Chapter Fifty-Nine: Are You on the Other Side, Are You Okay Now?
The sea level has only opened the first light of the day, and the quiet town has gradually opened the day's hurry, and the uninvited guests have also arrived, the flying boats have rowed through the avenue, the roar of the broken waves echoes in the warm wind, and the drops are like broken jade, and Bonnie, who stands at the bow of the boat, does not wear a helmet and allows a pink cherry hair to fly in the air, but it is not a drop of water.
After so many detours, I finally returned to the place I wanted to come to······ Text Primer / Text Primer
"Recently, another newcomer ran to Whitebeard, and offered a reward of 500 million Bailey's sea thief!"
"yes, I heard that it's very strong! Even several Seven Martial Seas and Admirals had been planted in his hands······ What's Ace called? ”
"- Fire Fist Ace, that's the name!"
It was just a casual sight and hear, but she could no longer take her eyes off the hustle and bustle, and even rudely stepped forward to interrupt the group of pirates who were not even the lowest minions, and forced everything she wanted to know from their mouths, but after perceiving her abnormality, she didn't even care about the surprised eyes of the companions behind her, and left the place without looking back.
After two years of separation, he still misses each other so much in his heart, and even the established route was forcibly changed by himself, and he returned to the island of Ba Tsaili in the South China Sea, because this is the place where he and her first met that summer.
However, fate is unpredictable, just like the invisible flame, gathering and scattering impermanence in the wind, changing into a strange pattern at every intertwined moment.
At that moment, whether it was him or her, how could they have expected such an inseparable relationship between each other?
But growing up, she learned one thing.
- Learn to let go when you can't love.
Because it takes more courage to grasp happiness than to endure pain.
If I had caught it earlier, maybe I would have been happy, but now I have it in my hands.
With a blur in her eyes, Bonnie seemed to look at her and reminisced towards her destination this time, the mansion that should have been abandoned, but now it was inexplicably neat and bright, from the eaves to the front yard, it had been renovated.
Or did that person return to this place too? With the same mood as yourself, waiting here to meet yourself again?
With an expectant look, Bonnie walked through the door tremblingly, she had even formed her next words in her heart, after all, they really hadn't seen each other for a long time.
The room was neat and clean, and it could be seen that the cleaners had put a lot of effort into it, and the overall layout also showed a considerable style, and Bonnie looked up, and the murals hanging in the hall seemed to come into view.
"That's Ace's mother, Portkas D. Loujiu, I was shocked when I first came, Ace's mother······ I didn't expect him to have so many things I didn't understand. ”
The sound of a clear spring flowing into a mountain stream sounded behind Bonnie, and she didn't need to deliberately look back, just by the breath she felt, she already knew who it was, but the appearance of the other party here made her overwhelmed.
"Y-Why are you here?"
"I didn't expect to meet you here." The person who came smiled slightly, and said in a lonely memorial tone, "Long time no see, Bonnie ······"
"Yes, we ······ Long time no see. ”
Somewhat disappointed and a little confused, Bonnie stood with Yuna again with the hidden pain in her heart, and it had been two years since the last time.
The Spade Pirates, since they are divided into "Black Flame" and "Peach Heart", she began to hear the news of the deceased, surprised and happy in her heart, and couldn't help but feel a little inexplicable melancholy and sentimentality, when the three of them advanced and retreated together, it seemed to be a longing and a fantasy, and the most beautiful scene in her heart seemed to have appeared in front of her eyes, warm and warm, as if, the resentment and anxiety of the past two years were like the collapsed ice and snow, and disappeared in an instant.
Memories are very good, as long as you can make the past pass.
It's not a bad thing to be sad because it means that you have given it from the bottom of your heart.
In a light speech, the two shared what they saw and heard after parting, and they brought a little warmth, but there was a mixture of joy and sorrow.
"I used to be very happy······"
In the past two years, the life and death encounters, grievances and hatreds have all been explained to Bonnie, including Lilia, including the inseparable relationship between her and Ace, none of which have been hidden.
"If I could do it all over again, I think I'd be willing to meet Ace no matter how many times I do."
Since hearing that Ace finally chose a third person who was not either of the two of them, Bonnie suddenly felt like a fish in her throat, but she couldn't pour out, and she didn't know how to speak, but she saw Yuna put down the cup in her hand, walked to the side, looked up at this "home" agreed with him, sighed softly, and said:
"So, I've come to my own senses, Bonnie, and I've always been worried about whether I'll be able to keep him······"
"But······ Is there a more perfect ending than this one? If you say it yourself, you should be able to get happiness, but be prepared to wait, but ah, this opportunity is rare once in a lifetime. Yuna rolled her eyes and smiled at her, muttering like a dream.
