's heart was very entangled, and the boss had persuaded himself countless times to let himself recognize this father, but why was he not persuaded by them?

In all fairness, if it was really as his mother said when she was dying, it was his mother's insistence on going her own way at that time, then the old man in front of him really did not make a big mistake, at least subjectively, he did not want to abandon his mother and son. But can this alone erase the scars in my heart that I have not had a father for more than 20 years?

Chen Mo really wanted to let his relationship with this old man go on like this, don't look for me, I won't look for you, anyway, more than 20 years have passed, and it doesn't matter if the rest of the days continue like this.

But just over an hour ago, Chen Mo had just experienced a death in the space, and although he was later resurrected, that death was no different from death in the real sense.

Everything is like a bullet shot in a movie, Chen Mo clearly remembers how the enemy's shell penetrated his tank body, and how he plunged into the ammunition rack fiercely, and then how the violent ammunition explosion melted the flesh and blood of his whole body in an instant!

That process was very short, but it was very long in Chen Mo's consciousness at that time.

The flames that were enough to melt the steel were like the scythe of the god of death, swinging towards him, and at that moment, Chen Mo clearly saw how the god of death was smiling. Chen Mo admitted that he collapsed in front of the huge pressure of death, completely collapsed, at that moment, Chen Mo never thought that his desire to survive was so strong, nor did he expect that the despair brought by death was so unacceptable.

At that moment, the collapsed and desperate Chen Mo appeared in front of his eyes the people he was familiar with, liked, disgusted, and hated since he was a child, including his grandfather, his deceased mother, his eldest brother, his own primary school homeroom teacher, his own junior high school English teacher, Su Qian, his own half-brother, Chen Zhizhong, who was always looking for trouble for himself, of course, the cheap dad in front of him also appeared, and the weird thing is, Until now, Chen Mo clearly remembers that the old man in front of him appeared with his deceased mother and his young self.

Even for a long time after Chen Mo was resurrected, Chen Mo was asking himself why this old man would appear in his mind in such a form? If he was really going to die, what would he do to this old man? The answer, Chen Mo himself doesn't know the way!

Now, looking at the appearance of the member of the Politburo, the secretary of the Yanjing Municipal Party Committee, and the dignified deputy state-level leader in front of him, but without a trace of a big leader, just an old man who wants to get his son's forgiveness, Chen Mo, who has experienced a real death, finally has an answer in his heart!

Smiling slightly, Chen Mo picked up the cup of tea in front of the old man and said softly: "Dad, drink saliva!" ”