Chapter 5: My Jade (3)
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From last night to now, I finally know what it means to live like a year, I lie on the 'bed' and can't move, but I remember the 'jade' over there, and I don't know how Shen Qi and those doctors have diagnosed and treated, whether they can cure the 'jade', I am worried that the 'jade' fever will not go down, how can it be good if the brain is burned out, and I am worried that the 'jade' will be better, but my 'legs' will be disabled, and I will not be able to hold the 'jade' in the future, so that the 'jade' will be 'ashamed' because of me.
I was thinking wildly, my heart was like roasting on a fire, and the pain haunted me and refused to let me go for a moment.
I couldn't eat anything for lunch, so I barely ate two pieces of dim sum under the persuasion of the 'spring' equinox, and after eating the dim sum and the 'medicine', the 'spring' let me sleep for a while, but where did I sleep.
After waiting for a while, Gu Yu rushed over and said, "Your Highness's fever has subsided!"
"Really!!" I was very pleasantly surprised, I was relieved to hear Gu Yu's answer after confirming here, as long as the fever subsided, I hurriedly said, "Go and bring 'Jade' over, I want to see, no, no, I'll go see him, you carry me over!"
Hearing that 'Yu'er'er had a fever', everyone was very happy, I went over to take a look, and the faces of the imperial doctors also showed a relaxed look, Shen Qi breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Finally live up to my mother's expectations!"
I smiled and said, "I will definitely reward you with the emperor." "Saying that, he looked at 'Jade'er, he had woken up, An Shi was holding him to feed 'milk', but he didn't seem to have a good appetite, frowning and not eating two bites, his eyes were as clear as ever, I looked at my heart and melted, shed a few tears, and sighed: "You child, you refuse to let your mother worry!"
An Shi hurriedly comforted and said: "Your Highness has just had a fever, and it is normal for you to have a bad appetite, so don't worry too much!"
I nodded: "You take good care of him, but you can't let him catch a cold anymore!"
An Shi and the others said yes again and again, I was afraid that the emperor would come over later, so I asked them to carry me back again, and after walking a few steps, I asked them to stop, turned back to the imperial doctor, and ordered: "My lord, the twelve princes have a fever, not only do you not look a little happy, why are you even more sad, do you have something to say to this palace!"
Taiyi Ling was stunned for a moment, looked at me, shook his head and sighed: "No, Weichen has nothing to say!"
I smiled and said, "My lord has been sitting in the position of the Imperial Physician for more than ten years, how can his medical skills not even be as good as a fledgling young offspring!"
Imperial Physician Ling smiled bitterly and sighed: "Yes, Weichen is only a shallow learner, I'm afraid it won't be long before the day when he returns to his hometown!"
I was just joking because 'Jade' was in a good mood, but I didn't expect him to really agree like this, so that I was a little stunned.
However, I soon learned why Taiyi Ling's brow did not stretch, and it turned out that he had the foresight to foreshadow that Yu'er'er's fever was only temporary.
Not long after I slept at night, Yu'er started to have a fever again.
This time it was even more serious than before, not only did he have a fever, diarrhea, and began to vomit 'milk', and 'Yu'er was even having a rash all over his body, he no longer slept soundly, I don't know if he was crying because he was uncomfortable.
I was awakened by the crying, and when I looked at it, I realized how serious the 'jade' had become.
Shen Qi was sweating profusely, and he didn't know how he could become like this.
"I don't care what method you use, you must save 'Jade', otherwise...... Even if I try my best, I want you to give me the 'jade' to be buried with me. "I almost hysterically roared, what the hell will these quacks do, why can't they save my 'jade' after so long.
Qi Heng stood with a pale face, swept their faces, and said in a deep voice: "You have all heard it, if you can't cure the twelve princes, you will wait to destroy the five clans!"
"The emperor spares his life. "Kneeling in unison again.
Qi Heng said angrily: "Instead of begging me to spare you, don't think of a way!"
The imperial doctors were busy crawling to find a way, only the imperial doctor ordered, slowly got up, walked two steps and turned around, and said to Qiheng: "Your Majesty, Weichen has something to report!"
"Say!"
The Imperial Physician Ling looked at me and lowered his eyebrows and said nothing.
Qi Heng was impatient and said: "If you have anything, just say that Concubine Rao is the biological mother of the Twelve Princes, and she has the right to know!"
Imperial Physician Ling sighed, knelt down again, and said, "Please ask the emperor to give death to Weichen!"
Qi Heng and I were both very surprised, and Qi Heng asked, "What do you mean?" We probably guessed the implicit meaning of those words, but no one would say it, and I hope that the imperial doctor will not say it again.
Imperial Physician Ling was indeed silent, but his silence deepened my speculation even more.
"It can't be. I screamed, "'Yu'er' still has signs of improvement in the afternoon, Your Majesty, you know, 'Yu'er''s fever has subsided in the afternoon, it must be because they didn't treat it well and took it lightly, so they ......"
Qi Heng hugged me and pointed to the imperial doctor's order: "I warn you, you immediately go over and cure the twelve princes, if not, I will issue an order to kill you now!"
The imperial physician darkened his expression, and said helplessly: "Yes, minister...... The ministers will do their best, but all this is still done to the best of their ability, let it be the fate of heaven!"
"What is subject to the mandate of heaven, the Son of Heaven is here, and his order is the mandate of heaven. I said sharply, the look of the 'color' is the resentment and pathos I have never had, "Now that the Son of Heaven has asked you to cure the Twelve Princes, you must be cured!"
