Chapter 115
Su Honglin received two letters this day, one was written by Wang Rong, and the other was written by Lin Rong, Wang Rong said in the letter that he had established a relationship with Gao Yang, and when he had family leave, he would take him home to show his parents, Wang Rong looked at her although she was complaining, but the words were full of sweetness, and she couldn't help but be happy for her.
"Honglin, whose letter came?" Staff Officer Chen may be too idle and always likes to make fun of them.
"Classmate, Counselor Chen, have you done anything?" Honglin asked.
"Isn't this a busy day? Does Honglin have any good female classmates, introduce one to me. Staff Officer Chen touched his hair with his hand and said a little awkwardly.
"Didn't you already have a girlfriend? Do you want to step on two boats with one foot? Soon after Hong Lin arrived, he knew that he had a girlfriend who had been in love for several years.
"Don't mention it, you wrote to me last time, saying that I don't have time to accompany her, don't marry someone else." Staff Officer Chen said a little lonely.
Seeing that he was frolicking every day, who knew that such a thing would happen, Su Honglin hurriedly persuaded, "She doesn't want you to be her loss, you will definitely be able to find someone better than her in the future." ”
"I don't blame her, it's true that I don't have much time for her, but it would be better if you could introduce me to a girl." In the blink of an eye, Staff Officer Chen returned to his usual appearance.
"This can't be done, she's famous." Su Honglin saw that there was nothing unusual about his expression, so he looked at his letter again.
"You received Lin Rong's letter again?" Xie Zhigang, who didn't know when he came in, asked.
"yes." Su Honglin was looking at it happily, so he didn't notice any difference between Xie Zhigang.
Xie Zhigang listened to her words, saw that she watched with relish, she didn't even look at herself, her mood was very low, even if she met her all day long, she still couldn't enter her heart, but it was that Lin Rong, every time she received his letter, she was so happy, maybe what she really liked in her heart was that Lin Rong.
Xie Zhi just picked up the hat on the table and left the office, and soon there was a gathering sound outside, and there were bursts of roars from the male soldiers.
After reading the letter, Su Honglin looked at the watch in his hand, looked at the empty desk in front of him, and asked Staff Officer Chen puzzled, "Xie Zhigang went to train again?" Don't you need to rest? ”
"He just came in, but he went out again very quickly, and he didn't look good when he went out." Staff Officer Chen said.
Su Honglin didn't take it to heart when he heard this, and he didn't think that he was the one who started the surge.
It wasn't until the afternoon that Su Honglin realized that Xie Zhigang had ignored him, usually, he would pack a meal for her and cook the dishes she liked, but at dinner that day, Xie Zhigang was sitting in a group of male soldiers, not knowing what he was talking to them, very happy.
Su Honglin made a plate of rice and sat there, a little unsure of what Xie Zhigang was for, and thought for a while, "Since you don't want to pay attention to me, I don't bother to pay attention to you." ”
Su Honglin ate a few mouthfuls of food casually, then walked out of the cafeteria without looking at Xie Zhigang again.
Although Xie Zhigang sat on the other side, as soon as Su Honglin came in, he saw her, he saw her every move, he thought she would be a little unaccustomed, but she was not a little abnormal, she didn't even look at him more, just ignored it.
Xie Zhigang's mood suddenly seemed to fall into an ice cellar, it turned out that he really had no status in her heart, and it had always been just her own wishful thinking.
"Instructor Xie, you see that Instructor Su is leaving, why don't you chase after him?" The soldiers around him coaxed.
"That's it, Instructor Xie, girls need to be coaxed." "Instructor Su is just too cold, Instructor Xie, you have to work harder."
Xie Zhigang looked at this group of boys with a wry smile, maybe the entire military camp understood his thoughts, but only the one who should understand didn't understand, and it was boring to think about it.
For several days in a row, Xie Zhigang and Su Honglin didn't speak, Su Honglin felt very weird, and he felt a little uncomfortable, but let her take the initiative to ask him, and he couldn't open his mouth, obviously he was unreasonable, and he was angry for no reason.
Xie Zhigang was in a bad mood, the life of the soldiers under him was not good, it happened that he was about to be assessed again, he was practicing hard, but the soldiers under him couldn't stand it, and in the end, Staff Officer Chen couldn't get used to it and pulled Xie Zhigang back.
Before the assessment, Su Honglin had no other thoughts, although she knew that only sixteen people could be left in the end, she still hoped that each of them could get a good result.
And the female soldiers all understand this truth, even if Su Honglin does not increase training, they will train themselves more, and there is no need for Su Honglin to worry about it.
"Xie Zhigang, what are you doing, look at your soldiers, how do you ask them to assess them?" Staff Officer Chen pulled Xie Zhigang to a remote place and asked angrily.
Xie Zhigang lowered his head, he has indeed gone too far these days, "I know." ”
"No matter what your mood is, don't bring it to work, a big man can afford to put it down, just say what it looks like to sulk like this." Staff Officer Chen said.
