The day before Xiao Jiu left, it was raining lightly in Weijiaping. At that time, I didn't know that after this rainy day, the rainbow hung on the Qingshui River, which was the day we parted.

At that time, Xiao Jiu also asked me, saying, Jiang Sheng, do you have wine?

I said, I don't have it at home, if you want to drink, I'll go to the commissary and buy it for you.

Xiao Jiu and I didn't go home after buying wine, but went to the sour jujube forest. The rain was pouring down and drenching our hair.

Xiao Jiu asked me, Jiang Sheng, do you feel that there are many times when a person treats you better, the more guilty you are?

I thought about it and nodded. Once, I injured Liang Sheng with a lunch box, but Liang Sheng didn't blame me for a word; I lost my temper with him and complained that his mother had ruined my mother's happiness all her life, and he just stood stupidly, silently and without replying. Of course, I didn't say this, they have burned my heart, and I don't want them to burn my tongue and lips anymore.

Xiao Jiu said, the better Bei Xiaowu's fool treats me, the more guilty I feel. The more he looked at me, the more my heart hurt, so, Jiang Sheng, I had to leave.

With that, she slowly lifted the bottle, and I listened quietly to the sound of beer sliding down her throat.

Xiao Jiu said, Jiang Sheng, in fact, I don't want to drink, smoke, fight, or fly. There are many times, looking at you, looking at Jinling, looking at Weiyang, looking at little girls like you, I think, if, if, when I was six years old, my mother didn't leave me, now, am I also like you, with hair like clear soup and noodles, with a pair of warm little hands, and I will secretly blush when I see the boy I like? However, Jiang Sheng, all these young beauties are far away from me, and even when I see the boy I like, I can only be as arrogant as a little sister.

I have so many bad pasts in me. One day, I had a dream, I dreamed that I was covered with dirty mud, I washed and washed, but no matter how I washed, I couldn't wash it off, I rubbed my skin until they were red, until they peeled off, I saw my own bones, and I realized that I was dirty, not the mud that stained me, but I stained the mud.

After saying that, she gulped down the wine, and then, laughing, wiped the foam from the corners of her mouth, and recited very indulgently:

Green

Wine bottles

Pink

Lips

they

Handover

place

be

those

Drifting away

youth

They're just going away so gorgeously,

only

leftover

wretched

Xiao Jiu,

And also

wretched

tears

Flow

Flow......

I looked stupidly at her dancing body, overwhelmed. Xiao Jiu smiled at me, and in the rain, her hair was no longer fluffy, but so gentle against her ears. I said, Xiao Jiu, don't drink, I knew you were like this, I wouldn't buy you wine.

Xiao Jiu put her face in front of my eyes, and showed me the red eyes with her hand, she said, Jiang Sheng, you are so annoying, I don't drink, how can I shed tears, without tears, how can I tell you the following tragic story?

At that time, Xiao Jiu and I didn't find out that Bei Xiaowu was running happily.

Xiao Jiu leaned her head on my shoulder, and she said, Jiang Sheng, you see, my tears are gone, I have to drink some wine, replenish my water, so that I can cry. Jiang Sheng, when I came to your house, I realized that we are really sisters with the same fate. Your father has abandoned you and your mother, and my mother has abandoned me and my father.

I asked timidly, Xiao Jiu, didn't you say that your mother died when you were six years old?

Xiao Jiu threw the wine bottle on the ground, picked up another bottle and continued to drink, she said, Jiang Sheng, you are a stupid girl, you believe what others say. Did Cheng Tianyou say that he likes you, you really think you are his true daughter! Stupid! With that, she poked my finger straight into my head.

My face turned red, and I whispered, Xiao Jiu, what are you talking nonsense!

Xiao Jiu looked at me staggeringly, smiled, and said, Jiang Sheng, you know why I like you, because I think you are the same as Bei Xiaowu, you are very stupid and stupid. Jiang Sheng, I know what you're thinking, but I won't say it, I'm afraid you'll hurt.

I said, Xiao Jiu, you're drunk, let's go home, go home and wait for Bei Xiaowu to bring us scallion pancakes and Merrill Lynch's roast chicken to eat.

Xiao Jiu shook her head, I don't want to eat, I just want to eat the leek dumplings made by my mother, after saying that, she cried, she said, Jiang Sheng, I would rather she die when I was six years old! For so many years, I hated her, hated her! But, Jiang Sheng, I really want to have a mother, I want to be coquettish with her, ask her for beautiful clothes, and let her dress me up like you chicks...... As she spoke, her tears and snot flowed together.

She said, Jiang Sheng, there is a secret before I leave, I must tell you, but you must keep it for me. Be sure to keep it for me.

I nodded.

Xiao Jiu finally stopped crying, threw away the wine bottle, wiped away her tears, and quietly looked at the playground in Weijiaping, she said, When I was six years old, my mother ran away with other men and left me and my father. Later, when I grew up, I found the man who took my mother away and slept with him!

I looked at Xiao Jiu stupidly, Xiao Jiu laughed, I know that I am shameless and cheap, but I hate my mother! I want her to know that that man doesn't take her seriously at all! I want to make her miserable, to make her feel how painful it has been for me to live in the thoughts and longings for her for ten years! But she told me so calmly that she knew that the man had never been divorced, but she just liked him, and she couldn't help it. Speaking of this, Xiao Jiu cried again, she said, from now on, I will fool around with men of all shapes, and I think I am a chicken! I think I'm the garbage she's thrown away! Until I met Bei Xiaowu......

When she called Bei Xiaowu's name, her voice trembled, and she said, Jiang Sheng, only Bei Xiaowu has never taken advantage of me. He just likes me as a pure girl, but, Jiang Sheng, you can see how bad and terrible a girl I am......

After Xiao Jiu finished speaking, he stood quietly in the rain, like a homeless child.

After such a long silence, she said, Jiang Sheng, in fact, I have always wanted to ask her, will she be sad when she thinks of me after leaving me for so many years? After saying that, she looked up at me, and for a moment, her expression became extremely complicated.

I turned around and saw Bei Xiaowu standing beside us in a daze, the rain sliding down the tips of his hair, silently, carrying two large bags of things in his hands. Because, yesterday Xiao Jiu complained to him that Liang Sheng always cooks noodles, so he went to the county early this morning to buy Merrill Roast Chicken and scallion pancakes for Xiao Jiu.

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