Second, three, zero, cute, I don't believe in love anymore

(Fifth Update)――

When Li Yan was in later life, he looked down on those who were going to jump off the building because of falling out of love, and felt that their hearts were too fragile, and if they couldn't stand the slightest setback, it was better to die.

He said angrily: "Don't talk anymore, if you interfere with Lao Tzu's luck again, you will really strip off your clothes and put you in a look of eighteen." ”

This kind of intimidation, how can it scare Li Mochou, she still muttered: Ask the world, what is love, and teach life and death...... After reading for a while, he laughed a few more times and shouted, "I want to become a monk...... I'm going to be a Daogu...... I'm a bad person...... "Cry for a while, laugh for a while, laugh for a while, cry for a while, the troubled thinking and the internal strength of the ancient tomb collide, so that her internal breath has been in turmoil, and Li Yan's treatment is extremely difficult.

Li Yan was furious, and really wanted to really rip off her clothes to make her sober and sober. Just like in later generations, when he saw someone shouting to jump off the building, and others couldn't persuade him, Li Yan couldn't help but want to push him downstairs directly.

Of course, this is just an idea, and it will not really be put into practice. In later generations, people want to jump off the building every day, and every time they jump off the building, there will be people in the "audience" who want to go up and push the person who is going to jump off the building, but no one will really do it.

Li Yan planned to express his anger in a more eclectic way, he interrupted his practice, suddenly turned Li Mochou to face him, and then raised his right hand and gave her two slaps: "Shut up, shut up...... Heal my wounds first, and then talk about the mess. ”

Li Mochou was slapped by two and sobered up a little. But the sanity is still crazy. Haha laughed, "Hit me...... Are you finally going to start ravaging me? Come on......" she thought with hatred in her heart, "as long as you dare to do that kind of thing with me." The poison in my body under Lu Zhanyuan will kill you, what am I afraid of you doing? ”

She reached out and pulled her outer skirt, and tore it hard, with a click, the white skirt was torn off the boss, revealing the petticoat inside, which was also white, but much simpler than the style of the outer skirt. Li Yan's eyes were sharp, and he immediately saw that there were four or five patches on her petticoat, and the stitches were fine, and it seemed that she was very careful when sewing and repairing.

This poor fairy has been working hard and tenaciously to live, pursuing Aiqing in her own way, but she was hurt by Aiqing, in "The Condor Heroes", she has become so evil, but the audience still can't hate her. There is more sympathy than hatred.

When Li Yan saw these patches, his anger gradually calmed down. I thought: What am I doing with a woman with a broken heart? If she wants to yell, she wants to yell, she wants to vent, let it all go with her.

Li Yan turned her around again, still letting her turn her back to him. Then he calmed down, stretched out his palms against her back, and continued to heal her. Quanzhen internal strength did not hesitate to input Li Mochou's physical strength, and restored her scattered internal breath and meridians to their original state little by little.

I don't know how long it took, Li Mochou's weak body finally gained some strength, she felt that her strength had recovered about 10%, and her meridians began to be smooth, and she was no longer able to move. She tried to twist her body, but Li Yan said in a deep voice behind her: "Don't move, my palm is still against the acupoint of your vest, and moving will affect my practice." ”

Li Mochou woke up from her cranky thoughts, once the meridians began to be straightened out, her chaotic mind also improved a little, and she was no longer as confused and crazy as she was just now...... Begin to grasp the situation around you.

She found herself sitting cross-legged on Li Yan's bed, while Li Yan was sitting behind her, with her palms resting on her vest points, and the warm Quanzhen internal power was constantly being delivered, opening up her meridians little by little, and the symptoms of going mad were getting milder and milder.

She thought back to what happened just now, and her heart suddenly became confused: Lu Zhanyuan, you are not right. You said that if you sent me to Li Yan's bed, he would insult me, but things didn't develop as you said, not only did he not insult me, but he helped me heal.

Thinking of this, she changed her mind again: Last time in the square, Lu Zhanyuan said that Li Yan liked me very much, and I sent him a good person card at that time. In the evening in the woods, I robbed him of his paintings, fell into the formation he had laid down, and could not escape, so he let me go again. This time, Lu Zhanyuan captured me and sent it to him for insult, but instead of doing anything, he helped me heal my injuries...... I've been doing bad things to him, but he's always been so nice to me, is this weishenme?

Don't...... Is it because he loves me? Just like I love Lu Zhanyuan!

I love Lu Zhanyuan, so I am willing to give everything for Lu Zhanyuan, even if he has always been bad to me, I have always been wholeheartedly to him. And this man named Li Yan, he also loves me as much as I love Lu Zhanyuan, so I do bad things to him again and again, but he helps me again and again, is that so?

No...... Lu Zhanyuan treated me like that, I don't believe in Aiqing anymore, it must not be because of love, this shijie has no love anymore, I won't believe that this man loves me.

As soon as she started to think crankily, her internal breath began to be chaotic again, Li Yan felt the fluctuation of her internal breath, and immediately shouted: "Don't think about anything, quickly guide your internal strength." ”

"No, I don't want to treat internal injuries, let me die." Li Mochou shook his head and said: "I don't believe in aiqing anymore, without aiqing, I wouldn't have everything, I'm still dead." As soon as she said this, she began to work again.

Li Yan was in a hurry, and he didn't want to think about it, so he hurriedly urged the internal strength of his whole body, violently attacked her physical strength, and forcibly pulled her back to the dantian in the sloppy internal breath. This time the luck was too fierce, Li Yan was already too tired, and this urgent luck went against the principle of Taoist internal strength and dislike and harmony, only to feel that his meridians trembled, and he was almost led to madness.

