Li Zhike's question is really direct and bold, I was dumbfounded by his question, and this is the third time I have been dumbfounded by Li Zhike's question today.

If I had been a beggar who had lost my memory before, I would definitely answer Li Zhike without hesitation, I was willing to be responsible for her, because, at that time, my concept was very simple and outdated, I thought that men and women had a relationship, they had to be together for the rest of their lives, so it was a matter of course to be responsible for Li Zhike.

Now, however, for this question. I couldn't answer her for sure, of course, not because I had no feelings for her, nor because I wanted to avoid responsibility, but because, now is the right time, my situation is not suitable for love, and I can't fall in love.

At this moment, I really have a headache, I don't know how to answer Li Zhike at all, if I reject her directly, I'm afraid that she won't be able to accept it, it will have too much impact on her, and I don't want to hurt her heart too much. After thinking about it, I decided to ask her confirmatively first, "Are you serious?" ”

Li Zhike heard me ask, and immediately replied firmly and solemnly: "Yes, I am very serious, and I have also thought about it very clearly, during the period of your absence, I have been thinking about the matter between me and you, about our past, in fact, from beginning to end, I was too willful." I know now that I'm wrong, and I can be sure that I really have feelings for you, although I don't know how deep this feeling is, but after this period of precipitation, I am very sure that in my heart, except for you, I can no longer tolerate others. No matter who makes an overture to me, I always refuse. And the reason for refusal is that I have a boyfriend, although this is an excuse, but it is also my expectation, I hope that you will be my boyfriend, is it okay? ”

This time, Li Zhike's words have been said clearly and can't be clearer, I can't pretend to be stupid, no matter what, I have to answer her head-on, but how can I say it, so that she can understand my distress and not break her heart? Foot in foot handle to handle to handle foot.

I froze in place, thought silently for a long time, and finally spoke, and said to Li Zhike seriously: "Li Zhike, I believe in you, I believe in your words, and I believe in your heart, if I haven't recovered my memory now, then I will be happy to agree to you, because being with you is my greatest wish." However, the fact is that I have regained my memory, I am no longer the simple me I used to be, I carry a lot of things on my body, I am in crisis all the time, if you are with me, then I will be dragged into the whirlpool of danger with you, you only know that my enemy is very strong, if they know that you are my girlfriend. At that time, what you are facing will not be a Huayun who wants to kill you, and you will inevitably fall into an endless crisis! It's not that I don't want to be responsible for you, I just don't want you to be affected by me. ”

After listening to my answer, Li Zhike's face directly became heavy and gloomy, although my words were quite tactful, but Li Zhike is not stupid, she can hear it, I am refusing her euphemistically, she will naturally be hit to a certain extent, her chest is like a blockage, a little difficult to breathe, she wants to try not to care, but she can't pretend to be relaxed, she was alone for a long time before she spoke again, and said to me slowly: "I can understand what you mean, you are also doing this for my safety." But, Su Qi'er, after today's chase and killing, I believe that I should be able to bear what you said, since I took the initiative to say this, I am naturally ready to jump into the fire pit, so can you put aside these concerns and only consider the problem I said? ”

Li Zhike's words are still sincere and firm, I can see that she is planning to fight for me, as long as she can be with me, she is not afraid of death. But she can do whatever she wants, can I? As a man, how can I let a woman take such a risk for me? Now that she is not my girlfriend, she almost died at the hands of Hua Yun, and I also defeated Hua Yun by luck. If Li Zhike really becomes my girlfriend in the future, then her danger will be even greater, and when the time comes, can I still get away with saving her? Can I keep her safe for the rest of my life?

There is no doubt that I can protect her for a while, but I can't protect her for a lifetime, if I agree with Li Zhike, I will indirectly put her to death, so I must not do this, I thought carefully again, and then, I looked at Li Zhike seriously. Said solemnly: "How long do you have to graduate?" ”

Faced with my sudden change in topic, Li Zhike couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, she blinked her big eyes, looked at me with some confusion, and wondered: "There is still a year, why do you suddenly ask this?" ”

I paused, and then replied to her firmly: "Although, you yourself may not mind living this dangerous life with me, but I am a man, no matter what, I will not let you be a girl, follow me on the edge of the ghost gate to live a fearful life, the reason why I rushed here this time is to protect you, but if you are with me now, it will be even more burning." So, let's make a one-year appointment. You stay in school for a long time, no matter what. It's safer here than with me. As for me, I will use this year's time to do my best to strengthen myself, even if I can't completely eradicate the prosperous world, I have to do it, relying on my own ability is enough to protect you for a lifetime, I can't let you live a frightened life! ”

After listening to my words, Li Zhike's expression suddenly became extremely complicated, and her eyes contained a variety of emotions at the same time. Shocked, confused, moved, and a little incredulous, she stood still, relieved herself deeply, and then softly confirmed to me: "You mean, in the coming year, we will live our own lives first." A year later, I graduated, you grew stronger, and we were together again? ”

When I heard this, I immediately said sternly: "Yes, I, Su Qi'er, am not an irresponsible man, I want to be responsible for you in my heart, but at the same time, I also have to ensure your safety, so give me a year, and when I am strong enough to ensure that you can stay by my side safely, at that time, we will be together again, okay?" ”

After my confirmation, Li Zhike's eyes couldn't help flashing with slight tears, her expression was full of excitement and emotion, she looked at me deeply, stunned for a long time, and then she smiled and nodded, and said solemnly: "Okay, I promise you, but you also have to promise me one thing!" ”

When I heard this, I immediately said without thinking: "You say! ”

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