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49 In the world, there are three kinds of love: love, love, and inadmissibility!

After learning that Su Man was a "famous" jade girl star, I suddenly felt that life was particularly unreal. I said to Jinling, why, I think that a lot of things that happened in front of me are like making movies and acting. I actually played against a "famous" jade star? It's so unreal. Jinling, I'm going to have insomnia tonight. The world is amazing.

Jin Ling said, what's so magical about this, in fact, the most amazing thing about you is not that Su Man, I think, the most amazing thing is that you are with a diamond king like Cheng Tianyou.

As soon as she said that, I jumped straight out of bed, and I said, am I with him? This is definitely a scandal!

Jin Ling burst into laughter and said, it's really terrible, Jiang Sheng, shouldn't you think of yourself as some kind of jade star? What about the scandal? This word is also what you can say?

I asked her, Jinling, how old are you, so concerned about those diamond kings? Do you want to marry yourself into a wealthy family early?

Jin Ling was stunned for a moment, and then said, Cheng Tianyou, who doesn't know about the people in this place? It's just that I have always felt that such people should live in rumors and should not live in their own lives. After saying that, there was silence.

I suddenly remembered Xiao Jiu's evaluation of Cheng Tianyou, she said, even if Cheng Tianyou is not a bad person, he is definitely not a good person. So I asked Jinling, I said, Jinling, then, what kind of person do you think, Cheng Tianyou?

Jin Ling opened his mouth, and finally shook his head, saying, I haven't touched it again, I don't know.

I let out a soft sigh and fell asleep.

Ever since I learned that Su Man is a star, I have a great sense of awe of "Ning Xin, don't come unharmed", I am afraid that as soon as I go in, big and small, old and young, are all stars, just I am a small village girl, standing there stupidly to collect money, how embarrassing. Also, Cheng Tianyou actually did something to Su Man, if this matter goes to gossip, what is it? Is there a celebrity beating incident?

Suddenly, I found out that the advice that Xiao Jiu had given me before, she said, don't want me to have anything to do with Cheng Tianyou. I thought she was alarmist. I always thought that Cheng Tianyou was Cheng Tianyou, a boy who was very similar to Liangsheng. A little guy who always goes to me on the needle. Now, I know that Xiao Jiu is right, he is different from us. The circle in which he lives has a small star like Su Man, a beautiful and mysterious woman like Ning Xin, and lives in the most expensive apartment in the most exclusive area. Moreover, according to Xiao Jiu, this apartment is just his own permanent residence. Their family's power is intertwined in this provincial town. So what am I?

Friend? Two people with such a big difference in status will become friends?

Or, between us, there is nothing, but he is the illusion that life has given me; And I was the pastime of his life. It seems that this can only be explained in this way.

In fact, my relationship with Cheng Tianyou is not as close as Jinling imagined. For example, in "Ning Xin, don't come unharmed", every time Cheng Tianyou comes, at most he smiles at me, at most, he walks to the cashier and says hello to me. As for Weiyang's so-called soul, there is no way to talk about it.

Sometimes, when I think of his dark and sparkling eyes, my heart sinks suddenly. Life always seems to like to play tricks on me.

For the first time, God gave me a beloved gift, and he said, you can't touch it.

I asked him, why?

He said, for no reason, it's a human rule. There is a law for everything in the world, and for you, my child, it is no exception.

The second time, God seemed to be especially gracious and gave me another gift, much like the first. He said, you still can't touch it!

I didn't ask him, why?

Because I know that my identity is not worthy of this luxury. Cinderella became a legend because there is only one Cinderella in the world. The fairy tale of the crystal slipper can only be staged this once, so it is not my turn.

I asked Jinling, have you ever liked anyone?

Jin Ling had been looking at me at that time, and his two dark eyes were flickering in the moonlight, which was extremely beautiful. She rested her chin on my arm and whispered, yes.

I said, is it Liangsheng?

Jin Ling shook his head with a smile and said, Actually, I didn't like Liang Sheng, but he looked like him...... As she spoke, she pressed the words down deeply.

I said, then, is it Bei Xiaowu?

She stuck out her tongue and said, "Don't talk nonsense, it's not." Jiang Sheng, you still don't know, it's better not to know.

I suddenly became nervous and asked her, don't you also like Cheng Tianyou?

Jin Ling said, come on, Jiang Sheng, are you really Cheng Tianyou a heartthrob? Don't joke with me, I'm not interested in your Cheng Gongzi, you better keep it to yourself and appreciate it slowly.

I stuck out my tongue, and this tongue sticking out seemed to be the sequelae left by poisonous mushrooms, I said, Jinling, you said that there are several kinds of love in this world?

Jinling said, love and not love, two kinds.

I said, you're wrong. In the world, there are three kinds of love, love, not love, and, can't love!

God gave me these two unloving gifts. I couldn't refuse.

Before going to bed, I thought of Cheng Tianyou, and remembered the word he said when I fought with him that day, so I poked Jinling, and I said, Jinling, what does BQ mean?

BQ? Jin Ling turned to look at me, what BQ?

I said, it was the last time, Cheng Tianyou said what I said, he said that I "have a good figure of an angel, and there is no word BQ in the whole world, and since then human beings have become extinct." That's what it says anyway.

BQ? Jinling pondered. I meditated around her until we both fell asleep. In my sleep, my mind is full of English letters B and Q dancing.