Xie Zhigang listened to his words and was silent for a while, "Not in the future." ”
Su Honglin went to cook with a rice plate as usual, but found that Xie Zhigang was sitting in his previous position, and there was also a plate of rice in front of him, and the dishes in it were also her favorite. She was stunned, ignored him, and prepared to fight herself.
Xie Zhigang saw that Su Honglin didn't seem to see him, so he walked over and grabbed her, Su Honglin wanted to scold him, but seeing so many people in the cafeteria looking at them, he had to follow him.
"Xie Zhigang, what are you doing?" After Su Honglin sat down, he shook off his hand dissatisfiedly and whispered.
"Eat, talk about it after eating." Xie Zhigang's expression was very calm, so that Su Honglin couldn't see what he was thinking at all.
Su Honglin looked around, only to see that the soldiers had their ears pricked up one by one, and their eyes were always looking at them, so they had to pick up chopsticks and pick up the food to eat.
I had something in my heart, and I couldn't eat the food, so I ate the food in a few bites, and walked outside, Xie Zhi just ate all the food on his plate, so he followed.
"Honglin, Su Honglin." Xie Zhigang looked at Su Honglin, who was walking fast, and shouted repeatedly.
Su Honglin listened to his cry and walked faster, this man is really, obviously he was angry with himself, and in the end, it seemed that she had made a mistake, so he didn't have to pay attention to him.
"You're so ignorant of me?" Xie Zhigang caught up with Su Honglin, took her hand and walked to a remote place, stared at her and asked.
Su Honglin simply didn't bother to speak, obviously he ignored people first, as if he was wrong.
"Honglin, don't you really understand my thoughts?" Xie Zhigang's eyes were fixed on her.
Su Honglin listened, turned her head away unnaturally, pursed her lips, and lowered her head, she didn't know what to say, and she couldn't think of how to respond to him.
"Honglin, you look at me." Xie Zhigang didn't allow her to escape, if she really didn't feel anything about herself, and what she really liked was Lin Rong, then he would simply let go and stop pestering her.
"What the hell are you trying to say?" Su Honglin's head was forcibly lifted by him, and he couldn't help but be annoyed and angry.
"Su Honglin, I don't believe you don't feel anything at all, you know that I like you, you know that I care about you, but you always pretend to be stupid, what are you thinking." Xie Zhigang looked at her face that had turned red from anger, and his eyes became even hotter.
"I don't know, I just know that you are angry for no reason, and you pull me here for no reason." Su Honglin said with little confidence.
Xie Zhigang listened, a heat rushed up from the bottom of his heart, he leaned Su Honglin against the wall, put her hand against her, and kissed her red lips that were slightly open because of excitement.
Su Honglin's brain was blank and he didn't react at all, but Xie Zhigang instinctively sucked her lips, his movements were rusty and violent, sucking her lips, and it was this that finally pulled her back.
Su Honglin began to resist, she pushed him away, and slapped him over, only to hear a crisp voice in the silence.
Su Honglin looked at his face stupidly, and quickly retracted his hand, a little unable to believe that he had really slapped him.
"Who let you mess around?" Su Honglin said weakly.
"Honglin, you touch your heart, do you really feel nothing for me at all?" Xie Zhigang didn't care about the slap she threw at all, he just stared at her, and his eyes became very deep.
Su Honglin didn't need to touch it to know that her heart was beating very hard at this time, the moment he kissed herself, she could obviously push him away, with her skills, she couldn't let him get close to her at all, but she didn't push him away at the first time, as he said, maybe she didn't feel him at all in her heart.
"Honglin, you know what? I've liked you for many years, and I've often, maybe in elementary school, you're special to me, always like to tease you, bully you, and look at you when you're so small but always pretending to be an adult, I can't help but want to see you look extra energetic because you're angry. Xie Zhigang faced her and said softly and in a low voice.
"Later, I often went to your house, especially like what your mother said about you, even if it was a small thing, and in the years after leaving, I would often think of you, until the last time I met you, I saw that I was becoming more and more beautiful, more and more capable, but I also didn't like me more and more, I especially wanted to attract your attention, and I would subconsciously make actions or words to tease you." After speaking, Xie Zhigang looked at her affectionately.
"Honglin, you don't know how lucky I was to be there and be a classmate with you again when I saw you outside the military academy." Xie Zhigang paused, "Honglin, I may have never gotten along with a girl, so I don't know how to get along with you at all, in fact, I don't want to make you angry at all, but every time it backfires, it always makes you walk away angrily." ”
"You don't know how jealous and envious I am when I look at you talking and laughing with other boys." The expression on Xie Zhigang's face was very hazy, and he seemed to be able to feel his contradictory mood at that time.
"Honglin was injured because of saving me, you don't know how distressed I am, I would rather be injured than watch you lie on that hospital bed, I really hated myself at that time, I can't wait for you to be hurt, lie in bed for you." Xie Zhigang paused for a while after speaking.
Su Honglin thought that he wouldn't say it, but he slowly confided in him, "Later, I felt that maybe I could only bring you pain and anger, and I couldn't make you happy, so I tried to keep myself away from you, watching you talk and laugh with other classmates, and be happy every day, I think it's okay to look at you like this, at least you are happy." ”