Chapter 230: The Mirror
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Dorje was stunned for a moment when I questioned him, then he smiled and put the food in front of me, and I drank the slimy paste in the bowl in two sips, just thinking about sending him away quickly.
Dorje sat by the door, looked at me in silence, and suddenly said, "You seem to be in a hurry today,"
I was stunned: "What am I anxious about?"
"What are you anxious about," Dorje looked at me,
I chuckled in my heart, this kid's eyes were very poisonous, I smiled: "There's nothing to rush about, maybe it's hot and irritable,"
Dorje said: "The old lama in the temple said that the heart is calm and naturally cool,"
I was not satisfied: "Dorje, can you not bring out the old lama in every sentence, you also have to strengthen independent thinking,"
Dorje was a child after all, and his face turned red: "I have it too,"
I was worried about the mural on the wall, I didn't have time to fight with him, so I slowed down the speed of drinking porridge, took a sip slowly, and finally bottomed out after drinking for ten minutes, and put the bowl back on the tray.
Dorje didn't rush to leave, he looked inside the house: "What are you looking for, it's such a mess, do you need me to help you?"
"Excuse me," I waved my hand: "I'm looking for scriptures that I can read, I can't read many scriptures here, I clean up slowly, I can't get out anyway, so I'm just looking for something to do,"
Dorje picked up the tray and exited the room, his figure disappearing into the darkness.
I looked at the hidden door, and I didn't rush to do anything, maybe this kid was still watching me outside.
I sat cross-legged at the table, looking at the travelogues left by the monks of the Tang Dynasty, absent-minded, I could stay up for more than half an hour, and it was estimated that it was about the same, I stood up and walked out of the door,
It was already night, the mountain temple in the distance was still brightly lit, the mountain wind was a little strong, but it was very cool, I stood on the platform of the cliff for a long time, my brain was empty, for a while, I slowly paced back to the house, closed the door, and began to move away the files piled up in front of the wall,
Tired and sweaty, I finally revealed the painting behind me,
The floor was full of scripture files, and there was almost no place to put my feet, and I stared at the paintings on the wall closely, unable to speak for a long time, and my whole body was cold,
The background of the painting is a black space, extremely deep, in the middle of the black space, there is a beehive-like thing, weird, occupying a large area on the painting.
I recognized it, I have seen this "hive", and when Li Damin entered the ancient tomb, he found silicon-based life, and at that time we had an inference that silicon-based life was an explorer of the universe, and they were emitted from the center of the universe, and the information explored by silicon-based life would be transmitted back to the center in some way.
This center is the hive, it is the "hard disk" of the universe, Li Damin called this universe hard disk "matrix" at that time, he said that if he can communicate with this matrix, he can know all the secrets of the universe, and he can become a god, based on this reason, he has been staying in the ancient tomb and has not come out, and he has been in retreat until now, and he does not know what his whereabouts are.
And now, on the wall in front of me, there is a mural carved on it, and the picture on it is the "mother".
I flipped through the dossier of the Tang Dynasty monks, which means that this mural has existed to this day, at least more than a thousand years, and someone has seen it in the Tang Dynasty.
Why is there a mural of the "mother" here, it seems that there is a power in the dark that connects my experience before and after,
I picked up the oil lamp, stood in front of the painting and looked at it carefully, the background of the mural was deep darkness, staring at this darkness, it seemed to be able to merge into it, I quickly shook my head and stabilized my mind,
I don't know when the night is getting deeper and deeper, I pulled a long shadow in the room, I suddenly thought of something, came to the desk, and looked at the file of the Tang Dynasty monk, there was a feeling of suffocation,
My current state is very similar to that Tang Dynasty monk, and I am also looking at the mural so obsessively, also holding an oil lamp, and the shadow is long.
The state of the monk in the dossier, looking at the mural, his eyes are blurred, and his demeanor has an indescribable sense of peace and detachment, his state is very much like visualization, I paced around the room twice, could it be that he is really contemplating,
I thought for a moment, followed his example, sat in front of the mural, put the oil lamp aside, and quietly looked at the painting on the wall,
I haven't done visualization for a long time, but I still remember the elementary mental method, looking at the mural, I silently lowered my eyes, and used the visualization method to visualize the mind, looking at the nose, nose, mouth, mouth, and heart, and gradually entered the realm.
