"Ahem, we have time, let's taste it well, we drank it in a hurry, but we couldn't drink the taste."

I don't know if it's a little choked when I drink it in a hurry, or because I am a little embarrassed because I drink red wine as a second pot and Chen Fuyun, who was laughed at by Lin Shiyun, Chen Fuyun coughed lightly twice, got up and poured half of the two empty cups.

"Don't just drink, try my cooking." Lin Shiyun gently picked up a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs, put it into Chen Fuyun's bowl, and said expectantly.

"That has to be. Let's take my time to taste the taste of this sweet and sour pork ribs. Chen Fuyun smiled, raised his chopsticks, picked up the sweet and sour pork ribs, and took a bite, which was fragrant and crispy, sweet but not greasy, and had a light fragrance and fragrant mouth, Chen Fuyun couldn't help but give Lin Shiyun a thumbs up to praise.

"These ribs seem to have a fragrance that I have never tasted before, not bad, how did Lin Xiaoniu do it?" Chen Fuyun finished chewing and asked a little puzzled.

"Want to know?" Lin Shiyun asked with a smile.

"Of course, if Lin Xiaoniu is willing to say it." Chen Fuyun nodded with a smile.

"It's not a secret, I can share it with you." Lin Shiyun said with a smile: "When my grandmother made sweet and sour pork ribs for my grandfather to eat, she would wrap the fresh pork ribs in lotus leaves in advance, and then soak them in hot water for a short time, so that the fragrance of lotus leaves can enter the ribs. Lin Shiyun explained to Chen Fuyun very carefully.

"I see, Lin Xiaoniu is a person with a heart for life, and whoever marries you in the future will definitely be happy." Chen Fuyun boasted without hesitation.

"If you like to eat, eat more, and if you want to eat in the future, I can make it for you." After I was busy with the affairs in Shanghai, I could stay in Suzhou for a long time. Lin Shiyun subconsciously avoided the topic of marriage, smiled softly, and said.

"Well, you eat it too, you can't just watch me eat it." Chen Fuyun smiled and sandwiched a piece of ribs for her.

"I'm not very hungry, it's good to drink some wine with you, you eat more, these are specially prepared for you." Lin Shiyun said.

“……”

So, the two tacitly didn't say anything, drank very quietly, ate very quietly, and after eating, Lin Shiyun packed up the dishes and chopsticks and went into the kitchen, Chen Fuyun lit a cigarette and poured it on the sofa in the living room, in the swirling smoke, looking at the ceiling, and once again illusioned the picture.

There is a warm home, a virtuous and gentle daughter-in-law, and she lives quietly at sunrise and sunset until the end of her life......

The old people say that a man is only a real adult if he has the idea of starting a family in his head.

Home is the beginning of a man's responsibility.

It's just that Chen Fuyun doesn't even have a place to settle down now, let alone let himself and his family live a prosperous and worry-free life, and a home needs a material foundation.

Perhaps, you really need to think quietly about which girl you really like, what kind of life you want to live, what kind of happiness you want to give her, and what kind of struggle you need to struggle in your own world.

Or perhaps, in addition to playing games, he also needs to get in touch with this society again, find a safe job, and do a good job.

Chen Fuyun feels that he is walking at the crossroads of his life at the moment. The entanglement that he has never had, the confusion that he has never had, and the difficult choice that he has never made, all came to his heart in an instant, making him eager to inhale all the cigarettes in his hand in his heart to dilute this unpleasant emotion.

"What's wrong with you?" After Lin Shiyun cleaned up the mess, she sat down quietly in front of Chen Fuyun, gently waved the smoke in the air with her hand, and asked softly.

"It's fine." Chen Fuyun came back to his senses, snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, pulled up a smile, and smiled as if he was fine.

"You don't say it, but I know that you have things in your heart. Are you unhappy with the little girl? Lin Shiyun looked directly at Chen Fuyun and asked.

"Lin Xiaoniu, what should I say about you." Chen Fuyun sighed softly.

"What do you want to say?" Lin Shiyun asked.

"I want to say, women are too smart, they will make men insecure, I am in front of you, like a little white rabbit who can't be defended, but you tiger, a pounce, will break through my psychological defense." Chen Fuyun said.

"Are you going to hate me for that?" Lin Shiyun raised her eyebrows and asked seriously.

"No, I'll be scared to get close to you because of that." Chen Fuyun shook his head and said.

"You can see that you are a man with a lot of self-esteem. If you don't want me to mention what you just did, I won't ask, I won't say, whatever. Lin Shiyun said indifferently.

"Thank you." Chen Fuyun said.

"Let's not say that word between us." Lin Shiyun smiled.

"No, for me, your understanding, is very important." Chen Fuyun shook his head and said very seriously.

"Although I don't know exactly what is going on with you, I support your travel, have you figured out where you are going?" Lin Shiyun changed the topic and asked.

"I haven't decided where to go yet." Chen Fuyun said.

