By dusk, it was finally inevitable that the issue of murder was discussed.

Homicide. Since the appearance of human beings on the earth, until today's highly developed civilization, this incident has always been an indelible shadow in the history of human civilization.

Counting, after the resurrection, the people who died at the hands of Li Zhen ...... There are already seven. Seven lives...... It was the word that came to his mind the most these days, when he was gradually getting rid of the near-madness of that night.

Even a professional soldier, even a professional soldier who went to the battlefield, can't bear seven lives in his life, right? However, since entering this world...... He felt a little involuntarily in his body.

If you don't look for trouble, trouble will come to you. He had never figured out whether the life that had been spent peacefully for seventeen years was real, or whether this life full of gunfire and the smell of blood was real.

He had read a novel before, and it said that very few people feel excited and happy after killing someone. If so, it would be an idiot or a mental illness - to the effect that he doesn't remember much. At that time, when I read this paragraph, I only thought it made sense, but I didn't expect that I would really experience this situation now.

However, what scares him the most is not the murder itself, but the ......

Why don't I feel so strongly?

Even if Jing Cha and the soldiers, when they took the life of a living person for the first time during the mission, even if that person was heinous, they would receive psychological counseling afterwards, right? Is that they actually a little unacceptable to that kind of behavior?

But for Li Zhen, he still clearly remembers that on the night when he first came into contact with the Capable World Realm, after throwing the "electric eel" to death, he leaned against a tree in the barren mountain, and he didn't feel too much discomfort in his heart.

On the contrary, there seems to be a little, unnoticeable ...... Pleased.

It's not because I've killed a bad guy because I'm happy, it's a subtle, very small sense of catharsis.

So every time he thought of this, he felt a chill in his heart and felt that he was ...... It seems to have become something else.

It doesn't feel like a person anymore.

Even now, when he tried to tell his parents as gently as possible about his past experiences, it was not the guilt that he felt most strongly in his heart. But...... Similar to when I was a child, I secretly ran out of the house to play, and when I returned home, I was discovered by my mother and was afraid of being scolded.

There are many things that one person has done without feeling inappropriate. But if you think about the reaction of your parents and relatives after learning about this...... It's going to get weird in my heart. It's like a lot of prodigal sons can talk to ** without scruples when they are single, but if they have their parents sitting next to them......

You always feel constrained, even ashamed to speak, right?

Right now, Li Zhen is in that mood.

Obviously, last night, when I killed those killers, my heart was full of worry and anger, blaming them for how dare - how dare they try to break up their brief reunion with Kesong again.

But now speak out...... But I only felt sullen and short of breath, thinking that my parents might be very disappointed in me, or that I would become the kind of tyrannical butcher who regarded human life as nothing.

So his voice gradually deepened, and he couldn't continue at all, but sat on the edge of the bed and lowered his head.

The orange sunset shone in, pulling his shadow long to the ground. Mom and Dad didn't talk to Ke Song for a long time.

So Li Zhen mustered up his courage, raised his head slightly with a little uneasiness, and glanced at his mother. found that her eyes were full of tears again, she stretched out her hand and gently held herself in her arms, and said in a low voice: "Don't be afraid, let your father find a leader in two days and arrange a psychiatrist for you...... Do you have to be like this? ”

In the latter sentence, she asked Li Kaiwen.

Li Kaiwen sighed heavily and patted Li Zhen on the back: "It's okay - those are not good people." It's like you're on the battlefield, those are all enemies - "he" "ah" 's voice bites hard, as if to settle Li Zhen's heart.

So Li Zhen rested his chin on his mother's shoulder, looked through the glass window, and saw the falling sun on the empty field—the sun's blood stained the sunset, and then slowly fell behind the mountains.

He really settled down.

It's just that what he thinks is- ah...... They didn't blame me.

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The secrecy rules at the Secret Service's northern base are quite severe. Military ranks below the rank of colonel will receive a "lockdown order" after entering the establishment of the northern base of the secret service - for two years, they are not allowed to go out unless they are on a mission.

And now Li Kaiwen has not survived the two-year "sentence". It was only because Li Zhen's matter really alarmed many people, and the situation was indeed special, that the North Court approved a 10-hour vacation for him and Song Chenxiao.

In fact, Song Chenxiao didn't have any special abilities, but because he and Li Kaiwen belonged to the husband and wife relationship, they moved into the family area of the North Courtyard together and lived a life similar to "imprisonment". Of course, this is just a joke in people's private quarters. In fact, the living area of the northern base is quite extensive, and living here is actually no different from the previous 9-to-5 work life, but you can't walk around the shopping malls and cities at will like ordinary people.

However, in the past, their family was only a working-class family, and there were even fewer opportunities for travel, and all their lives were nothing more than activities between the three urban districts of Pingyang, and Song Chenxiao did not even go to Pinghe District, which was far away.

And now that he knows that his son is safe and sound, and it is even very likely that he will be reunited with him in such a place, the block that has been accumulated in the hearts of the second elder for a long time is gone.

So they went to the restaurant on the first floor of the main hospital for a not very hearty, but extraordinarily warm dinner. This kind of warmth is of course relative to Li Zhen's family of three...... In fact, Kesong is still depressed, and even forced a smile.

All three are aware of this...... But it's true that there is nothing that can be done. Except for yourself and time, there are probably no comforting words that can quickly and effectively heal the wounds in your heart, right?

After all, Zhang Chaoyang is her only relative.

The meal was eaten for a long time. Because nearly nine hours have passed since the Li family and his wife came here - Li Kaiwen must return to the North Courtyard before 22 o'clock in the evening.

And in order not to be disturbed, the four of them ate in a small cubicle. As a result, although there are occasional people dining outside, they are never noticed.

But at the end of this meal...... An uninvited guest arrived.

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