Chapter 005: Dreams
Xiao Qing, who was separated from Zhang Wen, returned to his rented apartment, which was not possible for him to make a lot of money because his family background was average, and he was somewhat dispensable in the club, so he just rented a small apartment, although it was not very good, but it was still satisfying.
Xiao Qing didn't plan to tell his family about his current situation, he knew that his parents had invested all their savings for him over the years; Although Xiao Qing may have some lack of emotional intelligence, although Xiao Qing's temper may be a little hot, but in general, Xiao Qing is still more sensible, he is still more considerate of his parents, and he is still the kind of person who is considered by the people in the town to be more filial.
Xiao Qing honestly didn't think that he would come to this point, although he knew that he was likely to continue to mess around in the football circle like this, although it was unlikely that he would be so prosperous, but he should still be able to mix food and clothing. He knows that his physical fitness is quite good, and if he can have more opportunities to exercise, he will definitely be able to improve to a certain extent. According to Xiao Qing's original plan, as long as he can survive this time in the club, as long as he has a certain amount of capital, then even a transfer is still possible. It's just that now it seems that he is just a small character that no one cares about, and there is basically not much possibility of finding a satisfactory next home.
And one thing that must be admitted is that Xiao Qing is more or less disappointed in domestic football now, he knows that he wants to get out in this circle, it is too difficult; Maybe he could grit his teeth and scrape together some money to 'honor' the head coach, but Xiao Qing is the kind of character who would rather bend than bend, and he is the kind of character who thinks that his efforts cannot be blasphemed. He does want to play, but he doesn't think he wants to 'buy' a chance to play.
Xiao Qing, who was lying on the bed, thought about his mind quietly, he didn't know where his future was, and he didn't know what choice he should make; Xiao Qing is absolutely unwilling to let his football career be ended like this, and of course he is not willing to let his parents' decades of investment in him be burned down like this. But now Xiao Qing really feels powerless, he really feels that he is very hurt.
Suddenly, Xiao Qing was shocked by the cheers on the TV, Xiao Qing, who originally planned to watch the Champions League game, had not paid attention to the game before, and only came back to his senses at the award ceremony in Zuihou. Seeing Kaka holding the big ear cup in high spirits, Xiao Qing was indescribably envious; Kaka is only two or three years older than himself, but now Kaka is already one of the most haode players, he has lifted the Big Ears Cup, and he also has a Hercules Cup honor in his career resume; It can be said that as a professional player, Kaka has won the highest two honors, and relying on Kaka's performance, he can be yujian to the next Shijie Footballer and Golden Ball Award selection, he will definitely be able to win the highest honor!
is indescribably envious of Xiao Qing, a player who can play in the top league, and even more indescribable admiration for Xiao Qing, a player who can win the highest honor in the top league. Although it is just a small role that has not been able to get a chance to play in domestic competitions, but in the final analysis, Xiao Qing is still a football person, for everyone who plays football, being able to play at the top level is the most beautiful wish, and being able to lead the team to win the championship in the top league is a heart-warming dream!
Looking at the TV in a daze, watching the always elegant Kaka passionately holding up the trophy and roaring, Xiao Qing's eyes seemed to be a little dull, he looked at the TV a little dazed, and soon Xiao Qing fell asleep in such a state of confusion.
In his sleep, Xiao Qing couldn't see who was around him, it seemed that he had his best friend Zhang Wen, but not to mention other teammates, he couldn't even see his opponent clearly, and he couldn't even recognize the jersey he was wearing. But Xiao Qing knew that he was now in a big stadium, a stadium of 100,000 people; All the fans were cheering loudly and hoarsely at this time, and there was only one voice in everyone's mouth, and that was 'Xiao'!
Forcefully knocking away a defender, Xiao Qing instantly accelerated with the ball forward; Facing the blurred but fierce defender, Xiao Qing's beautiful Marseille maneuver wiped out the opponent; Facing the next player to make up for the defense, Xiao Qing relied on his speed to eat the opponent alive and then entered the penalty area. Facing the panicked goalkeeper, Xiao Qing unhurriedly used the pendulum to shake the goalkeeper, and when the goalkeeper fell headlong on the grass, Xiao Qing easily pushed the empty goal; The atmosphere of the stadium suddenly reached a climax, and the cheers of the fans suddenly became even more enthusiastic!