"You can go to Nanjing, it's good." Lin Shiyun gave him a suggestion.

"The ancient capital of the Six Dynasties, the place where Mr. Zhongshan is buried, or not, I will also go there to pretend to be a literary and artistic youth, feel the style of the ancient capital, and remember the great man." Chen Fuyun finally smiled, but he didn't have the brightness he had just eaten.

"When are you going to leave?" Lin Shiyun asked.

"I came out in a hurry, I even forgot to drive the car, and I will go to the train station to see the ticket later." Chen Fuyun spread his hands and smiled a little helplessly.

"I'll drive you there. Suzhou is not very far from Nanjing, it takes three or four hours to get on the expressway, and it is not easy to get there with a train ticket. Lin Shiyun said with a smile.

"That's fine." Chen Fuyun nodded and agreed.

Lin Shiyun's car is an inconspicuous Beijing Hyundai, with a military license plate, the interior is top-level configuration, and the whole vehicle is about 300,000 yuan, which is low-key and luxurious, especially the military license plate, which makes Chen Fuyun have some thoughts about Lin Shiyun's origin.

Lin Shiyun when driving is completely different from the kind of quiet and tranquil Lin Shiyun that Chen Fuyun sees on weekdays, wearing sunglasses, facing the sun, turning on the stereo, speeding all the way, and the speed is very fast.

Moreover, what surprised Chen Fuyun was that many of the songs in Lin Shiyun's car were actually children's songs such as Smurfs, Black Cat Sheriff, and Robot Cat.

It turns out that the goddess is not a goddess everywhere, and at some times, she also has a simple childlike heart of an ordinary person, and children's songs are the spiritual sustenance that accompanies people from childhood.

"Chen Fuyun, can you sing?" Lin Shiyun finished humming a whole Smurf, turned her head to Chen Fuyun and asked.

"Not very good, I don't have a good voice, and it's easy to run away when singing." Chen Fuyun said with a smile, he was telling the truth, his voice that had been nurtured by tobacco for almost ten years was hoarse and hoarse, and singing such a small and fresh song that Lin Shiyun sang just now was obviously driving ducks up the tree.

Of course, if it is to sing the songs of the two previous hoarse singers with quite personality, Adu and Lin Junjie, Chen Fuyun doesn't mind.

"I think your voice is very good, deep, magnetic, and the sound quality of a typical Jiangnan water town man, otherwise, you can give me the first Lin Junjie's "Jiangnan"." Lin Shiyun suddenly proposed.

“…… Good. Chen Fuyun glanced at Lin Shiyun with a look at the demon, and finally agreed to say hello when the rhythm of "Jiangnan" slowly sounded.

"The wind is sticky here, sticking to the thoughts of passers-by, and the rain is here to wrap into a thread, entangled us with nostalgia for the world...... I thought that martyrdom was just an ancient rumor, how painful it can be to leave sorrow, how strong the pain is, when the dream is buried in the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River, I understand when my heart is broken......

Chen Fuyun used a slightly hoarse affectionate and long voice to complete the complete singing of this Jiangnan.

This song, when Chen Fuyun was in Beijing at night, he sang it to Guo Jiajia alone, sang it to hundreds of nightclub guests on stage, and sang it when he was bored, this is the first time he sang this song to Lin Shiyun in the car.

After the long tail note ended, Lin Shiyun looked excited. may be because she really can't imagine that a guy like Chen Fuyun can still sing such a lingering and graceful song.

If it weren't for the car driving on the highway, Chen Fuyun even suspected that Lin Shiyun might become like Sister Jia, who was confused by a song at the beginning, jumping into her arms, completely ignoring the embarrassment that might be caused by the physical fit between men and women.

There is indeed a difference between men and women, for example, a girl can listen to your heartbeat by pressing against your chest, but you can't touch a girl's chest to listen to her heartbeat, unless it is a boyfriend or a girlfriend or married, otherwise, it is a hooligan.

Chen Fuyun suddenly found that in less than 24 hours after leaving the studio, he listened to a lot of songs, and even sang a soulful song in front of Lin Shiyun like a literary youth, which is a bit incredible for Chen Fuyun, who has long passed the age of liking to listen to songs and likes to sing.

Was it because of the sad parting last night?

Chen Fuyun was silent.

Perhaps because of Chen Fuyun's emotional changes, Lin Shiyun also became silent and quiet, and the next songs were also converted from small and fresh nursery rhymes to pop music, several of which also included the fresh and lovely love song sung by a singer and a pet girl that Chen Fuyun liked very much in high school - "No Makeup".

Many times, Chen Fuyun fantasizes that one day, he will be able to walk on the street without any restraint with the girl he likes as written in the lyrics, hugging her and kissing her regardless of the gaze of others, sunshine and freedom.

In the blink of an eye, I have passed the age of longing for happiness and sweetness, and I have also passed the age of dreaming. Every song represents the passage of time.