Chapter 270: Youth
Father-in-law Wei may not know how the military prostitute Zuo Chunqiu harmed the army, and every time he appears, the combat effectiveness of the army is greatly reduced, but Father-in-law Wei still thinks that this is a good punishment for Zuo Chunqiu.
Zuo Chunqiu was already numb, he didn't know that he still had a humiliating heart. The army has no humiliation, Daming has no humiliation, why should he have a humiliation in Zuo Chunqiu?
Chunqiu still got dressed and walked out after accompanying the general as usual. He doesn't speak when he leaves, and if the general knows about it, he watches him leave, and if he falls asleep, he leaves quietly.
There was a fire in his heart, a fire that he couldn't swallow. Every time he walked out of this door, he could feel his anger about devouring himself.
Why did he do this, why couldn't he kill the general? Killing this waste general was easy for him, but what about after killing him? Is he going to kill again?
yes, is he going to kill again? Is she done killing all those people?
He walked out, and had barely gone before he was stopped by two soldiers.
"Childe!"
The two soldiers stood in front of Chunqiu and looked at her and said.
Chunqiu didn't know where the two of them came from, so he stopped down to see what they wanted to do.
"Childe, the two of us really like you, can you satisfy us once, just once, just once is enough!"
Although the two of them were holding knives in front of him, they could not tell that they were threatening him.
The two soldiers looked nervous, but why did they risk coming to him?
"Don't you know it's dangerous to look for me?"
As soon as Chunqiu finished speaking, the two of them dropped the knife to the ground excitedly.
"He spoke!"
"Well, he speaks so well!"
The two of them looked at each other with a light of satisfaction in their eyes.
"Childe, please, we want to have you once, as long as we can have you and let us die, we are all willing!"
Chunqiu listened to the words of the two of them and really wanted to laugh. How could there be such a stupid person in this world, even if he died, he would have to get him.
Since they wanted to die so much, then he could only fulfill them.
"Well, I can promise you, but your life will be entrusted to me!"
As soon as Chunqiu finished speaking, they nodded again and again.
Chunqiu followed them, and when he came out again, there were two unclothed entities lying on the bed.
From this day on, rumors began to circulate in the barracks that Zuo Chunqiu was a monopoly on asking for his life, especially the lives of those young men.
But even so, there were still people who came to find Chunqiu, and they were all those young and handsome soldiers. They are not afraid of death, as long as they can spend a good night with Spring and Autumn, what can death be?
At first, Chunqiu didn't understand why they weren't even afraid of death in order to have him, but later he understood that they weren't afraid of death, but it was better to die with him.
The general was drunk and unconscious that night, and Chunqiu did not go to bed, he sat alone on the stone, and the cold night made his heart tremble incessantly. But he didn't want to go back, he just wanted to be blown by the cold wind for a while.
"Childe."
Suddenly, someone was calling him from behind, and he didn't look back, knowing that it should be a soldier who came to him.
He didn't speak, but said after a while: "Childe, I'm here to find you, and I hope you don't have to be afraid to promise me to let me spend a good night with that!" β
"Let's go, that's what everyone who came to me for!"
Chunqiu stood up and turned to look at the soldier, only then did he realize that the little soldier was still a child.
He was surprised, he was still a child, and he was going to lose so many good lives.
"Let's go, what are you still doing?"
Chunqiu said with the fear in his heart.
In fact, he also understood that the death of this young man had nothing to do with him, but he was still uncomfortable and couldn't let go.
"Childe, I don't want to go back so early!"
The young man looked a little shy and a little flustered, and he was still gentle in the spring and autumn, and the boy's sense of oppression was not so strong.
"Then you can sit here for a while!"
Chunqiu turned around and sat down again, and the young man sat down with him.
"Childe, can I ask you a question?"
"Ask!"
Chunqiu instantly felt that this young man was different from others, and he still had questions to ask.
"Does Childe love someone very much?"
The teenager's question made Chunqiu's heart panic all of a sudden, love? In other words, love someone very much? He loved it, and he didn't want to lead the way with his life, but what about later? Later, it was his humble love, which became more and more humble.
"Why do you ask?"
Chunqiu asked.
"Because, because I have a person who loves me very much, just because we are in love, we were found by our family, and he was beaten to death by my family, and I escaped!"
The young man was a little helpless when he spoke, and there were tears on his face.
"We are so naΓ―ve to think that we can love each other forever. But when he was killed, I hid behind a tree and watched. β
The young man smiled and continued: "The moment he was killed, I thought I couldn't live anymore, but when I escaped, I found out that it wasn't me who couldn't live, but my conscience!" β
The night was cold under the cold wind, but the boy's words were so powerful. Yes, it would have been nice if he had rushed out and died with him, but he didn't, he chose to retreat and choose to live.
