Chen Senran actually wondered if Karma was lying to himself.

But......

What's the benefit of lying to yourself?

There is no need for Karma to deceive himself with his past, after all, there are not too many people in this world who know about his past, but there are definitely not few.

If Chen Senran is patient enough, then he can find the past one by one, and then make up all the stories about all the past represented by the name Chen Senran.

There is no point in deceiving yourself.

It seems that he, once upon a time, was really a jerk.

With a wry smile and opened the curtain in front of him, Chen Senran walked outside the military tent and took a deep breath.

The night's sleep did not cause any discomfort to his body, and the Ionian morning air relieved his tired nerves.

But he was still tired.

No, it should be said that it is at a loss.

A past without someone to love, then what is the purpose of everything he is striving for now?

He suddenly felt ridiculous, the piece he was doing was ridiculous, he was tired and just wanted to get out of this damn place as soon as possible, and then find a place where there was no one to build a hut, bask in the sun during the day, drink at night, and live this life.

To hell with Planck, Bilgewater, pirate purges, Kalmar, Ionia.

He just wanted to leave now.

"You...... It's all right, is it? Just when Chen Senran was depressed, Irelia walked up to him at some point, looked at his obviously haggard face, and said worriedly, "You look terrible. ”

"I'm fine, very good." Chen Senran reluctantly suppressed his world-weariness. Holding back his spirits, he smiled, "Is Your Excellency Kalmar up?" I think it's time for us to talk about forming an alliance. ”

He was trying to calm himself, and he was trying to find something in his heart that would sustain him on his way.

But...... There's no one to love in the past......

The girl......

Chen Senran suddenly felt a pang in his heart, is it my fantasy?

"Karma-sama doesn't sleep, she's been meditating in the temple if you want to see her. Anytime. Irelia frowned and looked at Chen Senran's suddenly pale face, and she suddenly felt that she had done something wrong.

A strong sense of guilt filled her body.

He must have been sad, sad, sad.

Because he forgot about her.

Even a few times, she wanted to desperately open her mouth to tell him the truth that had been lost.

But eventually, when she remembered everything in that wind-blown night.

She closed her mouth again.

She was reluctant.

She couldn't.

I'm sorry, I know you'll think of her someday, but until then, please let me like you, okay?

"Okay, please help me report." Chen Senran replied a little weakly.

Finally. What else can I live for?

Kalmar soon met with Chen Senran.

Chen Senran said Planck's request with an expressionless face, and he seemed a little absent-minded throughout the whole process, a written report similar to a national letter, if it was a normal day, he would never make a mistake, but today, he said it wrong five times in a row.

"You're sad." Karma didn't pay attention to the report, she looked at Chen Senran. This young man, who used to smile very gently, was a little unbearable.

"I'm fine." Chen Senran replied.

"I got it. You make me think again, you think again, we'll see you again later. Karma was enlightening Chen Senran, intentionally or unintentionally.

"Yes, honorable Karma, Your Excellency the Apocalypse." Chen Senran bowed and began to retreat.

Think again?

What do you think?

Dead?

Irelia was still waiting for Chen Senran at the door of the temple.

When she saw Chen Senran walking out of that gloomy temple like a walking companion, she didn't dare to look him in the eye. Even though he was blind and wore a thick blindfold.

"Is there a result?" Irelia kicked the dirt under her feet with her hands behind her back.

This extremely feminine action made a team of sergeants passing by look sideways, is this still our iron-blooded blade will?

This is clearly a little girl in love, isn't it...... The man?

Some of them can't help but whistle when they are frivolous.

"Captain. Who is he? ”

"Yes, Captain, what are you blushing about? Ha Lu Ha. ”

"Shut up the old lady, all of them will go to training, and if there are any more nonsense talkers, they will all be whipped a hundred times." Irelia, shyly told by her subordinates, suddenly became furious and yelled at them, "Get out, don't force me to do it." ”

Seeing that their captain was furious, those warriors naturally ran as fast as rabbits.

"Don't ...... Ignore them. When Irelia faced Chen Senran again, her voice couldn't help but soften, and she couldn't help it.

Irelia, how can you do this, people are still sad, how can you do this!!

However, she just couldn't help but be shy, and there was a faint hint of joy.

Although this meaning is mixed with a hint of guilt.

However, I am really happy and happy to be able to stand with him like this.

Moreover, it is still when he has no one else in mind......

"Yes." Chen Senran replied coldly, his mood was very bad, he was already on the verge of collapse, but her reason was still holding him back.

"If it's okay, I'll go back to the tent first, and I'll have to wait."

"Actually......" Irelia glanced at Chen Senran with some caution, "Do you want to meet a very interesting blind man?" Ah, I'm sorry, blind man. ”

After she said the most, she suddenly remembered that Chen Senran was also blind.

"A blind man?" Chen Senran didn't mind, but his smile was a little weak, he didn't really want to do anything now.

Just want to sleep.

"Well, because I want to ......" Irelia suddenly didn't know how to phrase it, once she found that shy state, she couldn't get cold in front of this man anymore, she couldn't even speak.

"Do you think we're all blind and have a common language?" Chen Senran still smiled weakly.

"Well...... Because he was a very strange blind man, he ...... Maybe it will help you. Irelia didn't know how to persuade him, but she didn't want him to be so upset.

"Okay, then let's go see it, anyway, ......," Chen Senran chuckled, "I don't know what I should do." ”

A blind man?

Forget it, let's just find some spice for life.

Love...... Suddenly, he said to Karma, you won't be in the future.

Later?

This girl in front of you? (To be continued......)

PS: First update.

The new book got a bad grade, and the book suddenly got a bad grade.

I don't know what's wrong with Lu Dao, have everyone abandoned me?