Zhang Jin started from his sophomore year, when he first met He Qingqian when he was a freshman:

"In our school, when we pick up new students every year, we are escorted by a few senior brothers, and several buses take turns to travel between the train station and the school. At that time, He Qingqian was still a little girl who had just graduated from high school, with a long ponytail, a sportswear, and a loli face that was even more immature than now, not to mention how beautiful and cute she was!

But when I first met, what impressed me the most was not her beauty and cuteness, nor that she had not yet developed a slender body, but her purest clean temperament, which was really shocking.

Of course, at that time, I couldn't say that I was in love with her, and I didn't believe in 'love at first sight'...... However, I don't deny that at that time, I did see her for the first time and wanted to 'soak' her! ”

Speaking of the first meeting, Zhang Jin's face was full of memories, and his face was warm.

……

Then, Zhang Jin began to talk about his pursuit of He Qingqian's stubborn fighting, soft grinding and hard bubbles.

"Do you know how many people in the whole school pursue such a perfect girl as Qingqian? It is no exaggeration to say that she is the dream lover of almost all the boys in the school who know her and have seen her. Although most of the boys feel ashamed of themselves when they are with her, they only dare to watch from afar.

However, people who are not inferior and dare to pursue her are enough to have so many reinforcements.

Among these people, some people have money in their families, some have power in their families, some are handsome guys at the school grass level, and some are athletes with unlimited scenery on the field. But zuihou, she was still won by me who was not excellent among the many suitors.

What am I relying on? It's just one word, 'entangled'!

It is said that 'men are afraid of infatuation, and women are afraid of entanglement', this sentence is from my experience. Quite right, indeed.

I've been in two years. I have accompanied her to more than 100 classes. On average, there is at least one phone call every two days. On average, in less than a week, there is a love letter in the mail. She does not admire vanity. Don't take gifts that I pay her for. So, I learned pottery and gave her a gadget that I made by myself every once in a while.

That's it. Although her father and mother earnestly told her not to have a boyfriend during college. Although she can be regarded as a good child who listens to her parents. But she still couldn't resist our old strength, and under our perseverance and pressure step by step, she could only retreat step by step.

From a school girl, to a friend, to a godsister, I finally nodded and became my girlfriend! ”

Speaking of the pursuit process that lasted for more than two years, Zhang Jin's face was full of pride, and he looked down on all sentient beings.

……

Then, Zhang Jin talked about the choice of where the two would go after graduation, and the cohabitation life together in the year after graduation.

"She's a level younger than me. But we have a five-year program to study medicine. So after graduating in the same year, her parents originally let her continue her studies or return to Xiangdu to work. But. To be with me. She fought against her family for the first time and insisted on coming to Shenzhen City with me!

……

I was in my first year of graduation. He worked as an intern doctor in the emergency department of Kirin Hospital. She worked as a supernumerary music teacher in ** middle school. At that time, our incomes were low, and we shared a three-bedroom apartment of no more than 70 square meters with two other young couples in an old peasant house in an urban village.

I remember that the three-bedroom room was separated by panels. The window in our room was the size of a man's face, and it was a north-facing window, so even on a sunny day outside, it was dark inside.

And the house is very humid because there is no sunlight all day long. Not only is the ceiling and walls moldy every year when the sky is facing south, but even if it is usual, there is a musty smell.

At that time, we were reluctant to eat and wear. But even then, she never had her heart set on other suitors. As you can imagine, with her shallow personality and appearance, even if she already has a boyfriend, her suitors are still like carp crossing the river. Among them, there is no shortage of rich and powerful people, and there is no shortage of real elites.

However, she is just willing to endure hardships with me. She always said to me, 'We'll be haute in the future, and when that happens, we'll look back and think about the present.'" You will find that this period of time is not rich, and it is the most beautiful haode memory! ’”

Speaking of those hard days, Zhang Jin's face was full of sweetness. The sound is like a dream!

……

zuihou, Zhang Jin finally talked about breaking up.

"Qingqian's father is a professor of Chinese studies who does not rub sand in his eyes, and he is very cynical and a little perfectionist. You must know the dirt of our pharmaceutical business. False prices, rebates, and eating and taking cards are the norm. However, this fell in the eyes of Qingqian's father, and it was simply heinous.

So, Qingqian's father not only put pressure on Qingqian for this, asking her to break up with me. Moreover, they reported me directly to the economic anti-corruption investigation department, and also disclosed it in the newspaper and media, naming me by name!

Fortunately, I have a group of good brothers, but fortunately, there are too few officials who don't eat meat, so with the help of a group of brothers, the investigation cannot be investigated.