Contemplating inexplicable things is actually a very dangerous thing, the reason why I dare to do this is because of the monk's dossier, the Tang Dynasty monk visualized the mural and then depicted this scene, which shows that he is fine after the contemplation, if something has already hung up, how can I have the leisure to write a travelogue,
I floated for a long time, and finally found a point not far away, this point is probably like a deep pen tip, the focus is on the black paper, its color is also black, but it is deeper than the surrounding background, you can see it at a glance,
My mind moved, maybe it was a beehive,
With my mind, the whole consciousness began to drift to the past, at this time there was no concept of time, and it felt that everything was both stagnant and fluid, that it was a long time, probably confined to one moment without moving, this feeling is difficult to describe,
Gradually, without any process of change, it suddenly became the size of a washbasin, quietly suspended in the depths of darkness, it was the beehive,
I used to doubt the existence of this thing, in my education, all astronomical planets should be moving, even Neptune Pluto, looking at it still, it's because their orbital radius is too large, in fact, it's still moving.
And the hive in front of me, I am sure, it is in an absolutely static state, like a point out of the universe, even if the universe is expanding and contracting, it does not move for it, just hangs there,
I have a strong feeling that even if this universe collapses and explodes, it will not affect its existence.
About the hive, I have a very contradictory thinking, first of all, my world is fake, it is delusional, just the ripples of the lake, so will the universe outside the planet with this world also be fake, if the universe is fake, why is there still a hive,
Now there's an opportunity to get closer,
Suddenly, a huge beehive appeared in front of me, without warning, and I was startled.
There is a very strange feeling, just now when it was as small as a particle, I thought it was close in front of me, but now it has become such a big lump, but it makes me feel that it is far away in the sky.
Everything here breaks my understanding of vision, a very mysterious process,
I don't think I'll be able to get completely close to it, so I'm going to try to contact it here.
I went to visualize the hive, and gradually there was information, it was very messy, and I tried to ask, who are you?
The message I sent out was like a pebble thrown into the vast sea, at this time, suddenly there was a message coming out of the hive, and there was a divine communication between us, which could abandon the language barrier, and there was no direct communication with the body, everything was extremely transparent,
That message asks: Who are you?
This sentence actually stopped me, I can't use my mind to express who I am, not just tell that over there, "my name is Wang Ci", the name is just a code name, the "who are you" asked by this information, not only ask about my name, but also include everything about me, to make it clear, you have to start from my birth, but just from birth as the starting point of my life, it seems to be a little rough, I didn't exist before birth, if I still exist, then who is I,
All in all, a mess?, I hesitated for a while, and sent a message to the past "can't tell",
The message from there was instantaneous, "I can't tell myself either,"
I suddenly thought of a question, if earthlings and aliens come into contact for the first time and get to know each other, I am afraid that they can expand from self-introduction to the entire history of civilization.
I changed the question, "Are you a hard drive that records information about the universe?"
The hive received my message, and I didn't answer for a long time, but I was not in a hurry, I waited slowly, and after a while, the message came, "You are Wang Ci,"
I was so amazed that my mind was gone, and I was almost about to get out of my visualization.
"Don't panic, I'm Li Damin," the next message came from the hive,
"Li, Li Damin...... "I almost stumbled, broken, I realized a problem, I was visualizing the mural, the origin of this painting is unknown, I don't know who painted it, the beehive on it may not be a real beehive, it is very likely that there is another cat, I venture to visualize, it is likely to fall into some kind of enchantment, the information I am receiving now is not sent by Li Damin, but from my mind and memory out of the "delusion",
To use an analogy, what I have in front of me is only a mirror, and I am a person who has never seen a mirror, and I am communicating with the person reflected in it, but I don't realize that the person in the mirror is myself.
"You are really Li Damin, or just one of my hearts," I passed the message over,
The message came from there: "There is no difference between the two for you,"
If I am a person who has never seen a mirror and glass, then the person who appears in front of me, whether it is a stranger outside the glass or myself in the mirror, there is no difference to me, it is the "object" that I want to contact and recognize.
"Well, how did you end up here," I said,