"This may not be true love, but what can it be, it's already a perfect ending, it's better to ······ than to ask for that kind of thing I thought, if I hadn't met Ace at that time, if I had never had the shadow of Ace in my life, what would my future be? I can't even think of that kind of thing······"
Thinking of Ace, thinking of Lilia, thinking of their intricate love-hate relationship with the three of them, there seemed to be something blocking their chests, sour, sweet, joyful, sad, painful, happy······ All of them turned over the river and the sea in their hearts, and the ups and downs turned into turbulent tenderness.
"What about you? Do you still love Ace? ”
At the moment when Yuna poured out, Bonnie suddenly felt a bone-deep melancholy and confusion.
"Love?"
The girl's hazy affection for the different xìng, coupled with her gratitude for the righteous rescue. and the admiration of the weak for the strong······ If these things are mixed up and become an emotion that tugs at the heartstrings of a girl, then let's call it love.
"Although I occasionally think of the past, the rì we were together, and the fact that I have known him so far, I feel more and more in my heart that it is not love, it is already ······ It became memories and attachments. ”
Life is like the unstable wind in a dream, in the boundless dark morning light, it comes and goes suddenly, but you don't know your own direction.
By the time you know you've missed it, it's too late to turn around.
"Perhaps, I love······ It's just a journey to chase him······ Maybe we always say that we can't let go of him, but in fact, we just can't let go of memories. ”
Yes, it's useless to remember what has been lost.
Life is actually very simple, that is, make a decision and don't regret it!
"At least, neither you nor I are the final losers, and Lilia may not be the final winner."
"Lilia is attracted to Ace, and the longer I spend with him, the more I can feel that there seems to be something special about Ace's body, which can make the people around him involuntarily want to get closer to him."
Looking back on his life, but in the end, he could only return a sigh of loss, Yuna at this time, in addition to a bitter smile, probably couldn't find a second expression.
"Love, it's really never too late, it's just this one called Lilia······ I don't understand! Why did Ace choose her? ”
"Yes, I've asked myself this question countless times, I can probably only think like this, there are so many good girls who like Ace, and more than one girl has made him tempted, but probably only this one, it hurts his heart the most!"
"Heartache······ Is that so? The so-called feelings, that's it······"
Yes, in this world, the only thing that can be given to each other without paying a price is "feelings"! ”
Unconsciously, my sad thoughts faded slightly.
"Maybe you can't understand it, but for more than two years with Ace, sometimes I've thought that the onepiece that the pirates have pursued all their lives actually doesn't just represent some kind of inheritance of unknown meaning, maybe it also refers to life······ I've been a pirate for so long, and the onepiece I want is probably simple: find someone who loves me and accepts everything about me. ”
"In the end, friendship or love will be transformed into family affection over time······ Family is my pursuit, and I think the same is true for Ace. ”
Yuna closed her eyes with a subtle face, the budding girl's heart, the young man's slightly shy smile, after experiencing fierce adventures and battles of sharing joys and sorrows, in each other's hearts, in the pure white ice and snow, made a mountain alliance and sea vows······
And she already has it all!
What's there to regret about this?
"What about you now? Just wait for his promise and then marry him? ”
After saying that, Bonnie and Yuna glanced at each other, and each other's eyes were calm and gentle, without much shame.
"I wish you wouldn't have waited a lifetime!"
"How is that possible?"
Yuna's eyes were confused, and the expression inside was still calm and gentle, "Promise, but you can't let me marry him." ······ will allow me to marry him There is only true love! ”
After speaking, Yuna's face swelled with a flush, like a halo of sunshine, which was unexpectedly delicate.
Closing the door, Bonnie stood there, not knowing what was going on, a tingling in her heart, an uncomfortable emptiness, as if she had lost something precious, her eyes were hazy with tears, and she reached out to wipe them, but more tears welled up.
There is a kind of love called misunderstanding, she misunderstands that you don't love her, you misunderstand that she doesn't love you, so this kind of love is also called missing!
If time has a spirit, then it must be the most stubborn existence in the world, passing in a hurry, as always, never changing.
She knew that such a feeling was called loneliness. She understands that such a mood is called loneliness.
······ Are you okay now? ^-^^_^