Xiao Qing felt that he was dreaming, an incomparably beautiful dream, he led the team to kill all sides, and constantly absorbed the honor of various championships; It's just that all of a sudden, Xiao Qing stiffened a little, because he saw that what he was in front of was the golden Hercules Cup! Xiao Qing is not calm, although he knows that he is dreaming, but for the Hercules Cup, that is, the Shijie Cup champion, I am afraid that God will have a nightmare!
Xiao Qing, who woke up, pillowed his hands behind his head, and Xiao Qing, who looked at the ceiling, was stunned and didn't know what he was thinking; It's just that he suddenly smiled, the national football team won the shijie cup championship? It's an obviously ridiculous joke, but it's a joke that makes people laugh. Just smiling and laughing, Xiao Qing gradually quieted down.
Looking out the window, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, and although I slept late last night, I still woke up early; Although he felt very funny about the national football team winning the Shijie Cup, Xiao Qing did make up his mind, he knew that it was too difficult for him to play in the top league, and it was even more incredible than the national football team winning the Shijie Cup. But Xiao Qing really doesn't want to give up his football career like this, although the dream is not realistic enough, but he really hopes to be able to play in the top stadium.
Therefore, although he knew that there was little hope, he still had to try hard; Even if you hit your head and bleed, at least you won't regret it. Maybe this time the decision is doomed to failure, but Xiao Qing will still work hard. A person who does not have a dream is pathetic, and if he does not have a dream, then what is the difference between being a man and a salted fish?!
Xiao Qing will strive to realize his dream, even if he fails, but it is an answer that he can be satisfied with; At that time, it is not impossible to think about your next path, at least that will make you more settled, and you can stop thinking about those incredible dreams!
Xiao Qing, who has made up his mind, is unwilling to waste any more time, although now may be a relatively idle time for the players, because basically the major leagues have entered the offseason; But for many teams, now is the time to recruit and prepare for the next season.
For many players, this is the moment for them to change their doors and strive for better treatment, and it is also the best choice for many players to fight to join a club; Because once this period is missed, then the lineup of many teams has basically been determined, and it will be more difficult to get a contract at that time!
If you think about it, you will do it, Xiao Qing is a person who is in a hurry, so he hurriedly took his documents to prepare some necessary procedures for going abroad; Although his family background is average, although he is only a small role in the club, Xiao Qing still has a few money in his hand. Although it is quite a drop in the bucket for this trip to go abroad to pursue his dreams, Xiao Qing believes that as long as he can save a little, he will still be able to persist for a while.
Xiao Qing returned to his home in the town after a day of running, and he would definitely try it if he made up his mind, so he would also go home, firstly, it would take some time to handle those cumbersome documents, and secondly, to get together with his family a little, after all, he didn't have much time to go home when he was in the team.
"Xiao Qing, why are you back?" Xiao Qing's mother is a very ordinary housewife, when Xiao Qing's father went out to work, Yu Min, who worked in a small restaurant in the town, earned a little money to supplement the family; Don't look at the consumption level in the town is not too high, but the New Year's holidays and the 'red bombs' of relatives and friends from time to time, this is indeed a lot of money.
"Mom, come back this time for a few days, and then I'm going to go abroad!" Xiao Qing didn't plan to tell his mother the truth, he was already twenty-two years old, and he didn't want his family to worry about him anymore; To be honest, he also understands the situation of his family, if it weren't for his own football, the money his father has earned over the years of working outside would definitely be good in the town, but now, his family is really poor in the town; In many housewives of the same age as Xiao Qing's mother, when they basically play mahjong, it can be seen that his mother still has to work to earn money.
"Going abroad?" Xiao Qing's mother was obviously stunned and asked a little puzzled.
"Your son is talented, and you also know my physical fitness, that's not me blowing, I really can't find a few people in China who are engaged in football better than my body!" Xiao Qing smiled and pushed her mother's shoulder and sat on the chair and said, "You should know something about me playing football all these years, good physical fitness often means good talent, so I'm going to go abroad for a trial soon!" ”
"Really?!" Xiao Qing's mother Yu Min asked with a look of surprise, although she didn't know much about being able to go abroad for a trial, she could still understand the general meaning, at least this proved that her son's ability was quite favorable!