During that time, Liang Sheng was always by Weiyang's side. Happiness looks like this, that's probably what it looks like. However, my heart still hurts faintly.

Xiao Jiu and her mother left the city and disappeared like that. Regarding Ningxin's affairs, only I and Jinling know. She moved back to her dorm and often woke up in nightmares where she kept shouting sorry, sorry. I didn't know that she had put drugs in other people's clothes for me. She didn't know whose clothes she put it in at the time, and she didn't expect it to end like this. What she thought at the time was probably just to protect me.

She once loved a man named Cheng Tianen.

She still loves that man now, and she can't let go.

Every day and every night, we fall asleep with a huge preoccupation.

In the dream, Xiao Jiu cried to me, she said, Jiang Sheng, I'm sorry, I really don't want to hurt you.

Her eyebrows and eyes are so delicate that I forget what she was like when I first met her, and the only thing I remember is that she hung on Bei Xiaowu like a bat, her eyebrows and eyes were like flowers.

I comforted her and didn't want her to be upset. I knew that she was in the alley, and that she said that because she would rather I hate her than have me mourn with her.

Cheng Tianen must have used her mother as a threat, so she did all this against her will. We used to be such good friends, how can we say that hurt hurts?

Xiao Jiu became more and more transparent in my dream, like a faint image, and finally disappeared into the tears in the corners of my eyes. Xiao Jiu, can I think that we are still very good friends, but in this life, we may not see each other again.

The reason why Xiao Jiu left, I didn't tell Bei Xiaowu.

I'm just saying that Xiao Jiu will come back when she has downplayed all the injuries. If you eat another apple at Christmas, she'll be under the snowy streetlamp just like she did last year. I said, Bei Xiaowu, do you believe it?

Bei Xiaowu didn't speak, he still studied hard, painted hard, and waited for the arrival of the college entrance examination.

Has anyone ever told you?

All children who are waiting for love will hold a red apple on a snowy Christmas, waiting for the princess or prince in their hearts to come again.

The news of her mother's death reached the campus before the college entrance examination. I ran out of the classroom frantically, rampage, Liang Sheng stopped me, he said, Jiang Sheng, you have to calm down, let's go home!

I stared at Liang Sheng, and all the resentment that arose because of my mother gathered in my heart, because in my subconscious, if there was no Liang Sheng, there would be no mother's hard work, and I would not have died so early. So, I rushed to the cold and didn't choose what to say, that's not your own mother! After saying that, he ran out of the campus like crazy.

Liang Sheng chased after me tightly and hugged me tightly from behind, his voice was so painful, okay Jiang Sheng, you calm down, brother will take you home.

When I returned home, I saw my mother's body, her body was so clumsy that her face was green. It occurred to me that when I was very young, she was still so plump and beautiful. It seemed that overnight, she was crippled.

I gently touched her hand with my hand, hoping that she would wake up like before, look at me, and say, Jiang Sheng, are you back? Isn't it tiring to study?

But she didn't, she just lay on her back, her face bloodless.

I didn't cry a word, but I was cold, leaning on my father's side, crying so hard.

Because of the college entrance examination, after my mother was buried, Liangsheng and I hurried back to school, and at that time, I suddenly learned a new sentence called, It's too late to be sad.

When he left home, his father was in a wheelchair and grew old overnight. Inch by inch, he moved to my side, lifted up the stump without a palm, like a child who had done something wrong, and tried to hold me by the corner of my clothes, and he trembled, his voice was staccato and he cried out, child...... The child, old tears, along the wrinkles on his face, suddenly vicissitudes.

I glanced at him, my heart was so sour, but I still didn't call him Dad, let alone stay.

Liang Sheng's clear eyes were full of tears, which would not be extinguished for a long time.