Bei Xiaowu returned to school before the Spring Festival holiday. He came back to take the exam and was also disciplined by the school.

When Liang Sheng and I went to look for him, he refused to look at me at all. I stood by Liangsheng's side, extremely aggrieved. Liang Sheng asked him, is Xiao Jiu also back?

Bei Xiaowu nodded and did not speak.

I opened my mouth to talk to him, but I was gently pulled by Liang Sheng. Liang Sheng said, then there is time, let's go see Xiao Jiu, where is she now?

Bei Xiaowu shook his head and said, I don't know either, Xiao Jiu said that when she wanted to see me, she came to me. Liangsheng, don't worry about me, I'm fine. After saying that, he didn't even look at me and left.

I looked up at Liang Sheng, Liang Sheng turned his face and looked at me, his eyes were as moist as water, and he said, Jiang Sheng, don't be sad, everything will be fine.

I believe in Liang Sheng, he said, everything will be fine, I believe that everything will be fine.

I met Xiao Jiu in a small alley, and she was eating crayfish with a crazy and stupid middle-aged woman. The woman sat across from her, and Xiao Jiu patiently peeled off her shell and put it to her mouth. The middle-aged woman ate quickly, her eyes staring straight at each lobster in Xiao Jiu's hand. The expression on Xiao Jiu's face was very quiet, as quiet as an autumn without a fairy tale, the sun was warm and the breeze was blowing.

When I walked up to her, she looked up at me with a little confusion in her eyes. It seemed that my appearance reminded her of the unbearable night again. It reminded her of the filthy past, so she hesitated for a long time before greeting me. She said, Jiang Sheng, you're going to have winter vacation, right?

I nodded, and I said, Xiao Jiu, I'm sorry.

Xiao Jiuxiao, what did you do wrong, Bei Xiaowu shouldn't blame you. Then, she smiled and said, Jiang Sheng, everything will be fine, won't it?

Actually, her smile wasn't as strong as her words, and I could see the scars on her brow. You can see her hesitation and apprehension. Xiao Jiu's eyes are the clearest and cleanest I have ever seen, and they never hide their thoughts.

Xiao Jiuzhi pointed to the middle-aged woman opposite and said to me, "Mom."

Two words, short and clear, maybe she is afraid that her voice will tremble more if she has one more word, and although she tries her best to hide it, I can still hear the crying in her voice.

That day, Xiao Jiu and I sat in a small shop in the corner of the alley, peeling lobsters for Xiao Jiu's mother. The sunlight tossed through the narrow aisle of the alley, cutting Xiao Jiu's eyelashes, casting a thick shadow.

We just sat quietly.

A long time ago, I often came to the alley with Xiao Jiu to make crazy salvages for the food here, like two hungry ghosts. At that time, Xiao Jiu would wear heavy makeup, dye bright red nails, and wear clothes with various themes, and she judged every man in the past. Often, the smoke rings choked my tears.

Today's Xiao Jiu sat quietly in the corner of the alley, silent.

On that day, I learned that Xiao Jiu's mother suffered a lot when she followed Bei Xiaowu's father in Hebei. Bei Xiaowu's father went to Hebei to escape prison. That day, the tragedy that happened in the alley bend, that is, Cheng Tianyou was shot, was done by Bei Xiaowu's father, He Manhou. Because, Cheng Tianyou tried to find out about the mining disaster in Weijiaping 14 years ago. I don't understand why Cheng Tianyou had anything to do with the Weikongping mining disaster, or why he was so interested in the Weijiaping mining disaster. Xiao Jiu said, for the money. It seems that the Cheng family is very willing to expand their influence to Weijiaping, and then they are very interested in those coal mines, and Bei Xiaowu's father is a powerful figure in Weijiaping, so if you want to encroach on Weijiaping's coal mines, you must first clear Bei Xiaowu's father. Therefore, the Cheng family may have touched the dark history of Bei Xiaowu's father fourteen years ago as a threat. Then, Bei Xiaowu's father was determined to fight to the death of the fish and the net, and came to the provincial capital to poison Cheng Tianyou as a warning to the Cheng family. They then fled to Hebei. It's just that they didn't expect that Cheng Tianyi didn't die. That day, at the corner of the alley, Xiao Jiu and I rescued him.

I suddenly felt sad in my heart, Xiao Jiu was right, although Cheng Tianxuan was like Liangsheng, he was not Liangsheng after all. In Liang Sheng's heart, I am 100% position, and in Cheng Tianyou's heart, I seem to only occupy a small part. Because his heart is so big, he has too many things, he has too many things to want, too many desires. So, the place that can be given to me has become so small.

I didn't tell Xiao Jiu about my relationship with Cheng Tianyou, let alone tell her, I finally met a character who looked more like the devil, and he was Cheng Tianen.

Xiao Jiu's mother went crazy because Bei Xiaowu's father finally abandoned her. She suffered a lot of wandering with him, abandoned her family and daughter, and finally accompanied him into exile. And in the end, when Cheng Tianyou found them, his father used her to block Cheng Tianyou's muzzle and ran away.

At the moment when Cheng Tianyou staggered the muzzle of the gun, the bullet passed through her arm, and her spirit collapsed at that moment. Speaking of this, Xiao Jiu cried. But her mother sat on the opposite side of her, looking greedily at the lobster in Xiao Jiu's hand, and did not see the tears on her daughter's face.

In the world, there is always too much love disillusionment. She ruined a home and a girl like a flower because of an unstoppable love. I don't know if Xiao Jiu hates her in his heart. Is it hateful, all that is left is compassionate blood affection.