When I went back to school, I brought a lot of delicious food to Bei Xiaowu. Liang Sheng learned to fry rice cakes this year, which are golden and sticky and sweet. He was busy around the pot, and I sat on a small bench next to him to eat.

Ryosheng rubbed his eyes, which were red by the oil smoke, and asked me how it tasted. I ate like a pig, but I still said, it's okay, that's all!

Liang Sheng said, Oh!

Originally, I was going to give Bei Xiaowu some rice cakes that were "just like this", but as soon as my mouth twitched, I stuffed them all into my stomach, and I had a stomachache for three days, and I rolled on the bed. Liang Sheng only fed me boiled water for three days, and didn't let me eat, he said, rice cakes fall in the abdomen, and you can only get better when your digestion is completely good. As a result, I starved to death in those three days, and all the fat I grew in the winter was starved in those three days.

It may be that Xiao Jiu has been doing well recently, so when Bei Xiaowu saw me, he was still like a monkey, constantly reaching for my bag and scooping around. Whatever you fish, you can gnaw on it, he said, Jiang Sheng, grandma's, this Spring Festival, I will be like Yang Bailao, almost hungry!

Liang Sheng and I went back to school two days early, just to hang out with Bei Xiaowu and Xiao Jiu for two days. We took everything to the rental house in Kita-Xiaowu. A very beautiful 2 bedroom. The biggest regret is that it is far away from the school. It doesn't matter, in general, Bei Xiaowu is still a small and big money. He can take a taxi back and forth, and he doesn't have to hesitate for half a day for a two-dollar-and-a-half-cent lip balm like I do.

I asked Bei Xiaowu, why don't you see Xiao Jiu?

Bei Xiaowu said, Xiao Jiu doesn't live here.

I said, "Oh, I forgot, you are such a little affection for a boy and a woman, pure!" After saying that, I regretted it, I originally wanted to joke, but now I feel that I am satirizing Xiao Jiu.

Fortunately, Bei Xiaowu is not a very sensitive person, so he doesn't feel anything uncomfortable at all. While he ate what we brought, he let Ryoo and I watch his latest masterpieces.

Bei Xiaowu's painting talent is really good, and today I was a little shocked. Before, I thought he was just messing around.

In the room near the north, there was no sunlight. Bei Xiaowu's paintings during a winter vacation are all here, each painting is Xiao Jiu's thin appearance, there are her smiling, in a daze, playing with PS machine, and one is asleep, this one is asleep, originally with his back to us, maybe Bei Xiaowu doesn't want others to see this painting, or even Xiao Jiu to see it, but my hands just like to cramp, always like to turn over things, it is estimated that around me, the only thing I haven't turned over is the small clay pot of Liangsheng.

Xiao Jiu, who fell asleep, was like an angel. Long eyelashes, stretched, long hair scattered on the pillow, hands resting on cheeks, eyebrows a little wrinkled, may have encountered something unhappy in a dream.

Bei Xiaowu saw that I had flipped over this sketch, and smiled embarrassedly, I looked at him and said, very good-looking, Xiao Jiu is good-looking, Bei Xiaowu, you are really good at drawing. Suddenly, my mouth reacted faster than my brain again, and I said a very amazing idea, I said, Bei Xiaowu, didn't you draw her that kind of human portrait?

I had absolutely no dirty thoughts at the time, I just watched TV a few days ago and saw the legendary Hollywood blockbuster "Titanic", and I was moved to tears by the above story, and then I felt that the story of Bei Xiaowu and Xiao Jiu was tragic enough, so I compared it to Ruth and Jack.

But my words made Bei Xiaowu stupid, he would never have thought that one day, I would ask such an erotic question. Actually, pornography? Don't they all say it now, it's body art? Or it's body culture. In short, they all say that it is artistic and cultural, so why should I say that it is pornographic?

Liang Sheng hurriedly moved me out of the house and into the living room, so that I could take a good look at the socialist sun. He probably knew that I was reminded of the episode on "Titanic", and at that time I pointed to Ruth and asked Liangsheng, do you men like this type of girl? At that time, Liang Sheng said that when he went to the toilet, he escaped the problem of being so perverted as me. Liang Sheng felt that I seemed to lack the awareness of male and female defense, so he wanted to use the socialist sun to help me drive away the capitalist haze that remained on my body because of "Titanic".

In the afternoon, Bei Xiaowu called and found Xiao Jiu.

When Xiao Jiu came, she brought a snowflake, and the sea-blue scarf made her face even more innocent. When she saw me with Liangsheng, she hurriedly said, Happy New Year, Happy New Year. Before I could ask her back, she stretched out her hand, smirked, and said, take the red envelope, take the red envelope!

I've seen a money fan, but I've never seen such a money fan.

That afternoon, we went to Zhu Laoda Dumpling Village for dinner. I heard that Boss Zhu's boss is a woman, who came out of the old area of Yimeng, seems to have been laid off, and then started from scratch, creating the myth of Boss Zhu. I have always been in awe of women who are good at refining oil and are strong and uncompromising, and sometimes the tenacity of women is something that many men are ashamed of. If it weren't for Weiyang, I would rather believe that Ningxin was the world that I broke out of.

When I ate dumplings that day, I recited the Diamond Sutra while eating. I pray that I will be able to do the same in the future, at least, so that I can use the money to feed and feed many children like me. Although over the years, after joining the WTO, the "Divine Six" has ascended to heaven, Weijiaping is still a very poor place. And there are still many places where people are still poor, there are still many places where children are barefoot and barefoot, and there are many mothers who, like my mother, do not get the benefits and security that they deserve.

Boss Zhu's lighting is so beautiful, so many men and women wearing gold and silver are spending a lot of money in the private room here. The lives of red men and green women never have to be hard.

Liang Sheng asked me, Jiang Sheng, didn't you say that Jinling will come back today?

I looked up, looked at him, and said, I don't know, she didn't come back anyway, did she? Maybe tomorrow? Brother, you don't care about Weiyang, why do you care about Jinling?

Liang Sheng was just about to say something but was interrupted by Xiao Jiu, she said, Jiang Sheng, that Jinling, I suddenly remembered, I saw her when I was by Cheng Tianen's side, I heard that they seemed to have had a relationship, but then Cheng Tianen had something like that...... They seem to be ......

Xiao Jiu is paying special attention to what she is talking about now, she is just not willing to let Liang Sheng and Bei Xiaowu know too much about some things. Of course, Bei Xiaowu and Liang Sheng were swallowing dumplings at the sea, and they didn't care about this unfamiliar name called Cheng Tianen.

After dinner that day, I followed Xiao Jiu back to her rental house. When she saw her mother, she was combing the hair of the rag doll, and while combing it, she said with words in her mouth, "Xiao Jiu, Xiao Jiu, my mother has combed your hair."

Xiao Jiu walked over and said, Mom, go to bed early!

She hurriedly held the rag doll in her arms, looked at Xiao Jiu with low eyes, her eyes were full of scars, she said, don't take my Xiao Jiu away, I was wrong, I won't lose her in the future, I was wrong, I will never lose her in the future, my Xiao Jiu......

Xiao Jiu sniffled and turned off the lights in her room. A great darkness enveloped their mother and daughter. Xiao Jiu's mother curled up and held the rag doll in her arms. The moonlight shone on her face, and her eyes were filled with great anguish and bewilderment.

"Xiao Jiu, mom will never lose you again." Can it be regarded as a mother's greatest guilt for the abandonment of her daughter?