Chapter 222: To get closer to her

"I am the protector of the demon clan, so I naturally have the obligation to inspect all the jurisdictions that belong to the demon clan, and when I heard that there is a place in the demon clan that is actually independent of other demon clans, my interest came."

Yan Jun said this, picked up the wine glass and poured himself a glass of wine, but this time he didn't drink it all directly, but put the glass of wine in front of him and looked at it for a long time, watching his own shadow printed in the wine, with a nostalgic smile on his face, and a touch of tenderness.

Seeing Yan Jun's expression, Xiong Xiaochuan knew that the point was coming, he put his hands on the table, crossed his hands and clasped them, and supported his chin at the intersection of his fingers to make a listening gesture.

Many people don't know that showing seriousness when listening to others tell things is giving them great respect.

"And as the protector of the demon clan, I naturally don't like any force to specialize, my demon clan itself ranks last among the five strong clans, but the reason why I can still persevere is because of unity, so I went to that place."

Yan Jun paused when he said this, he closed his eyes as if recalling something that shocked him.

"There are a lot of beauties in the demon clan, such as the fox demon clan, which is even more beautiful, I asked myself that I was immune to beauties, but when I saw her, my heart that seemed to never throb beat fiercely."

A strange light appeared in Yan Jun's eyes, and that look was as if he had seen the most beautiful thing in the world, with a touch of heat in his tenderness.

"I originally went there to deter, but when I saw her, I found that I couldn't even finish a sentence, and the squeaks were so unproductive."

Yan Jun smiled a little warmly when he said this.

"When you meet someone who makes your heart pound, it's never productive."

Xiong Xiaochuan said.

"Yes, so when she asked me the purpose of going there, I seemed to have forgotten to lie, and directly stated my purpose, stupidly saying that it was to rectify the atmosphere of the demon clan, but now that I think about it, I should have been very nervous when I spoke."

Yan Jun laughed self-deprecatingly.

"And then?"

Xiong Xiaochuan came to be interested.

"Then we fought, and in the end I lost, I lost very badly, at the beginning my strength was higher than her, but in the end I lost so badly, just because I didn't have the desire to fight in the face of her, I couldn't do it, for fear that I would accidentally hurt her."

Yan Jun took a sip of the wine in the glass and said with a chuckle.

"Why do you keep your hands everywhere?"

When the battle was over, Yan Jun fell to the ground in embarrassment, and the woman asked coldly.

"I..."

Yan Jun was speechless, a simple I like you four words, but he couldn't spit it out like a fish in his throat.

"In the days that followed, I would always go there secretly, just to be able to see her, for many years I went to see her, and then she beat her out, but after a long time, she saw that I didn't do anything out of the ordinary, so she acquiesced to my existence, but I don't seem to know why I always come to see her like this, is it because I like it?"

When Yan Jun said this, his eyes were full of the warmth of memories, and it seemed that those days were his most unforgettable time.

"I will never forget the scene of her dancing in the sky where the petals were flying, and it was not until that moment that I truly recognized my true heart, I love her! I confessed to her. ”

When Yan Jun said this, his mood seemed to become a little depressed all of a sudden.

"She rejected you?"

Xiong Xiaochuan asked.

"yes, she rejected me, she said she doesn't like people who are too domineering."

Yanjun said.

"I am a spirit in the fire, it is my nature to be domineering, my character is naturally irritable and irritable, but for her sake, what about abandoning my nature? I vowed that I would never see her again if I didn't get rid of it, so it took me a long time to finally make myself less irritable. ”

Yan Jun's deep voice echoed in this space, Xiong Xiaochuan could think of how difficult it was to make this change for Yan Jun, if the fire lost its irritability, was it still fire?

He suppressed his instincts, so much so that until now his strength has not shown the slightest sign of breakthrough, because the road ahead has been blocked by himself! Originally, he should have been a saint by now!

It took hundreds of years to suppress his nature, and when he went to see her again after he succeeded, he only saw sorry, yes, she only had sorry in her eyes.

Her original request was just an excuse, she thought that it was impossible for Yan Jun to change this innate nature, but she seemed to underestimate the power of love.

Before we met a person, we were presumptuous, we were covered in thorns, and then we met a person, and in order to get closer to her, we pulled out the thorns on our bodies.

But in the end, in addition to not being like myself, all I got was an apology.

"She left, disappeared without a word, and I could feel her apologies, but so what?"

Yan Jun's eyes were full of helplessness.

"A few years later, she came back, and she changed, she seemed to be preoccupied with laughter, she didn't drink, but on the day she came back, she took me to drink with her for three days and three nights, she just kept drinking, and she didn't speak."

Yan Jun's expression had a hint of loneliness in his expression, he loved her, so he could read the feelings in her eyes, it was the pain of love, just like him.

"I know she has a beloved, but I'm not reconciled, I don't want to be willing, I don't want to give up, I think I will be able to touch her one day."

Yan Jun said bitterly.

"I think I can move the heavens and the earth, but in fact, I can move only myself."

Yan Jun laughed self-deprecatingly, drank all the wine in the glass, and slammed the wine glass on the table.

"I respect you."

Xiong Xiaochuan didn't know what to say to comfort Yan Jun and persuade him to give up or persuade him not to give up? This doesn't seem to be appropriate, and the only way to talk about it is to use wine as a consolation.

"Don't say it, don't say it, no matter how much she says, she can't accept me, her psychological side has already lived in another person, just like my psychological side is all hers, and there is no longer a little space left for others."

Yan Jun waved his hand and said a little dejectedly.

"You don't have to persuade me, I think I still have a chance, I still have a lot of time, our demon clan is not good to say that it has a long lifespan, a thousand years is not enough, I can continue to wait, 10,000 years is not enough, I will wait 100 million years, I believe she will see that I am waiting for her."

Yan Jun said with a smile.

And I don't know why, although Yan Jun is laughing, Xiong Xiaochuan feels that this smile is more uncomfortable than crying.

(End of chapter)