Under the huge earthquake in the meridians, Li Yan himself also suffered some internal strength, his throat was sweet, and he spat out a mouthful of blood, all of which were sprayed on Li Mochou's vest.

Li Mochou smelled the smell of blood, naturally guessed what was happening, and exclaimed, "You vomited blood?" ”

Li Yan coughed and said, "It's okay to have a small injury." He said this in his mouth, but he knew in his heart that the injury just now was not light. almost really followed Li Mochou into a frenzy.

Li Mochou said: "Don't help me anymore." I said I don't want to live anymore. What else are you trying to do for me? What's so bad about letting me go crazy? What's so bad about making me crazy and bad woman? Why do you have to put my chaotic meridians back into place? ”

Li Yan said in a deep voice: "Because I want to do this, I will do it." He took a deep breath, re-activated his internal strength, and tried to calm his mood, reaching the realm of Taoist plainness and harmony, and he would be able to get twice the result with half the effort.

However, in the face of a woman who is heartbroken and crazy and blackened. It's really hard to be calm. Li Mochou's internal strength foundation was much deeper than his, and he refused to cooperate, allowing his internal breath to run wild, how could Li Yan's limited strength heal the injured who were far higher than his own?

As time passed, Li Yan's body began to tremble, and it trembled more and more. He knew that his skills had been seriously depleted, and he himself did not expect that he would pay to this point for a person who was not very strong. It seems that the name Li Mochou has left him too much pity in "The Condor Heroes". That's why he was willing to save this woman even if he collapsed.

I don't know how long it took, Li Yan suddenly felt a bell and drum ring in his ears, his eyes were dark, he couldn't hold his body anymore, he fell forward softly, his face was on Li Mochou's shoulder, and he was unconscious.

And Li Mochou, who was sitting in front of him, felt that the meridians of his whole body were light, and the symptoms of going mad were finally stopped, and his body regained his comfort. The first feeling she felt after she recovered was that Li Yan hugged her from behind, and reached out to kiss her neck.

In fact, Li Yan fainted, his head rested on her shoulder, and his lips touched her neck completely unconsciously. But she didn't look back, how could she know this? I only felt Li Yan's head on his shoulder, and felt the touch of his lips on his neck, so I thought that Li Yan was planning to insult her.

She sneered in her heart and thought to herself: Sure enough, what Lu Zhanyuan said was right, men are all bad guys, and they will insult women. He has been helping me heal my injuries just now, and he doesn't insult me, but because I am seriously injured, he is afraid that he will play with me to death once and then he will not have to play in the future, so he will heal my injuries first and then come to play with me, wanting to be trickled for a long time.

Thinking of this, she secretly thought again: Stupid man, don't you know that my martial arts are much higher than yours? Although the strength has only recovered two or three percent now, it is not a problem to deal with you.

Li Mochou turned around, lifted his palm, and lifted the Red Refining Divine Palm with two or three powers, wanting to slap it on the top of Li Yan's head.

However, when he turned around, he found that Li Yan didn't want to insult her at all, but was so tired that he passed out before his head was on his shoulder. As soon as she turned around, Li Yan's body lost its support, and she fell softly on the bed. His face had turned pale, and it seemed that his strength had been exhausted, his lips were chapped, and he didn't know how long he hadn't drunk water.

Li Mochou was shocked in his heart, and his mind shook unexpectedly: "It turns out that ...... This man really wanted to save me, and in order to save me, he actually ran out of oil and burned out and fell unconscious. ”

In an instant, the negative emotions were swept away in my heart.

Li Yan's behavior is tantamount to sending charcoal in the snow, when she didn't believe in Aiqing the most and was most disappointed in men, she suddenly saw a bright light, she couldn't help but stretch out her hand, wanting to grab that touch of light, and when she came back to her senses, she realized that she had already held Li Yan in her arms.

Two lines of tears slowly slipped down her pure face, and she muttered, "It turns out that you really love me...... You are different from Lu Zhanyuan, I ...... I believe in aiqing again. ”――

Diary of Finding Love:

My name is Li Mochou, and the people in the rivers and lakes call me the Red Refining Fairy.

I was born in the Tomb Sect, a very mysterious, eccentric sect, when I was a child, I didn't understand anything, I only knew to follow the master to practice in the ancient tomb. But when I was a teenager and my love was beginning to blossom, Master called me in front of me and solemnly asked me to make a poisonous vow: "I will never fall in love with a man in my life."

I don't understand Master's behavior, weishenme men can't love?

Master said: All men in the world are people with a negative heart and are not worthy of love, and she has long since disbelieved in Aiqing.

But I didn't agree, I always believed that true love exists, and there should be good people among men.

So I was expelled from the ancient tomb and came to the Black Wood Cliff, where I fell in love with a man, his name was Lu Zhanyuan, he was handsome, chic, and funny...... He was so good, from the moment I saw him, I thought I had found Aiqing.

However...... I was wrong!

Just like what the master said, he was unkind, and he was extremely shameless. I don't want to write down a single word about his betrayal of me, because I have to forget it, or I won't be able to start a new life.

Fortunately...... At the moment when I was discouraged, a person came, and he told me with practical actions that true love exists, and men also have true love.

Because of him, I believe in aiqing again.

Li Mochou

Recorded after the failure to snatch the Xishan Travel Map (to be continued......)