82
From then on, I left the city.
The only thing that contacted us was a bank card. Cheng Tianyou always transferred money to that card for me. Between us, there was not even a phone greeting.
Often, I will wonder if Liangsheng is doing well.
Many times, I want to talk to Liang Sheng, I want to tell him that I have learned to use perfume, I also use very warm and shiny lip gloss, and I have learned to wear high heels, but I am prone to foot pain. Most of the time, I still wear flat shoes. The little girl from Weijiaping still can't change her original habits.
Also, there are many boys who are courteous to me, but none of them have Cheng Tianyou like you. I'm also on their bikes, walking through every street in the city. They also call me Jiang Sheng, but they don't sound as good as you shout. They gave me roses and gave me many beautiful gifts, but none of the men invited me to braised pork and sweet and sour tenderloin. Treat me like a rabbit and feed me a vegetable salad. It's girls who have to stay in shape, oh my God, Liangsheng, you know, how skinny I am, and you know, I'm a pig, so every time I come out of the restaurant with them, I look all over the surrounding streets, but eat those miscellaneous snacks. I couldn't find a place to sell roasted sweet potatoes, so I didn't have that smell for a long time.
By the way, I forgot to tell you that in my junior year, I took vocal music. I finally learned to play the piano, albeit only scratching the surface.
I finally lived like a little girl in the city, but I wasn't very happy.
I didn't fall in love, not for any other reason, but because, in the same place, there was a man who looked like you, and he was waiting for me to come home.
He resembles you, with eyebrows and eyes similar to yours.
Liangsheng, I have forgotten all the past, just like you have never passed through in my life, in this way, are we even?
Wouldn't we be happy in the future?
Also, Liangsheng, I'm going to go back to my original city soon, because I've graduated. Because, four years, this is how it passed. I still can't find anyone more like you than Cheng Tianyou.
I will see you, Jinling, Bei Xiaowu, Weiyang, and Cheng Tianyou.
Of course, I don't know if Xiao Jiu has come back. I wish she had returned, in fact, I had already forgiven her tearful eyes in my dreams.
However, when I go home, don't ask my name, you've forgotten it anyway.
Forget that a girl named Jiang Sheng has walked through your life, and she calls you brother, which is the most painful thing you have ever had.
Weiyang said, don't let you remember me, remember who I am, in this way, we will all be very happy. That's what your grandfather asked of me.
I agreed.
I can't say no.
Because, I really don't want to see any sad light in your eyes again.
That's cruel.
However, Liangsheng, I always feel that you are deceiving me, and you have not lost your memory at all. You just want me to forget, those memories that I can't carry. You just want to tell me that your memory is pure white and you don't have any memory about Jiang Sheng. In this way, I can live a better life and not have to suffer because of the scars that both of us share.