Two scars, one pain.

Back at the school, Liang Sheng was at the school gate, and the street lamp stretched his shadow so long. When he saw me, he hurriedly stepped forward and said, Jiang Sheng, where did you go last night?

I listened to his voice, which was thick nasal and a little shaky. His eyes were so red that there was a faint scar on his forehead, I touched it gently with my hand and asked him, brother, does it still hurt?

Ryosheng shook his head slightly.

When I was four years old, six-year-old Liang Sheng left a bite mark on my arm, and for the rest of the day, I woke up in my sleep every night with a splitting pain.

When Liang Sheng was eighteen years old, I left a scar on his forehead at the age of sixteen, and for the rest of my life, I would wake up in my sleep every night, in pain.

Two scars, one pain.

When I saw Bei Xiaowu today, he also scolded me, he said that I had no heart, no liver and no lungs, he said, do you know that Liang Sheng was looking for you everywhere last night, do you know that he is a big boy who will cry with fear.

I looked at Bei Xiaowu, and I knew that he had a relationship with me and Liangsheng. Although now he has basically broken up with Liangsheng because of Xiao Jiu, it does not affect the friendship of his youth that he retains deep in his heart.

I don't know how a boy can cry, Liang Sheng, is it because he is scared? Are you afraid that something will happen to me? If there is really one less girl named Jiang Sheng in the world, Liang Sheng, will you really be sad?

Will it be as sad as when I was a kid when I saw people bullying you?

Liang Sheng said, Jiang Sheng, what are you thinking? Let's go back to the dormitory. The exam is coming up in a week, so it's time to prepare. Let Bei Xiaowu review it well.

Well, I nodded lightly and went back to campus with Ryosheng.

Liang Sheng didn't realize that at this moment, I was already a girl full of worries. There are some things that I gradually don't talk about with Liang Sheng, such as about Bei Xiaowu, about Xiao Jiu, and about the man named Cheng Tianyou.

Back in the dormitory, Jinling's little face was pale, and he took my hand and asked, Jiang Sheng, you scared me to death. Are you alright, now?

I nodded.

Jin Ling said, it's okay. She thought for a long time and then said, Weiyang has been waiting for you in our dormitory last night. Maybe your brother is worried about you.

I looked at the white face of Jinling porcelain and said, oh, got it. Jinling, you go to sleep first.

That night, I wandered in the corridor in front of Weiyang's dormitory for a long, long time, I had so many things to say to her, I wanted her to take care of Liangsheng for me, I wanted to tell her, I'm sorry to disturb Liangsheng for so long.

But I can't say any of these words. Just before leaving Wei Jiaping, Liang Sheng, or my brother, I could act arbitrarily in front of him, and now, a large part of the time that belonged to my youth slipped away like a long leg.

How sad.

In Bei Xiaowu's words, it's how sad grandma is.

So grandma's, that night, I huddled in the bathroom like a bat that couldn't see the light, crying low until I fell asleep. In my dream, Xiao Mi was at my bare feet, so well-behaved, so soft, and I was taking a big bite of the noodles made by Liang Sheng, who was beside me, looking up at the moon in the sky......