Imperial Physician Ling bowed his head deeply: "Yes." But he replied so helplessly.
He walked in with his back bent, and my heart seemed to sink into a bottomless 'hole', and it sank, and sank.
The Imperial Physician has made the medical skills superb, which is beyond the reach of ordinary people...... I, I was so scared all of a sudden, really scared.
'Jade' didn't get better, I refused to leave, Qiheng accompanied me, we didn't speak, I was afraid that as soon as I opened my mouth, I would say something unfavorable to 'Jade'.
"Auntie, you go and rest, I'm here ......"
"No, I'm going to be here, I'm going to wait until 'Jade' is okay, I'm going to wait for him to get better, I'm going to wait for him to get better. "I kept saying it, as if if if I said that, he would really get better.
When the morning was about to dawn, a doctor came to report that Yu'er's fever had subsided, but I was not as happy as last time, but asked more nervously: "Are you sure that the fever has subsided, and it will not recur?" The Imperial Physician was speechless when I asked.
I said to Qi Heng tiredly: "It's time for the emperor to go to the court, you haven't slept all night, you must be very tired, no matter what, the affairs of the court can't be delayed, after you go to the court, just rest for a while, I think, 'jade' has a fever, and it will get better soon!"
Qiheng looked at me, looked at me for a while, hugged me tightly in his arms, and said: "Don't be afraid, 'Jade' will be fine, when he is well, I will make him a prince, so that he will be safe and happy in the future!"
My tears welled up again, hoping that as he said, 'Jade' would get better and be safe for the rest of his life.
As soon as Qiheng left, I summoned Shen Qi and asked him, "You tell me honestly, what is the 'jade'!"
Shen Qi frowned and said: "Weichen doesn't dare to say anything, the imperial doctors have tried their best to see if His Highness will have a fever again, if he doesn't have a fever, Weichen will be sure to cure His Highness, but if it relapses again, Weichen is afraid that Daluo Immortal will come to the world, and it will ......!"
I closed my eyes: "Got it, you go down!"
I spent the whole day in fear, and when I was about to put my mind at ease, thinking that 'Jade' would not relapse, 'Jade' began to have a high fever and weak breath.
I almost desperately 'inserted' my nails into my palms, the bright red blood flowed down my fingers, staining the placket red, I threw myself down in front of the 'jade' 'bed' regardless of it, picked him up, put my face on his face, felt his temperature, so hot, but my tears were cold, I took off my clothes to only the obscene clothes and 'pants', just hugged him like this, rushed into the ice and snow, trying to use my cold body to help him cool down.
The palace people knelt behind him and begged bitterly, Qi Heng rushed over when he heard the news, and said angrily: "You don't want to live, do you!"
I don't want to live anymore, if 'jade' has three long and two short, I won't live anymore.
I would have died a long time ago, God, why did you let me be reborn, why did you let me give birth to 'Jade', why did you want me to give birth to him but torture him, and even thought about taking him away, why, why.
"Oh my God. I pointed to the sky and screamed hoarsely, "You bear me, you bear me, why do you let me be here, don't you want me to fulfill my wish, but how long has my wish been satisfied, you are going to break your promise, why do you want to do this to me, let me get it, but 'force' me to lose, you bear me,!"
"Auntie. Qi Heng shouted angrily, took off his big coat and draped it on me, and carried me back.
I was trembling, but I wouldn't let go of 'Jade', I just wanted to hold him like this, I didn't know how long I could hold him......
"Auntie, you put down the 'jade' and let the doctors take a look again, okay. Qiheng said in a low voice.
I looked at the kneeling imperial physicians and sneered: "If they really have a way, they won't let 'Yu'er have a fever again', they ...... They're all damned!"
"Mother's life. There was a cry of pleading.
"Get out of here. I yelled.
Qiheng waved his hand and told them all to go, then sat next to me and looked at me like that.
I hugged 'Jade' and hummed the lullaby I used to hum, and he cried quietly in my arms, like a newborn child, crying like a cat.
Gradually, his crying stopped, and I looked down to see that he was looking at me with his big black and white eyes, and I smiled at him slightly, and he smiled at me with a weary smile.
"'Jade', my 'Jade'......" I murmured softly, 'touching' his little face.
He stretched out his chubby little hand, grabbed one of my fingers, and laboriously uttered a vague syllable: "Mother...... Mother ......"
With tears in my eyes, I asked softly, "You want to call me my mother, aren't you?"
'Jade'er's smile is as innocent and beautiful as an angel, everything in the world becomes white and clear in his smile, I heard him call me: "Mother ......"
The first time he called my mother, and the only time.
I held him and slowly cooled down until his body was cold, and when I heard him breathe his last breath, I still held him and didn't let go.
Qiheng looked at me sadly, and said almost pleadingly: "Auntie, you let him go, okay!"
"Shhh
"Auntie. "He choked and hugged me, this hard man, the first time I saw him with red eyes, the first time I heard him choked, the first time I witnessed his fragility.
He hugged our mother and son, crying silently, and we jointly carried the pain of our blood and bones disappearing in front of our eyes, this great pain was like a heavy hammer, hitting our hearts hard, pressing a ninety-five dignity to tears, pressing me almost crazy.
'Yu'er's short life is nothing in the vast court, compared to those rich 'yin' scheming and calculation, loyalty and betrayal, what he left behind in the end is only my sorrow as a mother, and a sentence in the history books of later generations:
On October 13, the 21st year of Zaide, the twelfth son of Emperor Zhongzong, died, and was posthumously crowned King of Chang'an.