……

However, although I successfully landed ashore, I was fine for the time being. But Qingqian is still sandwiched between me and her father, and she is in a dilemma.

At that time, Qingqian was already haggard, had no appetite, couldn't sleep all night, and her tears were about to dry up. Do you know that at that time, Qing Qian, who was in his twenties, already had half of his gray hair. On his sallow, blue face and body, his wrinkled skin looks like he is dozens of years old. She is nearly 1.7 meters tall and weighs just 80 pounds!

You didn't see what she looked like at that time, she was just a thin old woman in her forties and fifties, already terminally ill.

You don't know how sad I feel when I see her like this.

So, after struggling for a long time, the long pain is better than the short pain, in order not to let the shallow suffer a little bit to the point where the oil runs out and the lamp is dry, I broke up with the shallow light. I don't want to see her die in front of me at a young age.

Moreover, in order to make Qingqian completely dead, I began to pursue Ye Hong.

Then you all know, Ye Hong and I are together, married, divorced, and entangled until now.

……”

For that period of memories that were sealed in the dust, once they were turned up, it was like a flood that burst the embankment, making Zhang Jin unstoppable and constantly recalling.

Therefore, when Zhang Jin took Beigong Shuoyue as the object of confiding, this passage once flowed out of his mouth endlessly.

The sweetness, warmth, romance, entanglement, pain, and all kinds of complicated emotions are also instilled into Beigong Shuoyue's heart through Zhang Jin's emotional narration. Let the fat man who cares about Zhang Jin can't help but go with his feelings, and accompany Zhang Jin with a happy smile on his face, or frowning and tangled, or lonely in his heart......

When Zhang Jin finished speaking, Beigong Shuoyue accompanied Zhang Jin to be relatively silent for a long time before speaking again:

"So, you are ...... to Sister Ye"

Without waiting for Beigong Shuoyue to finish speaking, Zhang Jin decisively shook his head and interrupted, and said with certainty:

"Although I can't say this to Ye Zi, I'll be honest with you. When I first pursued Yezi, I really just wanted to make Qing Asa's heart die. However, the charm of the leaves is too great.

Especially during the period after Qingqian left Shenshi and returned to Xiangdu, if it weren't for the leaves, it would be hard for me to imagine what stupid things I would have done!

Before I knew it, I was trapping myself.

Therefore, I can point to my conscience and say that my feelings for Ye Zi are by no means a substitute for shallowness.

Although the flesh is numb, this is what I think in my heart, I love the leaves more than my life! ”

Seeing Zhang Jin sit up from the recliner abruptly, his emotions became a little excited, a little unstable, and he seemed to be dissatisfied with his questioning. Beigong Shuoyue hurriedly changed direction and asked:

"Then what are you ...... to He Meinu now?"

As soon as this question came out, Zhang Jin's anger a second ago suddenly disappeared, and the whole person fell back on the recliner like a deflated balloon, closed his eyes and said weakly:

"I don't know, I really don't know! All I have to think about is falling in love with someone else. I felt so bad that I wanted to give myself two stabs. That way, at least we can kick our legs, and we can deceive ourselves about anything that happens afterwards.

The thought of her marrying someone else makes me want to kill! I want to trample her fiancé to death like a cockroach. ”

After saying a few words in a mess, Zhang Jin blamed himself again:

"Maybe it's because my heart is too small and my desire for exclusivity is too strong, right?"

……

Hearing Zhang Jin say this, Beigong Shuoyue pretended to be a 'Freud' psychological master, touched his fat chin and said:

"I'm afraid it's not a small problem! I've read some books on psychology.

If you just want to destroy the bridegroom or the beautiful woman, then maybe you are really trying to do it all by myself. But if you even have a desire for self-destruction, it's not just about exclusivity!

So ......"

Beigong Shuoyue said this, and groaned for a while. Then, suddenly, like a judge pronouncing the verdict, the fat man said in a solemn and sharp tone:

"What a beautiful woman in your heart! You still love her! ”

Regarding his feelings for He Qingqian, Zhang Jin also seems to be vaguely aware. Therefore, Beigong Shuoyue's assertion did not cause any abnormal reaction from Zhang Jin. Zhang Jin still lay on the recliner as if he was asleep for a while before he said lonely:

"So what? I already have leaves, I can't possibly let go! And Qingqian is about to get married, on May Day! Destined to be inseparable! ”

Seeing Zhang Jin's sad virtue, Beigong Shuoyue was a little angry, and couldn't help but stand up and jump to his feet:

"How? So what? He Meinu's friendship with you is still deep, even I watched it twice on the side, don't you say you can't see it?

Since you have love and concubines are interested, do you need to say it?

If it's a man, I'm going to mess up their wedding. And then you married her into the door? ”