"Now I'm scared, I'm afraid he'll be too lonely down there, I'm afraid he'll complain about me!"
The boy said as he fell asleep, and tears flowed out.
"Childe, can we go?"
He suddenly stood up and looked at Chunqiu and said.
"Let's go!"
Chunqiu didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only walk with him silently. The boy was different from the others, he just wanted to repent and then go down to accompany another teenager.
There's nothing wrong with that, at least that's how his love should be. He said he was wrong, maybe he was wrong, maybe they shouldn't have loved each other. Since they love, they still love so deeply, so what's so terrible about dying?
Walking into the room, the young man's face was reflected in the dim light. He was young, very handsome, and as good-looking as Chunqiu was when he was a child.
Spring and Autumn seemed to be moved by compassion, he wanted to keep this young man, and didn't want him to leave.
The young man took himself off meticulously, and his body was also very fit, and he lowered his head when he saw Spring and Autumn.
He walked to Chunqiu's side shyly, looked at him and said, "Childe, can I help you take it off?" β
Only then did Chunqiu realize that it was time for him to take off his clothes. yes, what is he shy of, didn't he come to accompany the boy?
After he stripped naked, the boy hugged Chunqiu and began to kiss wildly.
"Childe, I'll treat you as him, and after tonight, I'll go find him!"
The boy's body is very soft and warm, and Chunqiu feels the best love from the boy, but his love is not for him.
Early the next morning, Chunqiu got dressed and was about to leave, but was stopped by the boy.
"Ask Gongzi to kill me!"
The boy pleaded with tears in his eyes.
"No, I can't!"
Spring and Autumn closed his eyes, not wanting to end the flowering season of his youth.
"Ask Gongzi to kill me!"
The boy pleaded again.
"Do you know? Human life is only once, and you are so young, how can you end your life so easily? β
Chunqiu wanted to break free of the boy's hand, but found that he was holding on tightly.
"Childe, I already enjoyed the best night in the world last night, but I still miss him. Childe, I don't want to torture myself anymore, I beg Childe to be fulfilled! β
The boy's bitter pleading made Chunqiu waver, and he hesitated for a while, but finally decided to kill the boy. He didn't think it was killing him, it was fulfilling him.
If a person is living in extreme pain, let him be free, perhaps this is the best fulfillment for him.
......
The boy lay naked on the bed, and a faint smile appeared on his lips as he was dying.
Yes, it's so painful to live, why should you live?
Chunqiu pushed open the door and walked out, and he found that the sun was shining brighter than ever.
He smiled too, thinking that if his life had been happy for half a year, he wouldn't be like this.
But who has so much happiness in life? It's not about wailing in pain, struggling in pain. Those who can't get through that hurdle have lost to life.
Life is a long road, who can always be proud, Spring and Autumn seems to see Wanjun, and see that Wanjun is not so happy in the palace.
"Your Majesty, are you really willing to let Da Ming die like this?"
Wanjun looked at the emperor and asked. In fact, he still thinks about revenge in his heart, Father-in-law Wei will not die, and his life will not be happy.
"This is the will of heaven, the will of heaven cannot be violated, I am just conforming to the will of heaven!"
The emperor said.
"No, this is not providence, if there was no Father-in-law Wei, Da Ming would not have become like this!"
Wanjun said.
"If Daming didn't have Father-in-law Wei, it might have been gone, although he didn't let Daming continue for thousands of years, but he also contributed a lot!"
The emperor has always thought that Grandpa Wei is a hero of the Ming Dynasty, and he never thought of complaining about Grandpa Wei.
But Wanjun had this kind of thought, and he felt very scary. If there was no Father-in-law Wei, he would have been gone long ago.
"Your Majesty, I didn't mean that, Wanjun just thinks you can actually fight again!"
Wanjun actually knew in his heart that it was difficult to say that it was difficult to move the emperor and Gonggong Wei against him, but let him make a little effort for Daming, maybe he would agree.
"Wanjun, it's not that I don't want to work hard, it's just that this providence is like this, who can go against God?"
The emperor took Wanjun's hand and said with a smile: "Okay, okay, I know that you care about Daming, but there are some things that you can't ask for!" β
Wanjun was taken into the emperor's arms, but he didn't have any expression on his face. He couldn't be happy at all, wasn't Daming destroyed in the hands of him and Gonggong Wei? But how could he still be happy? Dare you say it's providence?
"Wanjun, don't be sad for Da Ming anymore, let us enjoy every day in the future!"
The emperor's words were very harsh, so that Wanjun couldn't listen to them at all, but what if he couldn't listen to them? He had to accept the facts.
"It seems that I still have to go to the prince!"